"There are a lot of feelings going on right now." I bit my lip and looked away from him.
He grabbed my plate and moved it away from me. He, then, lightly grasped my chin, holding my face to his.
"You can tell me anything." His eyes, pleading for answers, bore into mine.
One deep breath in, I blew out and began.
"I feel betrayed, naive, foolish, hurt, angry, nervous, scared. Hell, I’m just so unsure of everything…including myself."
"I’m sorry." He pulled me into his arms. "It’s my fault you are in all of this. You have to be regretting every second of this agreement. But, Lilli." He pulled back, looking into my eyes once more, "don’t think for one second that I do. I could never…regret you. You are my life. They are my life." He pressed his hand against my stomach.
"I love you, Lilli." He paused, watching my reaction. "You don’t have to say it back. I understand your hesitation, but please know that I have loved you for a while now. Falling for you was way too easy. And, it happened faster than anything I have ever experienced. I am not lying, nor do I have an alternative agenda, when I tell you that I love you." His lips brushed mine gently and I returned the kiss.
Aidan cupped my face with his hand, slowly deepening the kiss. His hand ghosted over my skin, resting on my right breast, causing me to moan in his mouth. Pushing the terry cloth robe aside, he embraced my breast lovingly before he found my nipple and began to rub.
Moaning louder, he laid me back and moved his lips over my chin, neck and down, taking my nipple into the warmth of his mouth. Gripping his hair firmly with my right hand, his tongue worked magically over the hard tip.
"I love you." He whispered as he moved his lips up to my collarbone and his hand slid down over the baby bump to between my thighs. "I want you." He growled, slipping two fingers inside.
"Oh God." I moaned, dropping my head back onto the pillows.
"Not God…Aidan." He growled. "Mmm…you're so wet." Panting against my neck, he rubbed his clothed hard-on against my thigh.
He continued to work me over with his wonderful fingers, building a wonderful coiling tension inside me.
Heavily breathing and moaning from every touch, he brought his thumb to my sensitive, swollen bundle of nerves and the wonderful coil sprung loose in to molten waves of ecstasy.
"Watching you cum for me is nearly as good as feeling you cum around me." He growled, slipping his fingers from me to unbutton his pants.
As he situated between my legs, he pressed his full, hard cock at my entrance. Unable to wait, I shifted my hips upward. He slid inside me, dropping his head to my chest. And, when I wrapped my legs around him, he moaned into the valley of skin between my breasts.
Staying propped on his elbows, to avoid lying on my stomach, he began to thrust in and out slowly.
"God, Lilli, I've missed you; your scent, moans, your taste, I’ve missed you so much!" He moved faster, causing his name to fall from my lips in pleasure filled whimpers.
Moving onto his knees, without breaking rhythm, he pulled my legs up and pumped into me harder, faster. I screamed as my release consumed my body again. And, with a guttural moan, he followed.
That night we fell asleep together, Aidan’s arms around me as the babies fluttered at random intervals.
I woke in the middle of the night needing to pee for the thousandth time. Groaning, I climbed out of bed, pulling my robe around me tightly. One step forward and I lost all balance. Feeling dizzy and unsteady, I put my hand out to grab for support, but only found the side table as I fell to the floor.
"Lilli!" Aidan yelled, jumping out of bed and kneeling beside me. "Fuck, what happened? Are you okay?"
Not sure why, but I couldn’t help but laugh. Maybe I was just laughing at myself, maybe I was just so tired I was delirious. Or, maybe, it was naked and panicked Aidan, I’m not sure. All I knew was that I couldn't stop laughing.
"This isn’t funny." He scolded. "Are you hurt?"
I shook my head. "No." I was trying to swallow giggles, but they kept escaping. I started to stand up and Aidan held to me tightly.
"Are you sure?"
"Aidan, I’m fine." Grabbing his face, I gave him a serious face and then began to giggle once more. "I just lost my balance. I must have gotten up too quickly."
"Where were you going?" He asked, concerned.
"The bathroom, which reminds me…" Walking around him toward the bathroom, he followed. I turned around at the bathroom door. "Thank you, Aidan, but I can pee by myself." I caressed his cheek before going into the bathroom and closing the door behind me.
When I emerged from the bathroom, Aidan was standing next to the door. He had pajama pants on now. Smiling at him, I headed for the bedroom door.
"What are you doing?" He grabbed my arm lightly.
"I’m hungry." I shrugged.
"I’ll get it. What do you want?" He moved in front of me quickly.
"Go back to bed. You have to work in the morning." I was tired and hungry, which made me speak harsher than I intended.