She sat up with her back against the headboard. I put the washcloth on the night stand, and I took both of her hands in mine, interlacing our fingers. “We need to talk, babe. You need to tell me what you’re feeling, where that last argument came from, and why you called me your father’s name. Because if we don’t, it’s going to happen again, and that’s not good for our relationship.”
“I know we do,” she replied.
“Are you hungry?” I asked her as I was starving.
“Yeah. I haven’t eaten all day.”
“How about Chinese food? I’ll call and have it delivered, and we can sit on the couch, eat it, and talk.”
“I love that idea.” She smiled as she put her soft hand on my cheek.
I brought her hand to my mouth and kissed her palm before picking up my phone and calling in our dinner order. Lily got up from the bed and grabbed a pair of yoga pants and a tank top from her drawer. She changed her clothes and put her hair up in a ponytail.
“Ugh, look at my face!” she exclaimed as she wiped her eyes.
Wrapping my arms around her, I said, “You have a beautiful face, tear-stained and all.”
She smiled and crinkled her nose as she turned around and kissed me on the lips. We both left the bedroom and walked to the kitchen. While I grabbed the bottle of wine and a couple of glasses, Lily took down two plates from the cabinet and got out the silverware. She walked them over to the coffee table and set them down. Not too long after calling in the order, there was a knock at the door. As the delivery boy handed me the brown bag, I reached into my pocket and took out some cash. Lily walked over and took the bag from my hands and sat down on the couch.
“I’m going to call a therapist tomorrow morning and schedule an appointment,” Lily said as she took the cartons of Chinese food out of the bag.
“Do you really think you need to?” I asked as I sat down next to her.
“Yeah, it’s something I should’ve done a long time ago. When I was yelling at you earlier, I felt like I was reliving my childhood and watching my mom and dad having the same argument. Mary would scream at him because he was never around, and he kept telling her that it was part of the business and that things would get better. But instead of getting better, they got worse. He would be gone for months at a time on tour, which was understandable, but then when he’d get back to Seattle, he wouldn’t come home for a few days.”
I set my plate down on the table, and I reached over and hugged her. “I’m sorry you had to grow up like that.”
“I felt abandoned, Luke, and then I felt it again after the church incident with Brynn and Hunter. All those emotions and feelings were coming back to me these past two weeks when you were so busy at the bar, and we weren’t spending as much time together. That’s an issue that needs to be addressed, and I think a therapist can help me.”
“I love you, Lily. I don’t know how to make that any clearer to you.”
“I know you do, baby, and believe me, it’s not you. I’m the one who has these issues, compliments of Johnny and Mary Gilmore, and I’m the one who needs to take care of them. I know you love me; I really do. It’s just this change the past couple of weeks has really messed with my head.”
“Then you go do what you have to do in order to free yourself of your past. I’ll be here for you every step of the way.” I smiled as I brushed my hand over her cheek and leaned in to kiss her.
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Lily
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After having the best sex of my life last night, I rolled over and ran my tongue along Luke’s shoulder. I was extremely sore, but it was worth it.
“Good morning, babe. What time is it?”
“It’s seven o’clock. Don’t you have to meet Maddie at the bar?”
“Yeah, but I can be late. Just let me send her a text.”
Luke did just that, set his phone on the nightstand, and then pulled me to him.
“Ouch,” I said as I scooted closer.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I’m just a little sore down there, that’s all.”
“God, after what we did last night, I believe you are. I’m sorry, babe. What can I do to make it feel better?”
I smiled as I lifted my head and kissed his lips. “There’s nothing you can do. It’ll feel better in a few days.”
“Umm, I don’t think I can go a few days without having sex with you.”
I rolled my eyes as I struggled to get out of bed. “You’re such a guy.” I smiled.
As I heard Luke chuckle, he followed me into the bathroom. I started the shower, turned around, and noticed as Luke took off his boxers.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Taking a shower with you like I always do,” he replied with a confused look on his face.
“That could pose a problem since we can’t have sex.”
“Don’t worry, babe. I can control myself. Let’s just get in, wash up, and get out.”
“Alright, but you better behave yourself.”
Luke smirked as we stepped into the shower. I closed my eyes and let the stream of hot water run down my hair and body. When I opened my eyes, I saw that Luke was staring at me. My eyes glanced down and noticed his hard cock. I looked at him and tilted my head.
“I can’t help it, Lily. This is what you do to me. I tried to stop it, but you’re standing there, naked, with the water running down that hot body of yours. What do you expect?”
I couldn’t help but burst into laughter as he stood there, naked and hard, trying to defend himself. I reached my hand over and took a hold of him, stroking his entire length as his erection pressed against my palm. Taking my thumb, I skillfully circled his smooth head as I reached under and deftly stroked his balls with my other hand. A loud groan escaped the back of his throat as he threw his head back.
“Just stand there and enjoy it; this is about you, Luke.”
“Babe, I need to touch you,” he moaned as grabbed both of my breasts and began rubbing them.
“You can have my tits, but nothing else.” I smiled as I got down on my knees and took his length in my mouth while the hot water beaded down on us.
As I sucked up and down his shaft, his moans became louder. Keeping my finger wrapped around his base, my tongue licked its way up to his head, circling around the wet, smooth area before my lips wrapped themselves around the tip, sending him into a near convulsion.