Loving You (Love Wanted in Texas)



Jase carried in the last few bags of groceries I had bought at the HEB in Llano and set them on the kitchen counter. I couldn’t help but feel so domesticated right now. I was living in a bubble of happiness which was a far cry from a few days ago when I was more depressed than I had ever been.

After putting the food away, I turned and looked at the boxes. “Yuck. This does not look like fun.” Looking up at Jase through my eye lashes, I offered up another plan. “Do you want to put this off and, I don’t know . . . do something else?”

With a smirk, he shook his head. “Oh no. We are getting you unpacked and settled young lady. Afterwards we can play. Right now it is work time.”

Rolling my eyes, I sighed. “Ugh. All work and no play makes for a dull boy.”

“Dull?” Jase asked with his brow arched. “Once we get this finished and I take you to bed we’ll see how you feel about that statement.”

Swallowing hard, I quietly replied, “Oh my.”

Ideas filled my head with what Jase would do. I wanted to try everything with him and I wasn’t the least bit embarrassed by my lack of sexual knowledge. Something about Jase being the one to teach and guide me made it all the more special.

“If you keep looking at me like that, Taylor, I’m going to do something about it.”

My lips parted open and I could feel myself getting wet between my legs. “Wh-what would you do?”

His smile grew wicked and his eyes dark. “Do you really want to know?”

Frantically, I nodded my head. “Y-yes.”

“I’d turn you around and make you bend over the table.”

My breathing increased tenfold as my chest rose up and down. “Then what would you do?”

Taking a step closer to me, Jase unbuttoned his jeans as my heart dropped to my stomach. “Slowly pull your pants and panties down so nothing but your sweet little ass was facing me.”

“Oh God,” I gasped. Jase talking dirty was something I was pretty sure I would love to hear more of.

“Then?”

His crooked smile and dimples had me pushing my pants down and kicking them off to the side. This was a side of me I never knew. A side I only wanted to share with him.

My body trembled as his eyes roamed over me. “What about your panties, Taylor? Take them off too.”

Doing as he said, I quickly pulled them off and tossed them to the side. I turned around and placed my hands on the table. My breathing was labored and I was positive the moment he touched me I would explode. “What then, Jase? Please tell me.”

My voice sounded desperate. I should be embarrassed exposing myself to him like this, but I wasn’t. I was more turned on than I ever had been before.

Jase’s breath caught as he placed his hands on my ass. Leaning over, he placed soft kisses across my back. Dropping my head back, I let out a long soft moan.

“I’d spread your legs apart and bury myself deep inside you.”

His foot moved my leg out. I gasped when I felt him bury his fingers inside of me.

“So fucking ready for me. Do you want me, Taylor?”

Fighting to hold myself up on my shaking legs, I nodded. “God yes. I want you so much.”

The movement of his fingers was heavenly. Lifting my head, I saw the condoms on the table. Jase must have looked as well. Pulling his fingers out of me, I groaned in protest while he reached for the box and tore it open.

Glancing over my shoulder, I watched him rip the condom open and sheath himself. Licking my lips, I spoke what was on my mind. “What . . . what will you do once you are inside of me, Jase?”

His eyes held mine. They were burning with passion. “Jesus, Taylor. You’re driving me fucking insane and I don’t want to hurt you.”

Each breath felt forced. “Why would you hurt me?”

“Because I want to fuck you from behind. Hard.”

“I want that too. Please. Please don’t make me wait.”

His eyes closed as he positioned himself at my entrance. Holding my breath, I got ready for this to feel very different. I’d heard the girls talking about how much they liked being taken from behind. It felt deeper . . . more full. I was still sore, but I didn’t care. I wanted this more than I could stand.

Pushing myself back against him, he cursed under his breath and pushed in fast and hard, causing me to gasp.

“Are you okay?”

The feeling was beyond amazing. He felt so big . . . so deep.

“Y-yes! Don’t. Stop!”

Jase gripped my hips, digging his fingers into me, and moved fast and hard. It wasn’t going to take long before I was going to be completely undone.

Just as I felt it building, a knock on the door had Jase coming to an immediate halt.

Pulling out of me, we both quickly got dressed without saying a word. It felt like I had been running a marathon as I attempted to calm my breathing down. Pushing Jase away, he quickly grabbed a box and went into the bathroom.

I pulled in one last deep breath and opened the door. To my surprise, my parents were standing there.