Jay couldn’t even bring himself to laugh at the word. Now he kinda got why people said things like that. He felt like a teenager who’d just realized you could love with your body as much as you could get off with it. And as Landon filled him, retreated, and filled him again, Jay felt so perfect, so cherished, and so damned happy he’d run over here this morning, so glad he’d offered his body like this, because he did feel every bit of their bond at this moment. In Landon’s arms, Jay’s eyes started to leak, some from sadness for the man who’d been locked away all these years in his head, some from the happiness he’d found this when he’d not even known he’d needed it.
“Jay?” Landon stilled. “Babe, are you crying?”
“I’m fine,” Jay stuttered, a bit choked up. “Please. Keep going.”
Landon stayed still another moment before kissing Jay’s temple softly, then reaching a hand down to fondle Jay’s balls as he started thrusting in and out again.
Eventually, the need won over, and they were slamming into one another, Jay practically shouting every time Landon hit that spot inside.
“Oh, fuck. Landon… I’m gonna cum.”
“Do it!” Landon ground out into Jay’s ear, and both of them wrapped their hands around Jay’s cock. Jay’s vision blurred as he tipped over into the most intense orgasm he’d ever had. “Oh, son of a bitch,” Landon barked out. Suddenly, he was rolling Jay onto his stomach. Jay yelped happily as his sensitive cock thrust against the sheets and spurted more cum, his whole body convulsing. Landon hit that spot inside again and again as he flexed against Jay’s ass, face buried in Jay’s hair.
Then Landon pushed in deep, where it felt like he had tried to crawl inside Jay as he shot his cum in Jay’s ass and whimpered. Jay’s heart pounded and he gripped Landon’s hand that had wrapped around his chest, holding Landon as Landon emptied inside him. Jay wondered how he’d gone so long without this, never wanting to be without it again.
Being filled with Landon’s cock, filled with his cum, Jay’d never felt so fucking close to someone before.
Landon pulled out, both of them letting out disappointed grunts as Jay’s body released Landon’s. Landon fell on the pillow next to Jay. “Jesus.”
Jay rolled onto his back and caught his breath, reaching out a hand to lay on Landon’s stomach. Landon grabbed it with one of his own and they lay in happy, sated silence for a while.
“That. Was. Awesome,” Jay managed to say around gasping breaths.
Landon snorted. “Glad to be of service. So. Regular part of our repertoire?”
“Maybe not so much.” Jay twisted his hips, feeling the strange sensation, still full and aching in good and awkward ways. “How do you deal with all that… going on afterwards.”
“It was your first time. It gets a little…. Okay, I am not gonna lie. It’s more intense your first couple times, but yeah. I know bottoming isn’t for everyone.”
Jay rolled over and looked at Landon, then kissed his forehead. When he leaned back up, the serene smile on Landon’s face made his chest feel warm from the inside out. He felt like a little kid when he wrapped his arms around Landon, burrowing his head under Landon’s chin, rolling on top of him. “Fuckin’ A, Landon Petty. I love you!” He playfully hugged Landon tightly and Landon guffawed.
“You’re ridiculous, Jay Hill.” Landon wrapped his arms around Jay and squeezed him back, a little too tightly. “But I love you too, you silly bastard.”
Silly. Something he’d only ever called himself. But he couldn’t say he’d ever been in better humor than he was today. He’d definitely never been so in love as he was today.
***
The next Monday at work, Landon walked in with not just a little swagger. Ms. Lynne scowled, but she’d been given a what for by Landon’s mama over her gossiping, so whatever thoughts she had, she kept them to herself. After Landon told his mama it wasn’t idle gossip, she’d told him, “Well, it wasn’t her business to be spreading, anyway, then. It’s a family matter.”