My cock kept throbbing and every muscle in my body flexed. I thrust into her again and felt even more jizz leaking from me. I pressed my entire body hard to hers and my fist was even harder against the headboard. The fucking thing cracked and caved in, forever leaving a perfect imprint of my knuckles.
I then guided Ana back down to the bed yet again and I started to kiss her again.
This was a big no-no for me. There were some unwritten rules about me.
Knox is built to fight and fuck.
Knox doesn’t give a shit about anything if it doesn’t benefit him.
Knox does not kiss a bitch after fucking her.
This was different.
Ana broke my rules. I wanted her to break my rules. I let her break my rules.
My hands were on the bed as I kissed her. My cock pulsed and was slowly starting to lose its hardness. Trust me, if I wanted to go again, one thrust would have done the trick.
Goddamn me, I just wanted to kiss her.
Ana touched my face and I don’t know how much time passed by.
I gently touched her stomach with my hand and ended the kiss. I leaned back on my knees and watched as the last inch of my dick slipped out of her precious body. Her folds were still curled open, her slit quivering, a warm looking liquid collecting and dripping from her. Her clit was pearl-like, still aroused.
My hand moved up her body, tracing invisible lines. I cupped her right breast and flicked my thumb over her nipple. Ana reached for me, her fingertips sliding down my stomach, and I saw her mentally counting all my stomach muscles.
I then traced the line up to her face and held her. My fingers dug into her hair and I shook my head.
“What?” she asked.
“That fucking felt like forever,” I said. “I never want that again. The only forever I want with you, darlin’, is that kind where we’re together.”
She gushed and then suddenly looked scared.
“Knox… this is dangerous. What we just did…”
I crashed to the bed next to her and pulled her close. “You have nothing to worry about, darlin’. You and me… we got our own secrets. We always have. This is just another one. A good one. And it’s not going to be a secret for long.”
“No?” she asked.
I kissed her forehead. “No, Ana. I’m going to take care of things.”
“What does that mean?”
I looked at the bruise under her eye. The rage started to boil again. “Nobody touches my girl. Ever. I’m going to make him pay. The Reaper’s Bastards are riding strong again, darlin’. And I’m going to take us to war. He’ll never hurt you again.”
Ana eased into my body some more and kissed my neck. I felt her tongue flicker against my sweaty skin. I rolled to my back and pulled my darlin’ to my chest. She kissed my neck, my cheek, and she tried to nibble at my mouth.
I turned my head and looked at her. “I love you, Ana. I’ve always loved you. I kept my distance to protect you and look what it did to you. I’ll never let that happen again.”
“You can’t blame yourself,” she whispered.
“Yes I can, darlin’. I’m keeping the guilt on this one. I owe you my life and you have it.”
Ana grinned and bit her bottom lip.
Her left pointer finger touched my chest. She drew a line right down to my cock. She traced a line down the middle of my shaft, right over the head of my dick. My dick pulsed and was right back to life.
Her hand tried to grip me and she started to jerk me.
We kissed.
The night wasn’t over yet.
chapter sixteen
(ana)
THEN
I curled up in my blankets and turned to face the wall. My insides were a little sore but it had been so worth it. My body was still shivering. The adrenaline rushed through me as though Knox was still behind me, guiding my body gently, offering himself and teaching me things about my body I didn’t know.
I never thought it would have taken me this long to lose it. Most of the people I knew had gone through plenty of stuff back in high school, but there I was, old enough to buy a beer legally but still a virgin.
Not anymore.
Somewhere inside me I had hoped for something romantic but that wasn’t the way it worked with Knox. At least we had done it in my bed. That was kind of romantic. The way it all just happened. Staring at each other. Kissing. Touching. The way he stripped me naked and began to taste me. Something then clicked in me. A wire broke and a wild woman decided to come forward.
I ended up ripping his jeans down and instead of sucking him off - which was what I usually did before sending him on his way to deal with club stuff - I grabbed his insanely big cock and told him to do it.
My cheeks blushed when I said it and Knox slowly touched my jaw.
“Are you sure about this, darlin? You’ll never be the same again.”
Those words floated through my mind and made me giddy. It made me really wet and horny when he said it and I knew every time I thought about those words in my life, it would make me smile, blush, and get wet.
I told him I was far beyond ready for him.
He was well prepared and sheathed himself with a condom. He then placed me on the bed where he wanted me and it all happened.