Landon’s head fell back as Jay dropped to the floor and yanked off Landon’s pants, sucking him in. “Motherfucker,” Landon yelped. Eager, horny Jay was a force to be reckoned with. Landon didn’t know what had come over the man, but he sure wouldn’t complain.
Jay sucked Landon inexpertly, but enthusiastically. Landon bucked up into his mouth as Jay fondled his balls and hummed. “Damn, Jay. I’m… I’m so fucking close.” And wasn’t that the damnedest thing. The man got him going like nobody else. Jay looked up through his lashes, full of mischief, then started using his free hand to stroke as he sucked. Landon’s incoherent babbling as he shot into Jay’s mouth would have been embarrassing were he capable of any kind of thought.
Jay suddenly was in Landon’s face, kissing him, letting Landon taste himself on Jay’s tongue. God, the taste of his cum in Jay’s mouth nearly got him hard again. The clanking of metal as Jay undid his belt and undid his fly pulled Landon from his stupor. They both laughed as Jay slipped clumsily, while they pushed his jeans down to free his cock and balls.
Landon grasped Jay’s cock and didn’t even have time to offer a blowjob before Jay howled, dropped his forehead to Landon’s, and was spurting over Landon’s bare cock and legs.
Their mouths met again, tongues tangling lazily and sweetly as their labored breathing began to settle.
“Fuck me, Landon.”
“Apparently, we didn’t make that consideration.”
Jay put his cheek to Landon’s and they lay catching their breath. “That was wild,” Jay said. “I swear you make me cum like a damn kid. I can’t even last five minutes with you.” Jay sounded mildly embarrassed by the fact.
“Fucking-A, Jay. That’s the best compliment ever. And in case you didn’t notice, I’m not a whole lot better off.”
Jay rolled off Landon with a contented sigh, tucking himself away before sitting down on the floor, leaning his back against the couch. Landon put himself to rights as well and swung his legs over the side of the couch, then went to grab each of them a water. Jay took his, casting a lazy grin Landon’s way.
“So, how are you?”
“Now he wants to talk, when I can’t breathe,” Jay said in his most put-upon tone.
Landon playfully nudged the back of Jay’s head with his elbow.
When Jay turned a look full of affection and warmth on Landon, he really had to contain himself. “I’m good. Real good.”
“What does that mean?” Landon asked.
“Just that I’m good.” Jay drank from his water before clearing his throat and turning bashfully away. “I, um, went to see that counselor we used. In Starkville. It’s been helpful. We talked on the phone earlier today before I called you, too.”
Well, the man was just full of surprises. “I’m glad you say it’s helpful.”
Jay turned toward Landon. “I just wanted to say thank you, because you’ve been really patient with me.”
“Oh.” Landon gave Jay a kiss on the temple, feeling a little silly, but happy Jay only ducked his head and hid a shy grin at the action. “Of course, Jay. This was never meant to be any pressure. It could be two guys who are convenient in this one horse town. Or whatever.” Liar.
Jay fell silent, like he didn’t know what to say to that any more than Landon. Too soon. Don’t push. Landon told himself. Hell, he hadn’t even told Mitch about their little affair, because he didn’t need anyone else to tell him how badly this could all turn out. But surely, Jay was coming out of his shell and making strides. Landon could give it a little more time.
“Jay, this isn’t something you have to prove to me. You just get right with you, okay. Figure out what to do for you for once, something you can live with for you and for your kids. Don’t think about me, or about Bethany, or what folks will think. It’s hard, being raised around here. But this is big.” Landon ran his fingers through Jay’s hair, lightly massaging his scalp, enjoying how Jay leaned into the touch.