While I’ve always found comfort inside the walls of church, Jenny is the exact opposite. She graduated high school when I was twelve and then left for college, but before that, when she would stay at our house on the weekends, I remember her fighting to avoid our Sunday services—winning more as she got older. Our parents didn’t want to force her to go.
It wasn’t anything against God, she’d say. It’s just that none of it made sense in her brain. As if that was supposed to soften the blow. That intellect ruled over spirit.
Clouded it may be, though I’ve never said that. I’ve always believed the two can co-exist in harmony. I mean, come on, I’m the valedictorian of my high school class. For Jenny, however, the world is so black and white she doesn’t even own grey.
“Love you, Sis,” she says, dictating the end of our conversation. “Check your Facebook page, by the way. You have a zillion wall posts from your friends asking if you’re alive.”
Naturally. Twelve hours away from social media is enough to file a missing person’s report. I hadn’t been seen in forty-eight. Good as dead.
“I will when I get to a public WiFi… Rules,” I grumble. Carter’s internet is heavily monitored to, you know, keep up the moral integrity of its student body.
“Good girl.”
My Facebook page is far from anything considered wholesome, and I don’t want to open myself up to unintentional demerits since I’m sure the questions I have planned for my professors throughout this year will get me into enough trouble.
Jenny’s techie boyfriend, Paul, yanked the phone away from her during one of our conversations this summer and gave me strict orders to limit my internet access while on campus. “School research only,” he’d demanded, knowing how easily my browsing history could raise red flags.
I mean, how many CU students would spend as much time as I do googling Roland Abbot, his personal history, and his sermons? “Might think you’re a stalker,” Paul’d said with the barest hint of humor in his voice. He was mostly serious.
They were perfect for each other.
Jenny speaks again, interrupting my train of thought. “Have you talked to Dad?” She just calls Dan Dad and I call my mom Mom and it saves us a load of time in our conversations.
“We talked briefly last night, but he was at the airport so it wasn’t too in depth.” I take another deep breath, reminding myself how good it felt to just hear his voice.
“Par for the course, huh?” She’s always been snarky about Dan’s mellow nature. Shallow, she calls it. Relaxed by the rest of the world’s standards.
“I guess. I’m just missing all of you.” My throat tightens briefly, but I scold it to stay open. I’ve never cried this much in my life put together.
“I miss you, too.” She makes a kissing sound into the phone before hanging up. Jenny has never been one for goodbyes.
As I put my phone away, a text message dinging through stops me. I have a text from my RA, who’d sent out an email on the campus server this morning asking us for our cell numbers, and giving us hers, so we would always have a spiritual advisor and friend on our side. Her words.
Maggie: Hey Kennedy, just checking in. How was your first day of classes?
The timing of her text reeks of suspicion. Mere minutes after taking off from my dorm following an unfortunate encounter with my roommates…hmm. I think twice before texting back. That’s my rule: think twice, speak once. Almost no one does that anymore…especially where keyboards are involved. Which is weird since you have the chance to delete or revise before you send.
Me: Standard, I guess. I don’t have anything to compare it to.
Immediately, she replies.
Maggie: Do you have a few minutes to get together and check in?
From day one, Maggie has seemed like the perfect CU RA—interested in the spiritual welfare of her floor, and super spunky and friendly to boot. It’s never a bad idea to collect allies, I concede to myself. So, I respond in the affirmative.
Me: Sure, when?
Maggie: Are you around now?
My heart races at the apparent urgency. My roommates likely went to her and tattled on my bad attitude, not to mention my eternal damnation. For a day there I was thinking I’d lucked out with Bridgette and Eden as roommates. Turns out they’re exactly as I’d expected. Feared. Looking down their noses at the unsaved. I don’t claim to have all the answers surrounding salvation, but I know I have it. Screw them for thinking otherwise.
Me: Be right there.
CHAPTER NINE
Lead Me
Maggie’s door is cracked, as I’ve noted it has been since I moved in two days ago. Perpetually available. I still knock, preemptively upping any points I may have already lost—countering with exceptional manners.
A book closes, a chair slides, and the door opens.
“Hey!” Maggie greets cheerfully. Her mid-back-length brown hair is woven into a loose braid that is slung forward over her shoulder. “Come in. Sit.” She gestures to her bed and I’m grateful for the comfort of her room.
Jesus Freaks: Sins of the Father
Andrea Randall's books
- Sacred Sins
- Sins and Scarlet Lace
- Sins of a Ruthless Rogue
- Bed of Roses
- Son Of The Morning
- Cover Of Night
- Affairs of State
- A Profiler's Case for Seduction
- Because of Rebecca
- Conflict of Interest
- Eclipse of the Heart
- Flames of Attraction
- Illusions of Love
- Keeper of the Moon
- Keeper of the Shadows
- Legacy of Love
- Love Proof (Laws of Attraction)
- Miles of Pleasure
- Of One Heart
- Off Limits
- Off Sides
- Out of the Dark (The Brethren Series)
- Out of the Depths
- Pool of Crimson
- Prince of Wolves
- Rules of Entanglement
- Shadow of My Heart
- Something of a Kind
- Son of a Preacher Man
- Taste of Desire
- Taste of Love
- Translation of Love
- Web of Deception
- Words of Love
- The Lady of Bolton Hill
- The Scars of Us(Scars Series)
- Dreams of Lilacs
- House of Ivy & Sorrow
- A Question of Honor
- The Owner of His Heart
- The Heir of the Castle
- Tower of Glass
- The Last Prince of Dahaar
- Terms of Engagement
- Secrets of a Bollywood Marriage
- David Lord of Honor
- Return of the Prodigal Gilvry
- Killing Me Softly(A Broken Souls Series)
- Starting Over(Hart of Seattle)
- The Resurrection of Aubrey Mill
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- Stolen: Warriors of Hir, Book 3
- The CEO Buys in (Wager of Hearts #1)
- The Law of Moses
- A Pound of Flesh (A Pound of Flesh #1)
- Arouse: A Spiral of Bliss Novel (Book One)
- Awaken: A Spiral of Bliss Novel (Book Three)
- The Art of French Kissing
- Leo (A Sign of Love Novel)
- Echoes of Scotland Street
- Stinger (A Sign of Love Novel)
- Ten Days of Perfect (November Blue #1)
- The Song of David
- The House of the Stone
- Ashes of Honor: An October Daye Novel
- The Weight of Feathers
- Blood Brothers
- Face the Fire
- Holding the Dream
- The Hollow
- The way Home
- A Father's Name
- All the Right Moves
- After the Fall
- And Then She Fell
- A Mother's Homecoming
- All They Need
- Behind the Courtesan
- Breathe for Me
- Breaking the Rules
- Bluffing the Devil
- Chasing the Sunset
- Feel the Heat (Hot In the Kitchen)
- For the Girls' Sake
- Guarding the Princess
- Happy Mother's Day!
- Meant-To-Be Mother
- In the Market for Love
- In the Rancher's Arms
- Leather and Lace
- Northern Rebel Daring in the Dark
- Seduced The Unexpected Virgin
- Southern Beauty
- St Matthew's Passion
- Straddling the Line
- Taming the Lone Wolff
- Taming the Tycoon
- Tempting the Best Man