chapter 25
Adra barely slept. It was one of those nights where it felt like she hadn’t slept at all, just tossed and turned and tried not to think about Ford even while she missed him with a physical ache, until suddenly, too quickly, it was morning. And there was another day.
She actually didn’t feel any better than she had the night before. Possibly that was not surprising. She was just…dead. A zombie. She was able to get up, go through the motions, but not one part of her felt alive.
So she was all set to spend the day with Nicole and the boys, just a way to fill the numb hollow where her heart had been, and she didn’t even realize that that might be a way of distracting herself until Nicole’s parents showed up.
There was a little bit of a chilly shoulder thing going on.
Adra thought she was imagining it until Nicole’s mother, while helping to put away dishes, stared straight out the window and said, “So do you plan on looking for your brother?”
They wanted her out of the house, and that’s what made Adra realize that she didn’t want to leave. She didn’t want to face what life would be like now. She didn’t want to leave this cocoon of numbness and have to deal with a broken heart.
Yeah, maybe she really was running away from her problems.
And, to continue that grand tradition, she’d gone outside to supervise a game of touch-flag-soccer-football with the boys’ own made-up rules while she tried to figure out what to do and why she was so messed up.
Luckily, she didn’t have much time for angst before her phone rang.
She almost didn’t pick up. She knew she couldn’t handle talking to Ford, and…
It was Roman.
“Is everything ok?” she said, picking up immediately.
“Baby,” Roman said.
“What?”
“Baby!” he said again.
“Roman, you sound like an insane per—Oh my God, the baby is coming?”
“Yes, the baby is coming, right now, this very second, we are en route to the hospital, and I order you back here right this second.”
“Roman, you can’t order—”
“Lola wants you here!” Roman barked. “So you will come if I have to send someone for you.”
Adra had never heard anything like it. It was kind of charming in a way—the closest Roman would ever come to losing his cool. She almost felt like smiling.
Almost.
“Understood, sir,” she said. “I’m on my way.”
She could hear Roman smile. “I won’t tell Ford you called me ‘sir,’” he said.
Adra winced, and covered her mouth to keep from crying. It felt like she’d been hit.
Well, her best friends were having a child, and she’d broken up with the love of her life. She was going to have to go back and deal with real life whether she wanted to or not.
~ * ~ * ~
Ford and Roman were alone in a hospital waiting room, but Ford was the one pacing back and forth. Roman looked mildly agitated, which for him was the rough equivalent of a volcanic eruption. Ford knew in similar circumstances a normal man would have been reduced to insane gibberish; Roman just raised his voice slightly.
“I have to go, Ford,” he said. “Lola was very specific about what she wanted. Labor is unpredictable, and at any moment she could—”
“You’re sure Adra said she was on her way?” Ford said again. “You actually spoke to her? You didn’t leave a voicemail?”
“I spoke to her,” Roman said. “She said she was leaving right away.”
“That was over seven hours ago.”
Exasperated, Roman checked his watch and then looked up, startled. “It has been seven hours. It felt like thirty minutes.”
“You don’t understand,” Ford said. “Seven hours. She was only coming from San Diego. That’s two and a half hours, tops, even if you drive like Adra.”
Roman paused.
“You’re worried,” he said.
“She should be here,” Ford said, and ran his hand through his hair. Never mind that she’d left him. Never mind that she’d hit such a low with her family that she’d lashed out at Ford, trying to push him away. Never mind that she was miserable. For all her bullshit fears about what she was capable of, Adra would never put her loved ones through this, not in a million f*cking years.
‘Worried’ didn’t cover it.
“You haven’t spoken to her?” Roman asked.
Silence.
Roman nodded, and put his hand on Ford’s shoulder. “I’m sorry,” he said. “But right now I have to go get Lola what she asked for.”
“No,” Ford said. “I’ll do it. Go be with your wife. Unless she sent you out of the room because you were driving her crazy.”
“That,” Roman said, “is a distinct possibility.”
Ford tried to smile. His own life might be a goddamn mess at the moment, and he wouldn’t be right until he knew that Adra was safe, but that didn’t stop him from appreciating his friend’s happiness. There was no way Roman hadn’t already commandeered the entire staff of the hospital in pursuit of whatever whims Lola might have. The man was probably looking for a new project already, when there was nothing to do but wait. And Lola probably just wanted to distract him.
“You should still stay nearby,” Ford said. “Go back in and try not to act like Napoleon stuck inside on a snow day. I’ll get whatever it is she wants.”
“You’re a good friend,” Roman said, grinning back. Then his eyes softened. “I think it will be all right, you know. In the end.”
Ford knew Roman wasn’t talking about his wife or the baby.
“I’m going to make sure of it,” Ford said, quietly.
“Good man,” Roman smiled.
“What did Lola want, anyway?”
Roman shook his head, clearly baffled, which was a rare occurrence. “She says Declan Donovan baked her cookies and left them for her at Volare.”
In spite of the way he was feeling, Ford burst out laughing. “What? There’s no way they’d let her eat cookies right now. Even cookies baked by a rock star.”
“It might be a trick.”
“Hell, it’s a good one,” Ford said. “I’ll go get the rock star cookies. You go get your wife.”
He was halfway through the doors when Roman called to him.
“Ford,” he said. “Adra will be all right.”
Ford just nodded. If it was up to him, there’d be no question. He knew she loved him, even if she didn’t know how to make that work yet. And he knew he would find a way for her to be happy, no matter what. He knew a lot of things. But he couldn’t think of anything in the world that could keep Adra from being there for the birth of Lola’s kid.
Seven hours was a long time.
***
Ford tried to calm himself during the drive over to Volare. He thought about how Adra was working through what was left of her hang ups. She’d come a long way already, and this blow up, coming right after her brother went nuclear, this was like the last struggling gasps of this great big beast of a f*cking hang up that she carried around with her.
So maybe she just lost track of time.
He should have gone down there. Screw giving her space; he should have gone down there. He’d let himself get angry, and that was his mistake, and so he’d stopped himself from going down there.
“Goddammit!” he shouted, and hit his steering wheel.
No matter what he told himself, in the end, he knew that woman inside and out. And he knew there was nothing on this planet that could keep her from being there for the people she loved. Roman and Lola and their baby qualified in spades, and that meant something was wrong. Ford wasn’t used to uncertainties wracking his brain; he was used to knowing. This was what anxiety was like. This was what Adra felt half the damn time. How did she do it?
Best-case scenario, what was wrong was that she’d broken her own heart. It f*cking killed him.
Calm the f*ck down, buddy. You’re useless all amped up. You’re on a freaking cookie run for your pregnant friend. Get it done, find Adra.
The drive from the hospital to Volare took twice as long as it should have, and all those extra minutes got eaten up in the last half-mile. Ford was so preoccupied thinking about Adra and where the hell she was that it took him too long to figure out what the traffic was all about.
Way too damn long.
He was almost there when he realized it was that stupid broken traffic light. Just like it had been all those weeks ago, on the day Roman had told them about the movie project. Another accident at that damn light.
He was practically on top of it when that feeling hit him: a sinking pit of dread opening up in his gut. A certainty that somewhere, something in the universe was dead wrong.
And he was out of the truck and running by the time he saw Adra’s car on the side of the road, blocked off by yellow police tape.
There was blood on the ground nearby. A lot of blood. Blood on the ground, and paramedics on walkie-talkies, talking about airlifting a woman out.
And yellow f*cking police tape around her car.
He ran past it.
He ran until two cops restrained him, and then he just started shouting. They didn’t understand.
It was Adra’s car.
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