“Never,” Jay replied seriously.
“Fair point. Well, it’s not such a bad thing for me that you do that now. But right now, let’s turn off that brain of yours.” Landon sucked in Jay’s bottom lip, nibbling on it, using one of his strong, calloused hands to rub down Jay’s flank to his ass cheek, which he kneaded firmly.
Jay’s heart thumped harder and his cock tingled as Landon’s slid next to it. Landon gave one last lingering kiss before sitting back on his haunches and pushing Jay’s legs up, directing Jay to hold them open wide, gripping under the knees. Landon grabbed one of the extra pillows beside Jay’s head and maneuvered it under Jay’s hips.
“I’ll admit, I’ve never been with a virgin,” Landon started, seemingly unsure. “I want this to be good for us. My first time was with someone who knew what they were doing and it still had its awkward moments, so I can’t promise it won’t hurt or be strange. But I’m going to do some stuff to try to make it less… all of that.”
Jay could only nod as he looked down at Landon, whose hand was running up and down one of Jay’s inner thighs while the other stroked Jay’s cock. Even the tips of Jay’s ears burned, feeling a bit embarrassed as Landon flicked his gaze from Jay’s face, down to his hard cock, and further to his exposed hole. Jay could definitely say this was new, and not wholly comfortable, but the naked yearning in Landon’s eyes had Jay’s cock hard as steel.
Without preamble, Landon bent and sucked Jay’s throbbing cock into his mouth. Jay grunted, canting his hips up a bit, getting a dirty laugh from Landon as he started bobbing his head up and down, sucking Jay’s cock like a master. Jay’s head lolled as he gave over to the feeling.
Landon started playing with Jay’s balls, every once in a while stroking Jay’s spit-slicked shaft. He pulled off, breathing loudly. “Damn, Jay, you always taste so good.”
Jay couldn’t quite form words, but his cock jerked in Landon’s hand, so he figured that was response enough. Landon stroked Jay’s wet cock, leaning up to kiss and nibble on each of Jay’s nipples, which had Jay bucking in Landon’s hands. “Landon, damn. You’re gonna make me lose it.”
Landon stopped and pulled back a bit, eyes roaming over his lover. “You’re so beautiful.”
Jay flushed, this time with pride because the gleam in Landon’s eyes, the way his licked his lips wantonly, said even with Jay’s forming lovehandles and his softer tummy, the man really did want him. The confidence that zapped through Jay, the capital-L love, made him preen.
Landon spit on his hand, which made Jay laugh because it was crude as hell, but sexy in the strangest way, knowing what the man could do with that spit.
Landon rubbed the spit down Jay’s perineum, then the tip of his finger found Jay’s sensitive opening and started rubbing circles around his hole. Jay instinctively pulled his legs wider, eyes bulging as he let out a moan.
“You like?” Landon’s voice was husky and eager.
“It’s different.” Jay answered, but pushed against the finger that played on his rim. Different but good, he wanted to say, but his voice failed him again as Landon spit and lubed his hole once more. Then, as open as Jay’d felt earlier, the way he felt metaphorically undone by Landon, now became a physical openness as Landon slid the tip of a finger in.
“Breathe out,” Landon encouraged. Jay complied and Landon’s thick finger slid in deep. Landon had been right earlier when he said it’d hurt and feel awkward. Jay’s erection flagged, but he couldn’t stop the strange need to push down rather than retreat when Landon slowly started fingering him. Jay cried out when Landon inserted a second finger and crooked them, pressing something deep inside that made Jay shudder from head to heaven-pointed toes.
“Goddamn,” Jay growled through gritted teeth. His cock gave a happy jerk as Landon did it again, chuckling at Jay’s reaction.