A shaky breath left Jay’s body, his heart thumped in his ears as a need he’d never known roared through him. He was terrified and turned on at the same time. Landon was so close Jay could reach out and touch him. That seemed to be happening a lot lately.
“Jay,” Landon said, voice raw with confusion and need. The hunger in his eyes burned into Jay’s skin and Jay’s swallowing practically echoed in the quiet room. His mouth was so dry, his tongue felt thick. He didn’t know what to say, what to do.
But he knew what he needed.
What he couldn’t deny he wanted if he tried, not with the way his cock had the elastic waistband of his pants pulled away from his body, he was so hard.
Landon stepped closer to him. “You didn’t…”
“No.” He couldn’t believe he got the word out, or why it even mattered. But suddenly Landon was there and was all he could see or feel, and the room felt small and his skin felt too tight. Even when he’d lost his virginity, his body hadn’t been this excited or trembled so.
The heat from Landon’s skin was easy to feel this close, and Landon’s step had put him close enough that Jay’s clothed cock—just the tip—pressed into Landon’s crotch. A groan rumbled up Jay’s chest and his whole body quaked.
Then his brain shorted.
“Landon,” Jay said on a breath. He swallowed again. “Touch me. Please.” He sounded fucking gutted with need, even to his own ears. Landon’s pupils blew and he reached out a hand, grasping Jay’s cock. Jay’s head fell back against the door with a thud and he moaned. “Jesus.”
“God, you’re so hard… for me.” Landon sounded confused. He may as well join the club because Jay didn’t know what was going on, but he had to have more.
“Landon, please.” God, what are you saying?
It didn’t matter, not at this point. Landon plastered himself to Jay and their lips banged together, almost painfully, as they ate at each other’s mouths. Jay had never, ever felt like this. This wasn’t getting off as a biological imperative, this was deep down, never-knew-it-could-be-like-this, need.
“Oh, Jay,” Landon moaned into their kisses.
“I don’t know what… I don’t know.” Jay really had no clue. What to do, how to go about this, why he was coming apart like this. But he couldn’t stop it.
“I’ve got you,” Landon promised.
Landon dropped to his knees and Jay had never seen such a glorious thing. Landon gave a quick tug and Jay’s cock fell out of his sweats, long and hard, the tip red and leaking.
“Fuck,” Landon groaned, kissing the head. Jay’s entire body quaked. “This is beautiful, Jay.” And with that, he took Jay in his mouth. His lips worked Jay over, hands fondling and stroking. Jay had never particularly cared for blowjobs, could take them or leave them. Not so when Landon did it. He thought he might die if Landon ever stopped.
“Jesus, Landon. Jesus fucking Christ.”
Landon looked up through long, blond lashes, watching Jay as Jay came undone much more quickly than he ever had. This wasn’t his usual slowly coaxing out of an orgasm, the sometimes inability to even get close that had made his ex insecure sometimes. This was a tingling, blessed, pulsing hum in his body. Landon rolled Jay’s balls with his hand and Jay could feel Landon’s own cock fall out against his bare legs, his sweats having long ago fallen to his ankles.
Landon started grunting, shooting vibrations up Jay’s cock. Jay looked down and was shocked at how delicious it was to see Landon pleasuring himself as his pink lips stretched over Jay’s fat cock.
Landon suddenly grew more voracious, whimpering, and Jay gave into the urge to run his fingers through Landon’s hair. It was so smooth. Landon looked up, almost adoringly at Jay, then his eyes fluttered shut as he orgasmed and shot his cum on Jay’s shin.