Love Notes

Chapter 5-Maverick



I walk over to my beloved Camaro that my dad and I restored together, hop in and thoughts of Charlie flood my mind. It seems like everywhere I turned today, there she was–like a sign. I was pleasantly surprised to see her in Choir class. However, I was so afraid she’d think I was a dick. Between knocking Charlie down first thing in the morning and then Mr. Hall berating me right in front of her about taking the class seriously, she must think I’m an ass. I don’t know why but I don't want her to think badly of me. I’ve never cared what anyone ever thought of me but with her, it matters.

Choir may not be my thing but Coach asked all of us team captains to try a new class this semester, to take us out of our comfort zones. I take leadership and that kind of thing seriously so I picked a class that’s going to do exactly what Coach wanted.

What sucked was being directed to sit next to Miranda and Ashley. Sure, they're smoking hot to look at, but they aren’t very nice girls and to me looks aren’t everything. I see how they make fun of some of the other girls behind their backs or whisper snidely in front of them. I’m pleasant to them, but they certainly aren’t my favorite people.

I could tell that music is something that Charlie loves. When Mr. Hall was talking, her eyes seemed to light up at the mention of songs and the different types of music we would be singing. I’ve never seen someone else have such passion for something. It looked just like how I feel when it comes to football.

I don’t think Charlie even noticed me glancing at her throughout both of our classes together. Maybe that was a good thing though. I learned more about her in class just by watching her than I did when she introduced herself.

I don’t know how, but I knew it was her in that Jeep. Why, I’m not sure, but I felt this pressing need to check on her and make sure everything was okay. I was worried about her, and I’m not used to feeling worried about a girl. I didn’t mean to scare her, but when she rolled the window down, and I saw she was okay, I felt like I could breathe again. Finally speaking to her and introducing myself felt natural and seeing those eyes of hers… Damn the girl has some mesmerizing eyes.

Her attitude surprised me for a moment but not in a bad way. She’s kinda sassy which I really like. Unlike some of the other girls I know, she doesn’t try to impress me. She’s just being herself. I can’t help but smile and feel a little excited at the thought of being around Charlie and getting to know her.

I’m glad that Tori took her under her wing. Tori’s really sweet and not gossipy. It feels good to know that Charlie’s in good hands.

There’s something special about her, and I can’t quite put my finger on it. I know I haven’t known her long, but I feel a sadness about her. I’m not sure why, but I have this overwhelming need to make that sadness go away. I want to be the one to put a smile on her face.