“You’re sitting there brooding about something, which means within the next ten minutes, you’re going to bite my head off about the way I banked the fire or how I got too much sun today.”
“I’m not,” I lied. We had developed an agreement of sorts, or at least an understanding, regarding my thoughts on her feelings for me. I was willing to accept them, but that didn’t mean I was going to agree to believing I was worthy of them. This had led to several opportunities for Raine to call me out when I was brooding about it.
“Liar.”
Shit.
“I’m trying, babe,” I said. I shoved my fingers through my hair, noticing how much longer it was now. I closed my eyes, soon feeling Raine’s hand against my face. I sighed and let her tilt my head to see her.
“And you are doing beautifully,” she told me. I shook my head once, took in her scowl, then smiled half-heartedly and nodded instead.
“It’s hard sometimes,” I admitted.
“I know it is.” Raine reached out her hands, and I took them in mine. “I’m very proud of you.”
I think she intended to pull me up out of the sand, but I pulled her down into it instead. She was on her knees next to me, and I placed my hands on either side of her face, kissing her deeply and running my tongue over her lips. My hands ran over her hips and then up her sides, making her squirm a little as my light touch tickled her. When my hands found her breasts, I broke away from the kiss and sucked the salty water off her nipples.
Raine moaned and arched her back, effectively pushing her breasts farther into my mouth. Worked for me. I ran my tongue around the nipples, each in turn, then lifted them a little, noticing how the improved diet had also brought back some of their fullness. I licked and sucked and played with them until Raine moaned loudly and pushed me away.
“Lie down on your back,” Raine said. She smiled and looked off to the side for a second, and I narrowed my eyes at her, wondering what she had in mind. We had done it this way a few times, especially when my leg still hurt, and though I still liked being on top of her best – because I’m a controlling motherfucker – having her ride me wasn’t a bad thing at all.
“You’re scheming,” I accused but lay down anyway. Raine didn’t immediately straddle me but started running her hands over my shoulders, down my arms, and then back again. She traced the outlines of my pectoral and abdominal muscles before she leaned over and kissed the center of my chest. I sighed in contentment, lay my head back in the sand, and just enjoyed feeling her hands on me. She liked touching me this way, and I wasn’t about to complain.
Her hands stroked down my hips and then over my thighs and back to my stomach. A couple of her fingertips brushed over the head of my cock. I groaned a little as I felt her hand wrap around me and start stroking me up and down. I opened my eyes for a moment, watching her hand try to wrap around my girth.
“There’s another of my favorite things about you,” I said in panting breaths.
“What’s that?” Raine asked.
“The way your little hand looks trying to reach around my cock. Fucking gorgeous.”
“Hmm...really?” Raine said. Immediately afterwards she bent at the waist, leaned over, and sucked the end of my dick into her mouth.
“Oh…God! Raine!” I sat up and put my hand on her shoulder, pushing her off of me. I tried to regain some sort of conscious thought while memories of her wet mouth lingered in my head.
“You don’t like it?”
I looked into her eyes and realized there was hurt registering there.
“You don’t have to do that,” I told her. I’d obviously said something about blow jobs way too many times because I did fucking love them, but I never meant for her to think she had to do that to me.
“I wanted to try it,” she said softly.
“Are you shitting me?” I gasped.
Raine shook her hear slowly and then ran her tongue over her lips, making me groan out loud.
“I want to,” she said again, and the next thing I knew she had me on my back in the sand preparing to suck me off. Holy fucking shit.
“Relax,” Raine said softly. “Just lay back for a few minutes.”
“A few minutes?” I scoffed and then inhaled sharply as I felt her lips brush over the end of my cock again. “Fuck, baby, if you are going to do that, I won’t last more than a minute, tops. Holy fucking shit…”
I heard her soft laughter, and then all other stimuli completely and totally vanished from my mind as her moist lips teased the end of my dick right before she took it in her mouth. She ran her tongue over the back side as she sucked half of my length into her mouth at once. Oh fuck – I was already touching her throat. I felt her pull back suddenly, realizing her limit, then slowly go down almost as far again, hollowing out her cheeks as she went down as far as she could.