He tasted like toothpaste and Merry, an awesome combination.
The last thing I’d had the night before was a Baby Ruth bar and a can of Diet 7UP, but I figured that had long since worn off and maybe I didn’t taste so good.
I didn’t care. I went for it, drawing him in, my insides contracting like they were caving in on an empty that had to be filled or I’d shrink to nothing, and the only sustenance it would accept was a healthy dose of Garrett Merrick.
So I fed from him, trailing my hand up his shirt from his abs to his chest, my fingers clenching in, pulling him closer to me and going for more.
Merry gave it and kept giving until his groan throbbed through my *, making it contract.
He pulled his lips away and landed a peck on the side of my mouth before he moved back minutely and looked into my eyes.
“I like how you wake up, baby, but you got shit timing. I have to get Ethan to school.”
I stared up at him and slowly let his shirt go as I just as slowly turned my head to look at the alarm clock.
Ethan had to leave for school in exactly three minutes.
My alarm didn’t go off.
What the fuck?
I looked back to Merry. “Ethan’s ready for school?”
“Got up, got him up, got him doin’ his thing. I made him breakfast. He’s ready to roll. Just didn’t want you to wake up and freak, so I woke you to let you know he’s all good, I got him, and you can sleep in.”
I could sleep in?
Merry made my son breakfast?
Merry had him?
A fog filled my head as this knowledge processed through me.
Since he was born, mornings with Ethan were mine. With my work history, they were the only times that were guaranteed, him and me. For breakfast. When he was a baby, a toddler, a little kid, for cuddles. On the weekend, for hanging together and watching cartoons. Before school, shooting the shit and making sure he was good to face the day.
That was mine.
No one got that.
Not even my mom.
When I worked late, she stayed at my place and either slept on the couch if she was tired or went home when I got home. If I had to count on Feb, Vi, anyone, I went to go get my kid, shuffling him out half asleep to my car, helping him drop into his own bed.
It might not be right, making a kid switch beds in the middle of the night, but my kid woke up in his bed with his mom there to take care of him.
And he did not wake up with some guy in the house that he knew but he did not know what that man was to his mother.
The world might think I’m a stupid, skanky slut.
But my kid did not.
And he was never supposed to get that first inkling his mom was that kind of mom, that kind of woman.
Not ever.
Not…fucking…ever.
“You got my kid up,” I said to Merry.
“Yeah, babe, and now I gotta get him to school.”
“You got my kid up,” I repeated, and Merry’s head jerked.
Then his eyes went alert.
I moved quickly, throwing back the covers and leaping out of bed. I snatched my jeans up, shoved a foot in then the other. Yanking them up, I looked to Merry.
“You don’t get to do that shit,” I hissed quietly, doing up my fly. “You do not get to make that decision, Garrett. He’s my kid. I get his mornings.”
Something flooded his face, a sweet something, but I was not done.
Not by a long shot.
“You shoulda stayed in bed, or you shoulda got me up and got out before he got up. You do not make the decision your own damned self about what my kid knows, what he sees, or who looks after him.” I straightened and jabbed my thumb to myself. “I do.”
He stood, murmuring, “Cher—”
I got in his space, head tipped back, mouth still hissing. “You and I fucked once. Now you’re jackin’ my shit with your fucked-up head games, and that’s okay. That’s the way of the world. That happens to stupid bitches like me who do stupid shit like gettin’ shitfaced and lettin’ a man fuck her who’s drownin’ his sorrows because he’s in love with a woman he cannot have.”
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