I gripped my shaft and held the head of my dick so it brushed over her * lips. I slowly moved it up and down, coating the head in her moisture and smiling as she tossed her head from side to side and tilted her hips up, ready for me. I positioned myself over her opening, pausing just long enough to make sure she wasn’t changing her mind, then slowly, slowly started pushing forward.
Just the head stretched her more than my fingers had, and I stopped a minute when I was just barely inside of her, waiting for both of us to get used to it. Her body clamped down around me, and I wanted to come right at that moment, but I forced myself to calm enough to push forward again. I squeezed my eyes shut…another inch…then another. Oh fuck, she was so tight. I felt her hands on my shoulders, her fingernails digging into my flesh, and it felt so good I could hardly stand it. I stopped, pulled back an inch, then pushed forward again, hearing myself groan in response as she slowly began to encompass me. Pull back – push forward…just a little deeper. Oh…shit… I glanced down…I was almost all the way in her. I pulled back a final time, and then eased forward until I was home.
“You feel so good,” I mumbled, tucking my head against her shoulder.
It had been approaching three weeks since I’d been inside a woman and years since I’d been inside one without some kind of barrier. I tried to convince myself these were the reasons it felt so vastly different when I found myself buried to the hilt inside of Raine. Physically, she was tight, warm, wet, and her muscles were clenching around me in the most delicious way, but I’d felt all that before. I’d fucked thirty-year-veteran whores and barely-out-of-high school virgins. Some felt better than others, but it wasn’t the physical that made it different. When I connected with Raine physically, I could feel every bit of her soul within my own.
It had never even occurred to me before that I might have a soul.
“God…Raine…” I heard myself whisper against the skin on her shoulder. I pulled back the tiniest amount and then pushed forward again, feeling most connected when I was completely inside her. I said a silent prayer, thanking the * gods for her being able to take all of me. I raised my head and looked into her eyes, seeing a small tear in the corner of each. Shit. “Are you hurt?”
“No.” Raine shook her head. “You feel…perfect.”
Her eyes sparkled, and she tugged my head down to hers so she could kiss me. I was in awe of her – her beauty, her strength, her courage, her…everything. Maybe being inside of her just made all of that come to the surface, I wasn’t sure. One thing I did know immediately – if I somehow lost this, if I could never have this again, if something jeopardized her in any way whatsoever – it would kill me.
My mouth moved over to her ear, gently licking and sucking it as I started moving in and out of her – never pulling out too far because I couldn’t stand the thought of it. I went slowly because I wanted it to last forever and also to give Raine a chance to adjust to me. I could have just pounded into her, like I had done to countless others before, but I didn’t want to – I wanted to take it slow with her, and I wanted to stay inside of her as long as possible, and I wanted to…I wanted to…I wanted to...
Make love to her.
I was also going to want to do this again. It wasn’t even over, and I knew once would never, ever be enough. A hundred different places and positions danced around in my head – I wanted them all with her. I wanted to practice until I knew just how to make her come as fast as possible and also how long I could make her hold out. I wanted it all.
My pace increased but only slightly, and only at the urging of Raine’s hips. I felt the pattern she set as she raised up to meet my thrusts and matched it. Soon, she was moaning under me and moving her hips from side to side. I reached between us, running the pad of my thumb over her clit as she cried out, and her body started clamping down on me.
She shuddered under me and all around me. Her fingers dug into my shoulders as her back arched, and she tossed her head to one side, allowing me to suck on the pulse point at her neck while her muscles squeezed down on my cock. It was glorious. It was divine. It was perfection, and I was taken by surprise by the suddenness and intensity of my orgasm. I held her tight to me – nearly pulling her off the sandy ground below us – and screamed into her shoulder, my mouth against her skin, trying to hold back the intensity of my cries.
I came inside of her, feeling myself filling her completely with everything I had, from my ineffective semen to my intense need to feel her skin against mine and the sheer, raw emotion I felt for her as she cried my name out again and again.