Desire Me

“DeShwan came up with the idea...it wasn’t my idea, baby. Why do you keep bringing it up? It’s no big deal!”


Lavida had placed her hands on her hips and glared at him. “It’s no big deal being involved in a gangbang with your friends humping one girl when you have a girlfriend who drops her panties whenever you want it? You know what, keep on doing her, coz baby, you ain’t getting none here!” And she had spun around to show him what booty he’d be missing, and it was good booty alright. She had always accused him of loving her for her body than for the person she was: Trevor liked plus-sized girls who nevertheless had the right shape, the right hips, the right ass, and she had just that.

“Hold on, hold hold on...are you planning on givin’ it to someone else? Coz if there’s a loser screwing my baby Imma bring down all Inglewood down on them. That’s my booty, and please nobody touch my booty!”

“Oh yeah? You are getting your tenses mixed up, Trevor. Say something like ‘that was my booty.’ I’m gone, baby. And I’m going to celebrate breaking up with you, cheater! You had an orgy or gangbang with a girl, I’m gonna have one too! I’m calling Jamal!”

“You don’t wanna do that babe. He’s a damn thug. He’s in a gang!”

“I don’t care, he’s a friend of mine. I want to be taken by two or three guys too. How about that? But you know what? I’m not cheating you, coz I’m no cheater. You are my ex.”

She dialled the number while Trevor placed his hands on his head, the look on his face one dazed look of shock.

“Hi Jamal.”

“Oh, hi baby, Lavida. How you doin’ honey? Have you gotten rid of that sissy you call a boyfriend? I want to bring your ass to the hood gal, this place is the shit!”

“Jamal, remember those biker friends of yours? Well, you guys are so athletic and muscular I just wanted us all to have fun, me and them, because my sissy ex-boyfriend has been in some group stuff screwing a Mexican girl.”

“Did you call him ‘ex’?”

“You heard me...ex! He’s right here with me.”

“Whoa...are you serious? Well babe, who are we to say no? But you know I gotta be a part of this, you know what I’m saying?” He laughed his loud laugh that Trevor found annoying. “I’m meeting the boys at their place at five PM today, sweetie: why don’t you bring your lovely shapely self and don’t keep the gents waiting!”

“Deal,” she said and hung up, keeping Trevor away as he tried to grab the phone.

“Is this the way it’s going to be? This is how we play the game from now on?”

“Hey, you started it,” Lavida snapped. “I’ve always fantasized about being taken by a group of guys, anyway. It’s a one-time thing. I’m going to act crazy just this one time.” She laughed a bitter laugh as she grabbed the front of his shirt. “You had my heart in your palm and you knew it, Trevor, didn’t you. You knew you could hurt me and I’d come begging on my knees, didn’t you? I can’t believe you were involved in group sex because I was away for six weeks in a reality show. And then I won fifty thousand and blew away fifteen thousand starting your small little dream business for you. Pathetic loser! And worst thing is, I still have feelings for you. If we were married,” she said, “your ass would be on the couch for months.”

Trevor grabbed her shoulders. “Baby, you can screw whoever you want. If you ever need me back, I’ll be here. You’ll be used goods, but I’ll be here for you still.”

“Oh, will you? Funny thing you were not there for me when I was out there at the studios for weeks.”

“There you go with your double standards again. I sleep with some guys, I’m used goods. A group of dudes hump some girl, they are heroes. I’m free, Trevor. I was being loyal to me, but it seems you weren’t being loyal to me. Do you know how many hot guys there were in that reality show...hotter than you will ever be? Now I can live my life without worrying about who my baby is with, because you are just a blur in my history.”

“Have you been drinking, baby? I know you’ll come to your senses. You know we men-folk need to get some now and then!”

“Trevor, are your ears okay? It’s over! Are you stone deaf?” she flared up again. “That’s what I find so infuriating! Well, I can be as adventurous as you, Trevor. Watch.”

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