Falling for the Lawyer

chapter Thirteen


It was turning out to be the longest week of her life. Alex thought it would never end. She tried to bury herself in work and keep her thoughts occupied but it was useless. JP filled her mind and her heart and there was simply no way of shaking him loose.

Shortly after the run-in with Caroline in his office he’d disappeared into a meeting with his partners and didn’t reappear for the rest of that day, or Friday either for that matter. Early the following Monday morning he left for Queensland to deal with Mark Jackson’s injunction application and didn’t return until Wednesday night.

As for Thursday and Friday, they may as well have been ships in the night. He was either in court or in protracted meetings with clients or his partners. If he did reappear the lawyers would swoop to pick his brains about their own matters. He’d then slice his time up into as many portions as he could as they either queued at his door or pressured Alex to squeeze them into his diary. Even Caroline was reduced to making an appointment to see him.

Alex thanked her lucky stars for the distraction of the work he was piling upon her every day from his remote locations. Every morning she’d find a string of messages or emails from his phone. As he didn’t have time for dictation he’d give her the bare bones of what he needed and then leave the drafting to her. By the next morning it had rematerialised as a pile on her desk, marked-up or signed off and accompanied by a long string of instructions for that day.

If and how he was getting any sleep Alex just couldn’t imagine. The workload suggested he was up most of the night trying to make up for the hours during the day when he was pulled in three different directions at once. Whenever she had a fleeting glimpse of him she could tell he was exhausted.

Alex wished there were something more she could do to help but he kept a professional distance from her. The promise she’d made to do the same was fresh in her mind too. How could she reverse that now when they’d effectively evicted each other from their lives just ten days ago? How did such a fragile, tentative beginning as they’d shared ever recover from that?

At half past five on the Friday, having seen JP for a grand total of five minutes that day, Alex tidied up her desk and swinging her handbag onto her shoulder wandered over to Sophie.

“Hello you,” Sophie greeted her brightly. “Coming to Friday night drinks?”

“No thanks, I’m not in the mood. I thought I’d go to the gym instead. But if you feel like it, would you like to meet up later and see a movie?”

In truth, Alex was dreading the thought of trying to fill up yet another weekend with her own company as she battled the endless distraction of JP: where he was, what he was doing, who he was with.

“Sure, but there’s one condition. I want you to buck up. You’ve had the personality of a wet blanket lately and I’m sick of it. No excuses.”

Alex laughed at Sophie’s grim summation of her personality. “Has it been that bad?”

Sophie stuck out her bottom lip and shot up her eyebrows in mockery of Alex’s demeanour.

“You know how they say dogs resemble their owners? Well you’re beginning to resemble your boss when he’s having one of his ‘I want it done yesterday’ fits.”

Alex laughed again. “I get the picture.”

“Good, then belt up. I know you’ve had the fortnight from hell with all the Simon drama topped off with the most demanding yet invisible boss in the world but it could be worse,” Sophie finished before raising her hand to cover her mouth and hiss at her in a whisper, “You could be working for Caroline Cartwright!”

Alex changed into her gym gear in the ladies and was about to step into the lift when Michael Porter appeared in front of her from out of the stairwell.

“Alex Farrer!” he announced as a smile lit up his face. “Just the person I’m looking for. I hear you’re about to start as a paralegal.”

“It hasn’t been finalised yet. I’ve been pretty flat out with Jonathan’s PA work anyway.”

“I know, but I was hoping you might be able to give me a hand with something if I can clear it with the boss next week. It’s a whopping file—five parts. It needs a full brief and observations and I’m completely swamped. It would be great to have some help with it.”

“I’m sure that would be okay,” she thought out loud. “I could probably stay back next week and work on it. Or I could get in early—that way it won’t interfere with my other work.”

“That would be great.”

“In fact,” Alex began again brightly, “I’ve got a clear weekend. Why don’t you give me the first two or three parts from the file now and I’ll take them home.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to wreck your weekend.”

“No, you won’t,” she reassured him, relieved she would have something to keep her busy for two whole days. “I was planning on spending some time at home anyway. I can read the file and then get Jonathan’s okay on Monday.”

But Michael was watching her with an odd expression.

“What is it?”

“You do know, don’t you Alex?”

“Know what?

“Jonathan McKenzie’s gone.”

“Gone where?” Alex heard herself croak weakly.

“Back to London. He left the office this morning to go home and pack up his place. His flight leaves tonight.”

“When is he coming back?” Alex asked but sensed Michael’s answer would be the worst possible answer she could have.

“He’s not. Caroline’s taking over litigation. Didn’t he tell you? You’re his PA! I can’t believe he didn’t tell you! My God, are you okay? You’re as pale as!”

“I’m fine,” she assured him but nothing could have been further from the truth. The office around her was spinning and she felt sick to her stomach.

Everything she’d believed about JP was splintering around her. He’d left her without a word, just as he said he would. She was so irrelevant at every level of his life he hadn’t even found it necessary to let her know he was going.

“Okay.” Michael was still looking doubtfully at Alex. “If you’re sure you’re all right then I’ll go upstairs and get the file now. I’m due at a client’s drinks at half past six so am heading out myself. I’ll be back in five minutes.”

With that Michael vanished into the stairwell again to return to his office whilst Alex stood stock-still, saying goodbye in a dazed fashion to various colleagues as they strolled past and got into lifts.

At first the shock of Michael’s news overwhelmed her but within a few short minutes it had begun to subside and anger became a voracious animal tearing her apart. Even putting aside the closeness that had crept up between them, how could he dump his PA like that, leaving her with no boss and an uncertain future?

But at that moment her mobile phone rang.

“Yes!” Alex barked down the line in a rage, certain it would be JP and determined to tell him exactly what she thought of him.

“Alex, it’s me,” Sophie began tentatively in response to Alex’s explosion.

“Sorry Soph, I thought you were someone else.”

“Then I feel sorry for them, whoever they are. Perhaps I shouldn’t keep you too long if you’re expecting a call but I need to tell you something about Jonathan McKenzie.”

“If you’re going to tell me he’s gone then I already know.”

“Ah, I see.” Sophie murmured with an understanding voice. “Are you okay?”

“Not really. I’m furious. How did you know he’d gone?”

“Oh, um, Justin Murphy just told me. Apparently the decision was only made today. I gather the London office is in trouble without a managing partner there. Some huge piece of litigation is about to come through the door so he’s getting on an eight o’clock Qantas flight tonight. Oh, by the way, do you mind if I take a rain check on the movies tonight? I’m a bit done in.”

“That’s fine Soph, of course. Thanks for letting me know about Jonathan too.”

Alex rang off and beside her the lift doors opened. Strangely though, there was nobody inside and no one had called it to her floor. Alex gazed into its empty space, overcome with the notion that the inanimate object next to her was calling her to action.

Without a second’s further thought Alex entered the lift and pressed the ground floor button. Michael Porter and his file would have to wait.