Torn(Demon Kissed Series)

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

The woman opened the door to Eric’s old apartment. It looked so different. None of his stuff was there any more, not that I expected it to be, but it still jolted me. It was like the Eric I knew had been blotted from existence. Releasing Collin’s hand, I wrapped my arms around my middle and walked over to the window. These windows shattered when Jake came crashing through one night and attacked us. I slashed Eric in the chest that night by accident. I thought I’d killed him, but he just laughed at me and saved me—even when he wasn’t sure about me.

The large woman who’d let us into the apartment then excused herself for a moment to go water Tahlia’s plants. She remained in the apartment, but wasn’t watching very closely. I stared blankly as the memories plagued me. Collin touched my shoulder, instantly pulling me out of the memories and I flinched.

I looked back at him. “Sorry. It’s just…I don’t know. It’s like this was the last piece of him, and now it’s gone.” I didn’t expect to get so choked up, but I knew it wasn’t the normal pangs of loss I was feeling. It was loss laced with guilt—soul-sucking guilt.

Collin refocused my attention on the matter at hand, “Where was it?” he whispered.

Shaking off the slew of emotions, I walked over to the wall where the book had been hidden right as Peggy bustled back into the bedroom. She spoke to Collin while I stood looking at the bookcase, and back to the window wondering what to do. I couldn’t try to get the book with her watching me. She’d think I was stealing. Peggy didn’t leave us alone again, and I didn’t get the chance to see if the book was still in the wall. Eyes wide, I pleaded with Collin to do something, but he shook his head slightly and brushed my mind, Later.

Not understanding his intentions, he thanked Peggy and we left. When we were outside, I asked, “Why did we leave? I didn’t get a chance to look.”

Collin had his hand on the small of my back and was pressing me towards the alley. “There’s something odd going on. I’m not sure what, but I felt like we had to leave. We’ll go back later, and get it when Tahlia’s asleep.”

That was the first time I’d broken into someone’s house. I didn’t like it. My mind flashed pictures of a thin thirty-year-old with dark hair waking up screaming, and beating me senseless with a frying pan. Once I entered her house, it didn’t matter how quiet I was, my pounding heart made me feel like an elephant trying to tip-toe through her dark home. Collin waited for me nearby, but he wouldn’t tell me where. He was being secretive and wanted to keep it to himself. I didn’t understand why he wanted to keep things secret from me. Okay, maybe I did understand. I had my own secrets after all.

Narrowly missing the black coffee table, I moved around in the dark with ease. Thank God for Martis vision. At least I could see. Too bad stealth wasn’t one of my abilities too. You’d think it would be. There are enough clumsy people in the world that gracefulness should be a requirement of being turned immortal, but it wasn’t. Lucky me.

I scolded myself to pay attention. My bare feet treaded across the carpet to the wall with the bookshelf and the hollowed out space hidden behind it. I didn’t know how Eric had opened the hidden space. That was the only problem, and it wasn’t like I could knock on it to listen for a hollow place in the bookcase to make sure I had the right spot. Sliding my fingers over the wooden shelf, I pressed it as hard as I could near the place Eric had extracted the book, but nothing happened. My fingers ran up and down the wood looking for any sign of an opening, but there was nothing. Shouldering my weight against the thing, I frantically pushed, but it didn’t give. Maybe the Martis were already here, took the book, and filled it in? The bookcase was part of the wall, and it wasn’t revealing any secret doors.

A creak drew my attention away from the wall. The sound came from the bedroom. I turned sharply and watched the door. With my heart pounding in my ears, I stood frozen, watching a light inside the room flick on. The desire to run overwhelmed me. The muscles in my legs were flinching, ready to take off. But I forced them to remain still, and wrapped my fingers around Apryl’s necklace, gripping it as if my life depended on it. For a few short seconds, it felt like my heart would explode. All I could do was stand there and wait as the woman moved around in her room. When the light finally turned off, I realized I’d been holding my breath and released it. I unclamped the death grip on my necklace and noticed the peonies bit into my palm. The sharp edge of the white flower cut the padding on my index finger. The drop of blood blemished the tiny white flower and ran down into its petals. I tried to rub it off with my thumb, but I just smeared it over both flowers. Annoyed, I realized that I’d have to rinse it off later before the blood dried in the crevices.

I stopped fiddling with the necklace and ran my fingers along the bookcase, wanting nothing more than to be done with this and leave. But, the built-in wasn’t showing any signs of being tampered with. There were no depressions, no sagging boards, nothing that appeared to be hollow—nothing. Pressing my eyes closed, I leaned back against the wall and looked up at the ceiling. With every ounce of my being, I longed to find the opening. If I could find the niche in the bookcase, I could get the book and figure out how to get the poison out of my chest. There would be another option to heal me and no reason for me to give Collin a demon kiss. It would never come to that. Hysteria was building up inside of me. I locked my jaw to keep from crying out in frustration, and turned back to the middle shelf and pressed on it. Just when I was about to give up, my pinky fell into the tiniest depression and caressed the spot just right.

Sudden elation washed over me, only to be replaced with horror. I’d found the hidden niche, but as the wood panel behind the bookcase slid opened, it screeched an ear-piercingly high shrill. The sound filled the apartment, flooding it with noise. Sliding my fingers into the slowly growing crack in the wall, I tried to grab the book as soon as the panel opened, but there wasn’t enough room to shove my hand in and pull the book out. My nails scraped against the side and top of the hole in the wall, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t wedge my fingers in and pull out the fat book. Heart pounding, I wanted the panel to move faster, but it continued sliding at its leisurely pace unaware of the situation its loudness had created.

Within seconds of the screechy noise starting, I heard Tahlia’s quick footfalls. The lights flicked on in her room, and the sound of feet walking toward me grew louder. I stared at the opening in the wall, now nearly all the way open. A brown aged leather binding was sitting in the niche snugly. Shoving my fingers around the panel, I pulled and tried to make it move faster, but it didn’t affect it. It continued to slide slowly. Panic shot through me, and started pooling like ice in my stomach. My gaze shifted frantically between the book and Tahlia’s door. A scream was building up inside of me, but I swallowed it back down.

I wouldn’t get caught. I’d grab the book and effonate out of there. Collin would heal me. I just had to get my fingers around the book!

The familiar scrape of metal on metal came from her door, as the knob turned slowly. Tahlia’s bedroom door opened slowly, as I pressed myself against the wall trying to shrink into it so she couldn’t see me. I didn’t want to hurt her, but she couldn’t know we were here. There was nowhere to hide. As soon as her eyes adjusted, she’d see me!

The raven-haired woman scanned the room, looking for the source of the noise. When her eyes darted towards the wall, she was visibly startled and looked up at me in disbelief. Her mouth opened, as panic lit her eyes with fear and her voice came out in a scream. But the scream was cut short and muffled immediately after it started.

Collin clasped his hand over her mouth, and spoke softly in her ear, pulling her back into her room. He focused solely on Tahlia, not looking up at me. Tahlia didn’t take her eyes off of me. The brown globes were wide with fear. Her skin glistened and she was shaking as Collin gently pulled her back through the door. Her gaze didn’t falter from mine, and her eyes never stopped pleading. Guilt swam in my stomach, making me feel like I was going to vomit.


Suddenly, the shrill screech of the niche’s panel sliding opening was gone. Swiveling my head, I looked at the hiding place and snatched the huge brown book. My fingers found the same spot on the panel and I closed the opening. When I looked back up, Collin and Tahlia were gone. I pressed Eric’s book to my chest. It was so valuable. I needed it, and we had to get the book without anyone seeing us. My life depended on it. Collin explained that if the Martis didn’t get the book yet, that they would come at me that much harder when they found out I had it. Neither of us thought that was a good idea. The plan was to sneak in and take it before anyone realized what we’d done. Collin and I had both agreed that if we woke Tahlia up, that we couldn’t let her go. But now that it actually happened, now that I screwed up and woke her, I couldn’t do. Collin came with me to take care of anything that went wrong. And this was wrong. Heart racing, I ran back to her bedroom. I was surprised to see him speaking softly in her ear.

Tahlia was in a trance. She sat rigid on the edge of her bed with a vacant expression on her face. The terror on her face was gone. The pleading on her eyes was nonexistent.

Collin’s voice was low as he whispered in her ear. “You’re dreaming Tahlia. No one came into your house. No one was really here. It was all a dream. Sleep now. Sleep.” The woman closed her eyes, leaned back into her pillows, and drifted off into sleep. Surprised, I wanted to ask how he did that, but he pulled at me to leave with him. Looking back over my shoulder, I noticed it—a small drop of scarlet on the corner of her mouth.

Blood.