Best Kept Secrets

ing sunlight. She craved to feel his hard lips on hers again,

 

the rough, powerful mastery of his tongue inside her mouth.

 

She became dewy with desire and tearful with remorse for

 

what she desperately wanted and couldn't have.

 

Eyes locked, neither realized that they were being observed

 

from across the street. The sun was as good as a spotlight

 

on them.

 

Willing herself out of the dubious present and into the

 

disturbing past, she said, "Junior told me that you and Celina

 

were more than just childhood sweethearts." It was a bluff,

 

but she gambled on it working. "He told me everything about

 

your relationship with her, so it really doesn't matter whether

 

you admit it or not. When did you and she first . . .'" you

 

know?"

 

"Fuck?"

 

The vulgarity, spoken in a low, thrumming rasp, sent shafts

 

of heat through her. Never had that word sounded erotic to

 

her before. She swallowed and made an almost imperceptible nod of acknowledgment.

 

Suddenly, he hooked his hand around the back of her neck

 

and pulled her against him, placing her face directly beneath

 

his. His eyes bore into hers.

 

"Junior didn't tell you shit, Counselor," he whispered.

 

"Don't try your fancy, courtroom-lawyer bluffs on me. I've

 

got eighteen years on you, and I was born smart. The tricks

 

I've got up my sleeve, you've never even heard about. I'm

 

damn sure not ignorant enough to fall for yours."

 

His fist clenched tighter around the handful of her hair he

 

was holding. His breath felt hotter and came faster against

 

her face. "Don't ever try to come between Junior and me again, you hear? Fight us both or fuck us both, but don't

 

tamper with something outside your understanding."

 

His eyes narrowed with sinister intensity. "Your mama

 

had a bad habit of playing both ends against the middle, Alex.

 

Somebody got a bellyful of it and killed her before she learned

 

her lesson. You'd do well to learn it before something like

 

that happens to you."

 

 

 

The morning was a washout in terms of discovering new

 

clues. Nothing diverted her mind from the disturbing conversation

 

she had had with Reede. If a deputy hadn't knocked

 

on the office door and interrupted them, she didn't know

 

whether she would have clawed at Reede's eyes or yielded

 

to her stronger urge to press her body close to his and kiss

 

him.

 

At noon she stopped trying to concentrate and crossed the

 

street to have lunch at the B & B Cafe. Like most people

 

who worked downtown, that had become her habit. No longer

 

were conversations suspended when she went in. Every now

 

and then she even merited a greeting from Pete if he wasn't

 

too busy in the kitchen.

 

She dawdled over her meal as long as possible, scooting

 

the yellow ceramic armadillo ashtray back and forth across

 

her table and leafing through Pete's printed brochure on the

 

proper way to prepare rattlesnake.

 

She was killing time, loath to return to the dingy little

 

office in the basement of the courthouse and stare into space,

 

recounting unsettling thoughts and reviewing hypotheses that

 

seemed more farfetched by the hour. But one thought kept

 

haunting her. Was there any connection between Celina's

 

death and Junior's hasty marriage to Stacey Wallace?

 

Her mind was steeped in speculation when she left the

 

cafe. Ducking her head against the cold wind, she walked

 

toward the corner. The traffic light, one of the few downtown,

 

changed just as she reached the corner. She was about to step

 

off the cracked and buckled concrete curb when her arm was

 

caught from behind.

 

"Reverend Plummet," she stated in surprise. Subsequent

 

events had quickly dismissed him and his timid wife from

 

her mind.

 

"Miss Gaither," he said in a censorious tone, "I saw you

 

with the sheriff this morning." He could have tacked on any

 

number of deadly sins to account for the accusation smoldering

 

in his deep-set eyes. "You've disappointed me."

 

 

 

"I fail to see--"

 

"Furthermore," he interrupted with the rolling intonation

 

of a sidewalk evangelist, "you've disappointed the Almighty."

 

His eyes rounded largely, then closed to mere slits.

 

"I warn you, the Lord will not tolerate being mocked."

 

She nervously moistened her lips and glanced around, hoping

 

to see some avenue of escape, though she didn't know

 

what form it might take. "I haven't meant to offend you or

 

God," she said, feeling foolish for even making such a statement.

 

"You haven't locked the iniquitous behind bars yet."

 

"I haven't found any reason to. My investigation isn't

 

complete. And just to set the record straight, Reverend Plummet,

 

I didn't come here to lock anybody behind bars."

 

"You're being too soft on the ungodly."

 

"If by that you mean that I've approached this investigation

 

impartially, then yes, I have."

 

"I saw you this morning fraternizing with that son of the

 

devil."

 

His maniacal eyes were arresting, if repellent. She caught

 

herself staring into them. "You mean Reede?"

 

He made a hissing sound, as though the very name conjured

 

up an evil spirit that must be warded off. "Don't be taken

 

in by his wily devices."

 

"I assure you, I'm not."

 

He came a step closer. "The devil knows where women

 

are weak. He uses their soft, vulnerable bodies as channels

 

for his evil powers. They're tainted, and must be cleansed

 

by a regular outpouring of blood."

 

He isn't only nutty, he's sick, Alex thought in horror.

 

He slapped his hand upon his Bible, causing Alex to jump.

 

Raising his index finger into the air, he shouted, "Resist all

 

temptation, daughter! I command every lascivious impulse

 

to desert your heart and mind and body. Now," he bellowed.

 

He slumped, as though the exorcism had totally drained

 

him of energy. Alex stood transfixed by disbelief. Coming

 

to her senses, she glanced around uneasily, hoping that no

 

 

 

one had witnessed this madness and her unwitting involvement

 

in it.

 

"As far as I know, I have no lascivious impulses. Now,

 

I must go. I'm late." She stepped off the curb despite the

 

fact that the traffic light was flashing instructions not to walk.

 

"God is counting on you. He's impatient. If you betray

 

his trust--"

 

"Yes, well, I'll try harder. Goodbye."

 

He lunged off the curb and grabbed her by the shoulders.

 

"God bless you, daughter. God bless you and your holy

 

mission." Clasping her hand, he pressed a cheaply printed

 

pamphlet into it.

 

"Thank you."

 

Alex worked her hand free and jogged across the street,

 

quickly putting two lanes of traffic between her and the

 

preacher. She trotted up the steps and barreled through the

 

courthouse doors.

 

Glancing over her shoulder to see if Plummet had followed

 

her, she ran right into Reede.

 

He caught her against his chest. "What the hell's the matter

 

with you? Where have you been?"

 

She wanted to lean against him, feel his protective strength,

 

until her heart stopped racing, but didn't allow herself the

 

luxury. "Nowhere. I mean, I went out. To lunch. At the,

 

uh, the B & B. I walked."

 

He studied her, taking in her windblown hair and ruddy

 

cheeks. "What's that?" He nodded down at the pamphlet

 

she was clutching in her white-knuckled hand.

 

' 'Nothing.'' She tried to stuff it into the pocket of her coat.

 

Reede snatched it out of her hand. He scanned the cover,

 

flipped it open, and read the message heralding doomsday.

 

"You into this?"

 

"Of course not. A sidewalk preacher handed it to me. You

 

really should devote some attention to clearing the panhandlers

 

off your city's streets, Sheriff," she said haughtily.

 

"They're a nuisance."

 

She stepped around him and continued downstairs.

 

 

 

Twenty-two

 

 

 

 

 

Nora Gail sat up and retrieved the filmy garment she'd worn

 

into the room.

 

 

 

"Thanks," Reede said to her.

 

 

 

She gave him a reproving glance over her milky-white

 

shoulder. Drolly she replied, "How romantic." After shoving

 

her arms through the ruffled sleeves of the peignoir, she left

 

the bed and moved toward the door. "I've got to go check

 

on things, but I'll be back, and we can talk." Patting her

 

beehive hairdo, she left the room.

 

 

 

Reede watched her go. Her body was compact now, but in a

 

few years it would go to fat. The large breasts would sag. Her

 

oversized nipples would look grotesque without any muscle

 

tone supporting them. Her smooth, slightly convex belly

 

would become spongy. Her thighs and ass would dimple.

 

 

 

Even though they were friends, he hated her at the moment.

 

He hated himself more. He hated the physical necessity that

 

propelled him through this travesty of intimacy with a woman.

 

 

 

They rutted, probably more mindlessly and heartlessly than

 

some species of animals. The release should have been cleansing

 

and cathartic. It should have felt great. It didn't. It rarely

 

did anymore, certainly not recently.

 

 

 

"Shit," he muttered. He would probably go on sleeping

 

with her through their old age. It was convenient and uncomplicated.

 

Each knew what the other was able to give and

 

demanded nothing more. As far as Reede was concerned.

 

 

 

passion was based on need, not desire, and sure as hell not

 

on love.

 

He got off. So did she. She had often told him he was one

 

of the few men who could make her come. He wasn't particularly

 

flattered because that might be, and probably was,

 

a lie.

 

Disgusted, he threw his legs over the side of the bed. There

 

was a pack of cigarettes on the bedside table, courtesy of the

 

house. The carefully rolled joints you had to pay for. He lit

 

one of the cigarettes, something he rarely did anymore, and

 

drew the tobacco deep into his lungs. He missed the postcoital

 

cigarettes more than any others, maybe because the tobacco

 

punished and polluted the body that continually betrayed him

 

with a healthy sex drive.

 

He poured himself a drink from the bottle on the

 

nightstand--that would be added to his bill, even if he did

 

fuck the madam herself--and tossed it down in one swallow.

 

Rebeling, his esophagus contracted. His eyes teared. The

 

whiskey spread a slow, languid heat through his belly and

 

groin. He began to feel marginally better.

 

He lay back down and stared at the ceiling, wishing he

 

could sleep, but welcoming this coveted time of relaxation

 

when he wasn't called on to speak, move, or think.

 

His eyes closed. An image of a face, bathed in sunlight

 

and wreathed by loose, dark-auburn hair, was projected on

 

the backs of his eyelids. His cock, which should have been

 

limp with exhaustion, swelled and stretched with more pleasure

 

than it had felt earlier tonight.

 

Reede didn't whisk the image away, as he usually did.

 

This time he let it stay, evolve. The fantasy was welcomed

 

and indulged. He watched her blue eyes blink with surprise

 

at her own eroticism, watched her tongue nervously flick over

 

her lower lip.

 

He felt her against him, her heart beating in time with his,

 

her hair tangled in his fingers.

 

He tasted her mouth again, felt her tongue shyly flirting

 

with his.

 

 

 

He didn't realize that he made a low moan or that his penis

 

twitched reflexively. A drop of moisture pearled the tip.

 

Yearning pressed down on him suffocatingly.

 

"Reede!"

 

The door to the room was flung open and the madam rushed

 

back in, no longer looking cool and elegant.

 

"Reede," she repeated breathlessly.

 

"What the hell?" He swung his feet to the floor again and

 

stood up in one economical motion. He didn't think to be

 

embarrassed by his evident arousal. Something was desperately

 

wrong.

 

As long as he'd known her, he'd never seen her rattled,

 

but now, her eyes were wide with alarm. He was stepping

 

into his briefs before she even started speaking.

 

"They just called."

 

"Who?"

 

"Your office. There's an emergency."

 

"Where?" Already standing in jeans and an unbuttoned

 

shirt, he crammed his feet into his boots.

 

"The ranch."

 

He froze and swiveled his head toward her. "The Minton ranch?" She nodded. "What kind of emergency?"

 

"The deputy didn't say. Swear to God he didn't," she

 

added hurriedly when she could see that Reede was about to

 

question that.

 

"Personal or professional emergency?"

 

"I don't know, Reede. I got the impression that it's a

 

combination of both. He just said you're wanted out there

 

pronto. Is there anything I can do?"

 

"Call back and tell them I'm on my way." Grabbing his

 

coat and hat, he pushed her aside and ran into the hallway.

 

"Thanks."

 

"Let me know what happened," she called down to him,

 

leaning over the banister, watching his hasty descent.

 

"When I can." Seconds later he slammed the door behind

 

him, leaped over the porch rail, and hit the ground

 

running.