The Slippage A Novel

The Slippage A Novel - By Ben Greenman



Part I



ALL HANDS ON DECK





William had told the Kenners not to worry if they were a few minutes late, and he was foresuffering the moment when he’d have to reassure the Fitches that it was okay to be the first ones to arrive. He had always had an ability to put people at ease, which was why he came on board quickly whenever Louisa proposed that they host a party. It was a chance to see himself in the best possible light, and there were fewer and fewer of those with each passing year.

They were on the deck, chopping vegetables on the narrow table next to the sliding glass door that led back into the kitchen. “Countdown to Tom,” William said. There was a carrot that looked lost amid several stalks of celery, and he plucked it out, a rescue.

“Can’t wait,” Louisa said. She had mixed up three pitchers of punch: one red, one yellow-green, and a third that was an orange so chemically vivid that William wondered if anyone would want to drink it. “What should I call this one? It’s like a sunrise.”

“Or a sunset.”

“Always the optimist.” She hoisted a glass of the orange. “We could have had the party at midnight and put out bowls of this instead of lanterns. That is, if it was a festive occasion.”

“It is, isn’t it? Aren’t you excited to have your brother back in town?”

“Don’t I look it?” She did, but he didn’t think Tom was the reason. Louisa, who could be quiet when it was just the two of them, came alive in groups. She loved to move from guest to guest, showing each of them an almost imperceptibly different version of herself. From where William stood, it looked like a gem being turned so that it sparkled.

“He’s bringing a new girl. This one’s more serious, he said.”

“I don’t believe him,” Louisa said. “He’s not the type.” She slid her glass forward, let it come to rest for a second, slid it again and then again; it left a series of circles that reminded him of cartoon thought bubbles. “Although I didn’t think I was, either.”

“That was before I came along and swept you off your feet.”

“Let the record show that there was no sweeping of any kind.”

William reached for more vegetables, this time got mainly carrots, sliced lengthwise to multiply them into sticks.

“These all taste the same, even though they’re different colors,” Louisa said.

“Hey,” William said. “Save some for the rest of us.”

“Have you ever known me to drink too much at a party?”

“Comedienne,” William said.

When William had first met Louisa, they were reporters at a small weekly newspaper. He was the veteran, with seven months of service; she had been there only three; they had taken to talking at a going-away party for an older editor. That first night she had talked mostly about her date, a designer at the paper who drank too much and wandered away from her side in the party’s first minutes. “Do you know Jim?” she asked. William nodded dumbly, happy she’d asked a yes-or-no question, content to listen while this tall brunette with a constellation of freckles across her nose explained why two months with Jim was like an endless year with anyone else. Later, he convinced her that she was tipsy and should let him drive her home. Then he had kissed her on the strip of grass between the street and her apartment building, his hand inside the top of her waistband.

He did the same now.

“So presumptuous,” Louisa said. “How could you be sure I wouldn’t just haul off and flatten you?”

“Confidence of youth,” William said. His youth had been filled with many things, but confidence was not one of them. When, a week later, Louisa had come to spend the night with William—she arrived carrying a turquoise backpack that she knelt to unzip—he could not believe his good fortune. In the morning, he tried to keep a straight face in front of the bathroom mirror but his expression shattered with sudden joy. Then one day six months later, in the midst of a fight that was not their first fight, she produced a soft black duffel he had never seen, stuffed her clothes into it, and was gone. A month after that, she was back with Jim. “He’s different now,” she told William, who was different also.

It didn’t take, Louisa and Jim, even when she quit the paper after Jim gave her the idea that working together was straining their relationship. Within three months, they were on the rocks again. But she didn’t come back to William. Instead, she became a story he told to other people. He used it with other women as proof that he was capable of listening, or fidelity, or sorrow. He used it with other men as proof of the unknowability of the human heart. Then, years later, they had met at a party. She was taking a spin around the room, sending up bright little flares of laughter, but when she saw him she froze. They embraced awkwardly, struck up a conversation; he found the courage to ask her to dinner the following week, and they were returned to one another with a velocity that surprised them both.

“Do you know her name?” William said. “Tom’s new girlfriend?”

“No,” Louisa said. “He likes to create mystery.”

“Well, we’ll meet her,” William said. “And then, when no one’s looking, I’ll go into her wallet and see what her name is.”

“Or we could just ask her.”

“You always want to do things the easy way.” He split the remaining stalks of celery and swept them into a bowl. “I’m ready for the party. Are you ready? It gives me a chance to get people out on the deck, which is always my secret ambition.”

“If you talk about it constantly, it doesn’t count as a secret ambition,” Louisa said, digging a moat around the words. She had been pretty as a younger woman but was now beautiful: a certain indistinctness in her face had sharpened, and her eyes were streaked with traces of things both remembered and forgotten. “Though I’ll admit that it’s a nice deck.” Her phone was ringing in the hollows of the house. She handed the orange punch to William. “Try,” she said, and went inside.


William could not, at twenty-five, have anticipated the life he would live with Louisa. He had not been a genius of the present back then, let alone the future.

When they had gotten back together, he had lived in a little house just north of downtown. It fit him snugly, like a shell, and he could not imagine living anywhere else. But a month or so after he and Louisa started dating again, at the close of a restless weekend, she suggested a drive through town, and they ended up on a quiet cul-de-sac punctuated at regular intervals by vaulting oaks. “Let’s live here,” she said. She stepped out of the car and breathed in deeply to show him that she belonged in this new place. By year’s end, they were there, along with a Lab mix she’d rescued from a shelter. She asked William to suggest names for the dog, but he came up mostly blank: he started with “Boy” and then, when she reminded him it wasn’t a boy, moved on to “Girl.” He was relieved when Louisa settled on Blondie. “Look at us,” Louisa said.

William did, slowly at first. The house felt cavernous around him. That first spring, he built a deck so he could sit outside, under trees whose names he did not know, listening to birds whose names he did not know. In the fall, he distinguished the place further by filling the yard with a trio of vintage claw-foot tubs: an eagle, a lion, a tiger. Before it got too cold, he put on shorts and got himself a beer and stretched out in the center tub, the lion, the largest. Sometime between that winter and the next summer, the television started to run an advertisement that showed older people in tubs as an illustration of romance, and Louisa asked William if he felt silly sitting in the tub after seeing something like that. “Why?” William said. “Am I the kind of person who gets scared off by what’s on television?” She held up her hands in surrender, but the damage was done. After that the tubs filled up with leaves and he cleaned them out only for parties.

From the deck, the dog resting at his feet, William surveyed his domain. The railing was lined with special lanterns he had bought in Chicago, wrought-iron pieces silhouetted with icons of the American West: cactus, cowboy, stagecoach. In the corner of the yard there was a Wiffle ball that had been hit too hard by a kid in a neighboring yard, or an adult acting like a kid. The house to the north had two little girls who sang sweet high-pitched nonsense songs to each other. The house to the south had a boy who spoke to his parents with chilling condescension. He was doing so now, his voice going sharply through the afternoon air. “Clearly, you don’t understand,” he said. “It’s an assignment for school, which means it’s required, which means I have to stay here and do it.” There was a pause, and then an indistinct adult murmur. “And now tell me how that changes the facts,” the boy said.

Louisa had a limit with the boy to the south, but also a fascination with him. “I don’t know why they don’t just clock him,” she had said more than once. Now William called into the house. “Your friend out here is acting up,” he said.

“On the phone,” she said. At the sound of Louisa’s voice, Blondie roused herself and trotted inside. William filled a big cooler with bottles of beer, removing the one that felt the least warm and settling down to drink it in a big wooden chair. The boy had stopped carping. The girls were not singing. There was a noise that pleased him, a spidery bass line from a car radio in the distance, and he followed it until it disappeared.


The doorbell rang. It was Eddie and Gloria Fitch, faces avid for approval. “Sorry we’re so early,” Gloria said. “I should have taken longer to get ready, as you can probably tell.”

“Don’t be ridiculous,” William said. “It’s not that you’re here early. It’s that everyone else is late.”

Eddie, short and bald, piloted a bottle of wine into William’s hands.

“I could use a drink,” Gloria said. She was short, too, with round features and a sharp tongue.

“Your husband just gave away your wine.”

“That?” Gloria said. “I wouldn’t drink that.” Blondie’s collar jangled faintly on the deck. “Ooh,” Gloria said. “Must pet dog.”

William and Eddie worked for the same company, and they stayed by the door for a minute, faintly talking shop. “So they’re changing the name of the division?” Fitch said with an anxious giggle. He had a nervous constitution. William imagined him fidgeting through his sleep.

“They seem to be,” William said.

“I hope they’re not focus-grouping it to death. That costs money, and don’t they need that for our bonuses? Though we didn’t get bonuses last year. Maybe I just answered my own question.”

“I think you did,” William said. “But it could always be worse. We could have no job at all. And then how could I afford to throw this party? And how could you afford to bring wine?” He held up the bottle, turned it until it was pointed toward the deck. “Let’s go.”

On the way out, he noticed that the door to the master bedroom was shut. “Hold on,” he told Eddie. “I have to tell Louisa one thing.” But Louisa wasn’t in the bedroom. “Guess what,” William said to the closed bathroom door. “Eddie and Gloria showed up first. Big surprise, I know. I’m taking them out back.” When William made it outside, Eddie was unzipping wax from around a cheese, looking up at the overhang. “Painted the eaves and trim the other week,” William said. “Doesn’t look quite right now. Give it a few weeks of sun, though, and it’ll fade to match.”

“I know what you mean,” Eddie said, waving the cheese. “New things just remind us that most things aren’t new.” It wasn’t what William meant at all, but he nodded anyway.

The other guests were starting to arrive. Many of the men were bald and heavy. The women, with a few exceptions, fared better. Gloria Fitch was over in a corner, talking to sleek, epicene Paul Prescott, who held his thumb and finger just far enough apart to suggest he was indicating the thickness of a steak. He probably was. Graham Kenner, preceded by his aftershave, was lamenting the Congress. “Set phasers to socialism,” he said.

William served drinks, refilled bowls of nuts and olives. “Hey,” Graham said, reaching out to snag his elbow. “We missed you and Louisa the other week.”

“Missed us how?”

“We had one of these at our place. A little get-together for Cassandra’s fifty-first.”

“Oh,” William said.

“We sent real invitations and everything.”

“Huh,” William said. “I don’t remember seeing it. Maybe we had a conflict. Louisa takes care of those things and doesn’t always tell me.”

“Speaking of Louisa,” Gloria said, leaning in, “where is she?”

“She wasn’t feeling great,” William said. “Let me go check.” He went back to the bedroom. The bathroom door was still closed. He tapped on it. No answer. He pushed it open slowly; the bathroom was empty. He checked the garage, the kitchen, even the laundry room, feeling increasingly foolish. On the way back out, he noticed that the junk room door was closed. That was what they called the spare bedroom off the main hall; they had marked it for a child when they moved in, and over the years it had filled with everything but. There was no answer when he knocked, though he thought he heard the jingling of Blondie’s collar. “Hey,” he said. “You in there, girl?” He tried the knob but it was locked. He jiggled it, knocked again, gave up.

Out on the deck he started to make hamburger patties for the grill, shaping rounds with his hands and then smashing them flat. Gloria Fitch had escaped Paul Prescott and was talking to a pair of young women William didn’t know. Graham Kenner had buttonholed Helen Hull, by acclamation the prettiest woman in the neighborhood, to tell her about a study he’d read recently regarding parental favoritism. “You know how people say parents love their children equally?” he said. “That’s not true. We’re hardwired to prefer some of them to others, because we evolved from species that cull their young. You know: if you eliminate a third of the offspring, the rest have a better chance of surviving.” He popped an olive in his mouth illustratively. The party had just started, and already the talk had turned to survival.


The doorbell rang, then rang again, its own echo. It was possible that it had been ringing for a while. “Someone get that?” William said, but no one did. He wiped his hands on a towel and went himself. It was Tom, wearing torn jeans and a T-shirt with a picture of a cartoon bird. William knew what kind of bird it was but he couldn’t quite retrieve it: not a stork but something in that area. There was a woman behind him, a tall, voluptuous blonde in a white dress and a white hat. Her sunglasses were dark to the point of blindness.

“Billy Boy,” Tom said. He stepped heavily into the foyer, long hair falling over his forehead, and clapped a hand on William’s shoulder. The gesture wasn’t overly emphatic, but it shifted William back all the same; Tom was as tall as his sister but twice as broad, with a deep chest and powerful arms. He resembled Louisa most closely in the eyes, which had the same distant brightness, like a ship coming in at nighttime. “My man,” Tom said. The smell of alcohol rose off him like a cloud. “Good to see you. Point me toward the eats and drinks.” Unguided, he wobbled past William.

William and the woman remained in the doorway. William smiled weakly.

“I am Annika,” the woman said, extending her hand.

Tom was already deep into the house, but her voice turned him around. “Ah, yes,” Tom said. “My lovely Swedish companion. Her grandfather was the minister of finance. They have finance in Sweden. It is one of their in-dus-tries.” His finger made a spiral in the air through which the syllables of this last word passed.

Annika came into the house slowly, shaking her head as if she were getting water out of her ears. “I thought I would die in that car.”

“The heat?”

“No. I thought Tom would kill us. He insisted on driving.”

“His car?” William said.

“Have you seen his car?” she said. Tom owned a Charger of uncertain vintage, with a dented, crooked rear fender and tatty floor mats that covered but did not conceal a riot of discard: gum wrappers, receipts, hair, lint, pennies. It was in the shop more than it was out of it. “Mine, though I let him drive. He can be very forceful in his arguments. But there’s no way he’s driving us home.”

“You don’t have an accent.”

“Neither do you.” They squinted at each other until she remembered. “Oh, that. I’m not Swedish. I was born in Chicago. My mother’s Swedish, though. She was a film actress there.”

“Would I have heard of her?”

“It’s possible.” She pinched the bridge of her nose. “This is her dress I’m wearing. It was on-screen with Marcello Mastroianni.”

William took the opportunity to stare. He was staring too much. The woman was too full. “My shirt was on local cable access,” he said. “It was discussing the lagging housing market. It doesn’t know what it’s talking about.”

“I never know what to say to celebrities,” Annika said to William’s shirt. Then, to William: “Should we go in? I should be a good date and fix Tom a drink. Maybe I’ll water it down a little.”

William sent Annika ahead and tried the junk room door again. “Louisa,” he said. “Your brother’s here. With a woman claiming to be his girlfriend, even.” There was a shuffling and scraping from within, but still no answer. “You coming?” he said. “I’m going. There’s hosting to do. We have guests to feed.”


Tom was already in demand, occupying the center of at least two conversations. He not only taught art at the local college but was an artist himself, which gave him the special status of a seer, or possibly a madman. “Sculpture is dead also,” he was telling Helen Hull, which meant he’d already made the same pronouncement about painting. Tom billed himself as a chart artist. He made large-scale graphs that he transferred to canvas. Sometimes he called them meta-graphs, sometimes still lifes of information, sometimes “data tragedies.” It depended on his mood, and to a lesser degree on his audience. Annika was evidently familiar with the performance as well; she stood off to the side, drinking white wine.

“Nice place you’ve got here,” Tom said, catching sight of William. “It puts a man in mind of nature. Mother Nature, I mean, not human nature. Human nature, well, the less said about that the better.” He laughed sharply and returned to the discussion, probably to drive a stake through drawing’s heart.

The matte-black grill sat atop a white concrete island. From where William stood, he could see the window of the junk room, and he squinted to see if he could catch the curtain moving. He lost himself in the grilling. So many small pieces of meat about to disappear into larger pieces of meat. He put sausages on, took them off. Chicken followed. He added vegetables, peppers, and onions. The food hissed as it hit the grill.

Alcohol, a fuel, had increased the speed of the proceedings. Graham Kenner was explaining that city government had its own special brand of corruption, which he said was “homegrown and thus perfect for survival in the local ecosystem.” Gloria Fitch was recalling how, in college, her boyfriend had rouged up her cheeks so she looked like a doll and made her sit cross-legged in bed, completely naked. People had moved closer to the edge of the deck, but no one had yet ventured onto the lawn. A squirrel patrolled the zone between the eagle tub and the lion tub.

Tom appeared at William’s elbow. “Burgers?” he said.

“Getting there,” William said.

Tom made to drain his beer, which was already empty. He puffed and relaxed florid cheeks. “I haven’t seen Louisa yet. She’s around?”

“She is,” William said. “I think she might have run out to the store for more ice. Our ice maker is on the fritz.”

“Fritz,” Tom said. “Fritz.” The way he said it made it sound ridiculous. He stepped up onto the concrete island that surrounded the grill, where there was not quite enough space for both of them. “Damned precarious up here,” he said. “But the view is really something.” Annika was coming across the deck now, and Tom hopped back off the concrete onto the grass. “Well, well, well,” he said loudly. “And they told me there wouldn’t be any women here today who would meet my high standards.”

“When I think of you,” Annika said, “high standards aren’t the first thing that come to mind.” She encircled his thick wrist with her eloquently thin fingers and they wandered off, Tom weaving as if avoiding obstacles. William plated the food.


After another trip inside, and another session spent thumping on the junk room door—lightly enough, so as not to draw the attention of the guests—William went back outside and collected shards of conversation. He heard Graham Kenner on the fiction of a benevolent government and Paul Prescott on brandy’s healing powers and Helen Hull on how pleasure was a subdivision of something, though he didn’t hear what.

He looked around for Annika and found her sitting on the stairs leading down into the yard, holding an unlit cigarette and smoothing her forehead with her fingertips. She wasn’t talking to Tom, who was halfway across the deck with Eddie Fitch, swinging his drink like a pendulum. More precisely, she was not-talking to Tom: she stared in his direction, slightly baleful, every once in a while taking a sip of wine.

William walked up to Annika. “I’m going to have to ask you to leave,” he said.

She blanched. Her wine was next to her, on the railing, and she picked it up as if that were the problem.

“You’re not eating. That’s against the rules.”

“Oh,” she said. “I was just admiring the lawn.” She meant the tubs, but she didn’t mention them. That happened often.

“Very admirable, I agree. But you have to eat.”

“I’m a vegetarian.”

“I know you are,” he lied. “Tom told me. That’s why we have grilled vegetables—for you and people like you.”

“Okay,” she said. “You sold me. I’ll get myself something and be right back.”

She returned a few minutes later, plate heaped high. She slid it onto the railing until it balanced and then she lit her cigarette. She was about the same height as Louisa, which meant that she was almost as tall as William. He looked toward the house, toward the junk room. Were the blinds moving?

“Well,” Annika said after just one drag on her cigarette. “If I’m going to eat healthy, might as well get rid of this.” She looked around for an ashtray, couldn’t find one, then bent down and dropped the cigarette into a beer can.

“Don’t do that on my account.”

“I didn’t,” she said. “Although . . .”

“Although what?” William said. He was excited to hear.

“I think this was someone’s beer. It belongs to that bald man over there.” She pointed to Graham Kenner. “What if he wasn’t finished?” She knelt to pick up the can.

“It’s no matter now,” William said. “That beer is, for all intents and purposes, no more. It has left our world for another world. We should wish it well.”

Annika came up slowly, like she wasn’t certain she wanted to. “I can’t bear that tone,” she said. “The tone like we’re in a play. Don’t you think I get plenty of that with Tom?”

“I can see how you might feel that way,” William said.

“Or not,” she said, frowning. “Who am I to complain? People are who they are. You either take them as they come or you don’t take them at all.” She had a look on her face like a lifeguard about to go into a churning sea. “Okay, then,” she said, coming to her feet, “let’s go find the boy.”


The afternoon light was draining, and with it the specifics distinguishing one guest from another. William found Tom by height. He had no drink in his hand, but it was shaped like he was holding one. Fitch, beside him, was laughing so hard he was bent over.

“What’s so funny?” Annika said.

“Milady,” Tom said. “Allow me.” He pulled out a chair with a flourish and then sat in it himself.

Annika got a chair for herself and pushed it alongside Tom’s. William took a spot on a built-in bench across from Tom. “Did you have a nice talk?” Tom said. Annika slid out another cigarette, turned it over consequentially, returned it to the pack. Lines of strategy were visible between all of them, which made the whole thing beautiful, if unbearable. It was like a card game without cards.

One of the young women who’d been talking to Gloria Fitch wandered over. Sour-faced, eyes drenched in blue makeup, hitching a skirt that was already too short, she leaned on the deck rail. “Tamara,” she said, blurrily enough that it was unclear whether she was calling out or identifying herself.

Tom stood and bowed at the waist. “Good evening,” he said. “Do I know you? You look familiar.”

“I’m Paul’s niece,” she said.

“I don’t know Paul,” Tom said.

Her eyes skittered from side to side. “I’m also a student at the college,” she said. “I came to one of your summer lectures.”

“Of course, of course,” Tom said. “I don’t know what’s the matter with me.” He gestured to his chair. “Sit, sit. A lady should not be kept on her feet.”

Tamara waved him off. “Thanks, but I’m okay,” she said. William slid over and made room for her.

“We were just talking about art,” Tom said. “But if you came to my summer lecture, there’s no reason to rehash it.”

“Oh,” she said.

“And yet,” Tom said, “I’m interested in what an intelligent young woman has to say about the matter. Do you remember the distinction drawn between urban and rural art forms?”

“Well,” she said. She ran a hand through her hair. “I was auditing.”

Tom leaned toward her as if he was about to release a secret. Instead his head drooped forward until it was nearly in her lap. He brushed a fingertip across her knee and then, grasping that same knee, pulled himself in closer and looked up her skirt. “Ah, for the views of the countryside,” he said.

“Come on, man,” Tamara said. “Don’t be a snake.” She was smiling as if he had said something kind.

“I think I’ll take a refill on that wine,” Annika said, standing.

Tom had a hand on each of the girl’s knees now, delicately, as if he were measuring tremors. He whistled faintly.

“You were drinking white?” William said.

“Anything.” She wasn’t looking at Tom or the girl.

“I’ll get it,” William said.

They walked briskly together, saying nothing. Annika stopped at the crackers and started to turn them like she was looking for the perfect one. William, affecting purpose, continued on into the kitchen, where he found a bottle of white wine in the refrigerator.

On the freezer door was a picture of him and Louisa, a Post-it note stuck just beneath it. “Family vacation?” it said. The question mark tripped William up. He marched to the junk room. Where knuckle had gone before, fist now went, a bass note against the door. “Louisa,” William said. “This is ridiculous. I’m done entertaining your brother. He’s however many sheets to the wind a person can be. I’m going to have to drive him home.”

“I thought there was a girlfriend,” he heard her say. “Can’t she do that?” She sounded far away, though the room was small.

“The mummy speaks,” William said.

“I’m in here,” she said.

“You should be out here.” She didn’t answer. “I’m losing my patience,” William said, pretty sure it didn’t matter. Just then he heard a noise, a pollen of alarm filtering in from outside.


Tamara, the young woman in the skirt, was pointing into the yard, and William followed her finger to find Annika sitting cross-legged on the grass, about five feet to the right of the rightmost tub, the tiger. She had grown tired of waiting for William to bring her wine and had switched to the orange punch. Tom was on the grass, too, though without his shirt, which lay crumpled at the foot of the stairs. He tottered toward the eagle tub, went slowly around it, and then shook his head, an unsatisfied customer. He did the same with the lion and arrived at the tiger, where he stood silent for a moment and then lowered himself into the tub. “Uh oh,” Eddie Fitch called to William. “I think that’s your cue.”

William went down into the yard. The grass crackled under his shoes. He stood next to the tiger tub.

“Are you my father?” Tom said.

“No,” William said.

“My father’s dead,” Tom said. He made a noise like a sob. His legs were up and he had kicked off his shoes. He took an airline bottle of single malt out of his pocket and emptied it into his mouth. “You know,” he said, “it seems at last that things are looking up.” He lifted the bottle as if to toast and then threw it as hard as he could toward the eagle tub. “Shatter,” he said, but it merely bounced once in the grass and settled.

William extended his hand to Tom and pulled, aware as he did that Tom was coming to his feet voluntarily; he was too thick for William to move if unwilling. His belt was undone, buckle dangling, and his belly hung out over his pants. “It’s come to this,” he said.

Everyone else at the party was lined up along the edge of the patio now. Their mouths were parted slightly, as if they were tasting the air. William looked toward the bedroom window. The curtain was pulled aside now and he could clearly see Louisa. William wondered if she could hear Tom. “I require the protection of a truly moral man. Are you that man?”

William sensed that the question was in earnest. “I might be,” he said. “Though not by design. It just kind of happened that way.”

“A good man designs,” Tom said. “A great man submits to design.” He sat down hard, belt buckle clanging on the side of the tub. William felt something slide across the back of his legs and stepped free. It was Blondie, sniffing the whiskey in the grass. William turned back toward the house and saw Louisa there, at the edge of the deck, tasting the air with the rest of them. Tom spotted her too. “Lou,” he cried. “It’s good to see you! There’s nothing more important than family, is there?”

At this, Annika burst into tears. Her crying was arrhythmic and harsh and sounded, finally, foreign. Tom shouted at her from the tub. “Goddamn you,” he said. “You’re so beautiful.” He stepped out of the tub, grabbed for her dress, got a bunch into his fist, and pulled. She reached for William to steady her, but he was no match for Tom’s power. William pitched forward, a side of a tent collapsing. Annika’s leg buckled. The punch, still orange in the dusk, splashed across the front of her dress.


Louisa sprang into action as if this were the moment she had been waiting for. She sped down into the yard, seized Tom by the arm, hustled him back up onto the deck; she located paper towels and club soda for Annika; she loaded Tom into Annika’s car and waved as the car grumbled off down the gravel driveway; she returned to the deck, triumphantly smoking one of Annika’s cigarettes and regaling the group with the story of what they had just seen. She grew animated in the retelling; a thin strip of perspiration appeared on her upper lip. “I don’t know how, but I knew just what to do,” she said, a note of surprise carbonating her tone.

William watched her with admiration. He wanted to keep the picture in his mind: his girl, on top of the world, and him right there with her. The cigarette burned down. Guests said their good-byes. Louisa stood to gather plates and cups. “Don’t bother,” William said. “I’ll get it.” When he looked for her again, she was gone, and he was alone in the thickening night.