“Why’d you get kicked out of college?” I asked. “What happened?”
Silas exhaled heavily. “I beat up this guy,” he said. “And I got kicked out for assault. It shouldn’t have been that big of a deal, but the kid had money. His parents donated a wing of one of the buildings or something. They didn’t end up pressing charges, but only because of what happened being public.”
“What do you mean?”
“We were at some party, and he was arguing with this girl – I didn’t know who the hell either of them were, but he hit her. The girl had a fucking bloody nose; I mean, she was bleeding all over the place. And someone was standing there with a cell phone recording. So I kicked the shit out of him, and took the girl to the hospital.”
“So they kicked you out of school for that?” I asked. I hadn’t been to college, but it seemed to me that they wouldn’t want someone who was hitting their girlfriend to be a student.
“Money talks,” he said. “You of all people should know that better than anyone. Anyway, what the hell would I have done with a degree? You don’t need a degree to fight in the ring.”
“You’re one of the smartest people I know, Silas,” I said. “You were always reading all those books when we were in school.”
“Yeah, but knowing a bunch of shit about history and philosophy doesn’t pay the bills, does it?” Silas asked, his voice bitter. Then he smiled, and touched my arm. “Water under the bridge, right? No use crying over spilled milk and all that. Is there another cliché I could use that would be appropriate here?”
I laughed. “The past is the past?”
“Exactly,” he said, his hand cupping my ass. “Why don’t you distract me with the present, instead?”
“Mmm,” I said, as Silas leaned close and kissed me. He started pulling on the sides of my shirt, but I stopped him. “Wait.”
Silas shook his head. “What’s this waiting you’re talking about?”
“I want to see the workshop,” I said. “Where you built all of this stuff. I want to see what you’re working on.”
“I’ll trade you,” he said, sliding his hand underneath the fabric of my shirt and cupping my breast.
“For what?” I moaned, distracted by the fact that his palm was rough against my nipple.
“You find a way to distract me now, and I’ll show you the workshop when we’re done,” he said. His fingers danced over my nipple, erect to his touch.
“That sounds like a deal for me too,” I said.
“How long has it been?” Tempest stood at the counter, her back toward me, stirring a bowl of cookie batter with a wooden spoon. A pair of my sweatpants, too large for her, hung around her hips; and she wore one of my t-shirts knotted up underneath her breasts, baring her midriff. She looked over her shoulder at me, hair falling messily in pieces from its ponytail, and my heart swelled just looking at her.
“What?” I asked. I was distracted, too distracted by the fact that this girl-this girl who I’d loved for so long, this grifter who’d conned Coker-was standing in my apartment, wearing my clothes, and baking fucking cookies.
Cookies.
Like she was Martha Stewart or something.
Tempest turned around, her back against the counter, the bowl and spoon in her hand. “You’re staring,” she said. “You’re looking at me like…I don’t know what it’s like, but you’re creeping me out.”
I grinned. “Oh, I’m creeping you out, am I?”
“Yeah, I mean, I’m not sure if you’re hungry or -”
“I’m definitely hungry,” I said.
Tempest smiled. “You just had your fill of me this morning.”
“I know. And now I’m starving again,” I said. “What were you asking? I’m too distracted by the fact that I can see right through that shirt you’re wearing.”
“Wait,” Tempest said, turning around and setting the bowl down on the counter. “Is there a cookie sheet here?”
“Do I look like the kind of guy who has cookie sheets in his house?” I asked. “You should have told me you wanted me to pick those up at the store when you sent me for the cookie stuff.”
Tempest sighed. “Do you have a pan, at least?” she asked. “And I was asking, how long has it been since I’ve been here?”
I opened the counter and handed her a flat pan. “The days are blending together, aren’t they?”
Tempest looked at the pan, her face scrunched up. “I guess this will work,” she said. “It’ll just be one giant cookie, right?”
I watched as she poured batter into the pan, the act of us cooking in the kitchen now a regular routine. It had been three weeks since she’d agreed to stay here, since she’d decided to press the pause button on everything else that existed outside of this place. When she left to get her things at the bed and breakfast where she’d been staying, I was sure she wasn’t coming back.