Matchplay A New Adult Romance

One

The Front Nine

I felt my stomach start to clench as my dad pulled into the entrance of my new home for the next four years. Let’s just call it Elite Private University (EPU, for short). There are a number of places like it in the United States. Most of the kids, who attend EPU, come from wealthy and privileged families. Most of their parents also attended the school and probably even met their spouses there. There are a handful of kids, like me, who come from middle class families but worked hard and earned scholarships to attend EPU. If it weren’t for those scholarships, most of us would probably be at Big State University instead.

I didn’t want to be nervous about starting college but the more I tried to stop myself, the more nervous I got. Ugh.

“Remember what I told you,” my dad said. “I want you to start acting like an 18 year-old again. I want you to have some fun.”

Fun. I can’t remember the last time I actually had fun. It had to be before my mom got sick. She was diagnosed with ovarian cancer my junior year of high school. I’m an only child and my dad had to work full-time, so the majority of caregiving during my mom’s illness was left up to me. Most girls my age have fond memories of high school homecomings and proms; most of my memories during my last two years of high school involved hospitals and the hospice.

I turned my head and pretended to peer out the passenger side window. I didn’t want my dad to see the teardrops that had escaped down my cheek as I tried to discreetly wipe them from my face.

My mom died near the end of my senior year. She didn’t get to see me graduate from high school. I

missed not having her there, when I was making such an important life transition. It hurt that I wouldn’t have my mother with me for any of the major life events I had to yet to come.

I looked back at my dad and he gave me a warm smile. I noticed the frown lines that were now permanently etched in his face. He didn’t have them two years ago, before my mom got sick. I also noticed a few more wrinkles starting to form around his intelligent blue eyes and his jet black hair was greying at his temples. He was still a handsome man at forty-eight but he was much more weathered than he had been in his mid-forties. Dealing with my mom’s illness and death had definitely aged him.

My parents had told me many stories about how they met and fell in love in college. Dad said it was love at first sight. He knew immediately that he was going to marry my mom as soon as he saw her. They got married right after they graduated. After a lot of struggles with fertility issues, I arrived eight years later. My parents weren’t able to have any other children, so I was doted on and spoiled by both of them.

But I also bore the responsibility of every hope and dream they would ever have for their offspring and I

met every expectation they had of me. Maintaining the image of being the perfect child became much more difficult when my mom got sick. In order to take care of her and still keep my grades up, I had to give up my social life. My dad knew I didn’t have a normal high school experience, so he urged me to make up for it in college, hence the, “I want you to have fun” comment.

As we approached the freshman dorms, there were already parents and my soon-to-be classmates everywhere. There were so many boxes and pieces of dorm furniture strewn about the lawn, driveway and sidewalks; it looked like a massive yard sale.

“I may have to drop you and your stuff off and then try to find a parking space,” my dad said as his eyes darted around the brimming parking lot.

“No problem,” I agreed.

“Please wait for me,” he continued. “You over packed your boxes and I don’t want you to lift them.”

I may have gone a bit overboard packing my library of art books but I wanted to make sure I had all of them with me. Nearly all of the baby-sitting money I had ever earned when I was a kid was invested on my art book collection. Whenever my parents asked me where I wanted to go on Saturdays, my answer never changed: an art museum. I lived and breathed art. Unfortunately, I didn’t have much talent for creating art but I loved studying it. I read the biographies of painters for fun. I may have been the only twelve year-old in the country to ask for a subscription to an art criticism journal for her birthday. The only major I could ever see myself pursuing was art history. I already knew I was going to have to do well enough to get into a competitive graduate program as well as maintain my existing scholarship.

As soon as he saw an opening, my dad pulled up to the curb in front of the dorm. He hopped out of the car and popped the trunk open. I followed. I felt a little bit of panic as he removed all of my belongings from the back of his SUV and placed them on the sidewalk. The act seemed so final. I was no longer under his protective wing. He was pushing me out of the nest. I just hoped I could actually fly.

When he placed the last box on the curb, my dad gave me a kiss on the check. “I’ll be right back. Wait right here.”

I stood next to my pile of boxes and watched as all of the other freshman and their parents frantically unpacked cars and trucks and hauled their stuff into the dorms. A perky young woman, who looked to be about twenty-five, approached. She was carrying an iPad and a sheet of printed name tags.

“I’m Emily Dickinson,” she said.

I blinked wondering if I had heard her correctly.

She chuckled. “My parents are both professors here. English, obviously. I’m a graduate. I now work as the Residence Hall Director.”

I nodded.

“If you tell me your name, I can check you off the list and give you a name tag. And then I’ll go in and get your key.”

“Rainy Dey,” I said and cringed a bit. I hated introducing myself to people. “That’s D—E —Y.”

Emily tried to stifle a smile. “And I thought my parents were sadistic naming me Emily Dickinson.”

“It was my mom’s idea. She loved rainy days and she told my dad she wanted to make sure people always remembered my name.”

Emily nodded like she completely understood. She typed my name into her iPad then removed my pre made name tag off of a sheet and handed it to me. I stuck it on my shirt.

“I’ll be right back with your key,” she said. “Your roommate, Olivia, has already checked in. She’s around here somewhere. I’m sure you’ll run into her.” Emily gave me a big smile then headed toward the dorm.

I could feel my heart racing. Why was I so nervous? Thousands of eighteen-year olds did exactly what I was doing every fall. Most of them survived and even prospered in their new surroundings. Rationally, I

knew I would do just fine but I was still anxious.

I saw two gorgeous guys heading in my direction and wondered why. The first guy was big, like Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson. He obviously spent a lot of time in the gym. His white polo short fit snugly on his huge arms and chest. When he stopped a few inches from me, I gulped. He towered over all five foot four inches of me by nearly a foot. I only weighed about 115 pounds and he could have easily been double my weight. His dirty blond hair was cropped close to his head and he looked down at me with dazzling green eyes.

The corners of his mouth turned up slightly. “Need some help with those boxes?” he asked.

I couldn’t speak. He was so intimidating. I wondered if there was a hole in the ground close by that I

could just crawl into.

Then I noticed his friend standing next to him. When our eyes met, I could feel my breath catch. He had almond-shaped chocolate brown eyes that immediately made me want to melt. His dark brown hair was nearly shoulder length. He was a little shorter than The Rock standing next to him but still about six feet tall. He was muscular and fit but not to the extreme of his friend. The guy could have been the most beautiful person I had ever seen. The Rock was good looking but there was something special about the brown-eyed boy that was so captivating, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him.

Once I was able to escape from his intense gaze, I noticed that both men’s polo shirts matched. The insignias on their shirts were two crossed golf clubs circled in gold. Weird. I had read that the university didn’t allow sororities and fraternities on campus.

The beautiful brown-eyed guy elbowed his big friend. “I think you’re scaring the poor girl, Evan.”

Evan looked down at me and gave me a winning smile. “How can you possibly be scared of me?” I

recognized his smile. I had seen it before. It was the rehearsed smile of young people, who would eventually end up in politics or on Wall Street.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw another guy and girl hurrying toward me. The girl was tall and lean with long, strawberry colored hair. The guy struggled to keep up. He was tall and lanky, like the girl, but his reddish hair was a bit fuller and much shorter. There was little doubt they were related. The girl squeezed herself between me and the two gorgeous guys, which wasn’t easy because they were standing very close to me. The guys stepped back when they saw how intent she was on getting between us.

The girl glared at the big guy and said, “We’re going to help her. You two can find someone else to help.” She gave the final help such a weird emphasis it was obvious she intended a double-meaning. Did she think those two gorgeous guys were hitting on me? Ha! The idea was preposterous. Guys like that didn’t give girls like me a second look. I wasn’t unattractive but certainly never stood out, except academically, but I was definitely not in their dating league. Guys like that dated cheerleaders. They didn’t date bookish girls like me.

The girl’s glare remained fixed on the big guy. He didn’t i ntimidate her one bit. I was impressed.

When I snuck a peek at the beautiful brown-eyed guy, I noticed he was looking at me. He had a strange expression on his face, like he was studying me. When our eyes locked, it sent shivers down my entire body. I gulped and quickly turned away. When I snuck another glance in his direction, I saw that he was grinning at me. I could feel my face flush. Was my lack of experience with boys that obvious? I turned away in shame.

I guess the big guy finally realized he had met his match because he shrugged and said, “Come on, Aaron, I see some girls over there, who look like they can use some help.”

Without another look at the strawberry-haired girl, Evan took off. I watched as Aaron followed his friend. I almost fell to the ground when Aaron turned back around and winked at me. Oh. My. God. He was hot.

The girl looked at me and her expression was serious. “Promise me you’ll stay away from those guys.

They’re nothing but trouble.”

I gulped. Aaron was trouble? It didn’t surprise me. Anyone that good looking probably changed girls like he changed underwear.

“I mean it,” she said.

“Okay.” I tried to appease her.

“In case you haven’t figured it out yet, I’m Olivia. Your roommate.” She pointed to her name tag, which I had totally missed with my attention was fixed on Aaron.

She continued. “This is my brother, Lucas. He’s a junior.”

I looked at Lucas and he nodded. He wasn’t a bad looking guy but not as heart-stoppingly gorgeous as Aaron. He had a serious face that reminded me of many of the guys my dad worked with at his engineering firm.

“My brother is an engineering major. And he doesn’t have a girlfriend. He wanted me to make sure I

told you that.”

Lucas playfully smacked his sister’s arm. “I wanted you to share that information a bit more subtly than that.”

Olivia looked at me. “I don’t do subtle. I’m a speech and communications major.”

“She should be a theater major.” Lucas laughed. “She’s already a drama queen.”

She glared at her brother. “And he thinks he’s a comedian.”

I laughed. Olivia seemed to be my complete opposite but I already liked her. And I really liked the fact that she had a brother, she was obviously close to. Maybe he could adopt me as an honorary little sister.

My dad rushed toward us. “Sorry it took me so long to find a parking spot.” He eyed Olivia and Lucas.

“Dad, this is my roommate, Olivia, and her brother, Lucas.”

The three of them shook hands. Then Olivia said, “I’ve got my stuff in the room already, so we can give Rainy a hand with her stuff.”

“Fair warning,” my dad grimaced. “The boxes are heavy.”

Emily rushed over to us and handed me my room key. “Sorry, I got held up with your key. I’ve already had to break up a fight and do a quick roommate reassignment.”

“Emily Dickinson, I’d like you to meet my dad, Mr. Ron Dey.”

“Pleased to meet you, Mr. Dey,” Emily said as she extended her hand to my dad.

I thought I saw a bit of a twinkle in my dad’s eye as he shook Emily’s hand. Was he flirting? I thought about how I’d feel when my dad started dating. I didn’t think it would be immediately. It had only been five months since my mom died but I knew it would happen eventually. I wanted my dad to be happy again. It had been so long since I had his genuine smile.

“I’ll let you all get back to the big move-in,” Emily said enthusiastically. She had to be one of the perkiest people I ever met.

My dad nodded and Emily bounced toward another family.

The four of us stared at my pile of belongings.

“Well, all of Rainy’s stuff isn’t going to move itself,” Olivia said.

So we each grabbed a box and headed into the dorms.

After we got the last box hauled up to our second floor dorm room, it was time to say good bye to my dad. I was dreading the moment not wanting either of us to get too emotional about it.

“I’ll be back in a few months for Parent’s Weekend,” my dad assured me.

“I know,” I gulped.

My dad embraced me in a big hug. “I’ll miss you,” he whispered.

“I’ll miss you too, Dad.” I tried to hold back tears. “Will you call me when you get home?”

My dad let go of me and nodded. “Remember to have fun.”

I nodded as my dad turned and walked out the door.

“Well, that was a heart-wrenching scene,” Olivia teased. “I was lucky my parents slowed the car down long enough for me to grab my bags as they drove by.”

Lucas rolled his eyes. “That’s a complete and total lie. Don’t take anything she says at face value. She always goes for a laugh first. The truth is optional.”

I plopped down on my bed. I was starting to feel the physical and emotional effects of the move.

Olivia and Lucas both sat down on her bed.

I wasn’t sure how to approach the subject of Aaron. He had been on my mind since I laid eyes on him and I just couldn’t shake it. But my sane and rational mind wanted to know why they thought he was trouble. I finally decided on the bold approach. It seemed to work well between Olivia and Lucas.

“So, why did you tell me to stay away from Evan and Aaron?” I ventured.

Olivia and Lucas eyed each other and I immediately regretted bringing it up.

An awkward silence filled the air for several seconds until Olivia finally leaned over to Lucas. “Why don’t you tell her the story?”

Lucas seemed to be pondering the question or maybe trying to decide what he wanted to tell me.

Finally, his expression turned solemn and he said, “You have to promise never to repeat what I’m going to tell you. I could get into a lot of trouble if anyone found out I told you this story. I don’t want to get jumped and beat up on my way home from a night class.”

A feeling a dread overcame me. I wasn’t sure I wanted to know anything that could get one of us beat up.

“Do you promise?” Lucas’s face was stone.

I gulped then slowly nodded.

“Ian was my roommate freshman and sophomore years. Now he lives in The Clubhouse. Evan and Aaron live in The Clubhouse, too. But they’re seniors.”

I nodded but I already had questions. The most obvious being: what is The Clubhouse?

Lucas must have been good at reading my mind because he said, “The Clubhouse is a social club.

After several major lawsuits involving underage alcohol consumption and death, the university banned sororities and fraternities on campus. So a group of alumni, who had been active in the Greek system in the 70s and 80s, bought the old fraternity and sorority houses and turned them into social clubs. They function in a similar way to fraternities and sororities but are not bound by any of the rules that you would see in the Greek system at other schools. They do what they want because they are not affiliated with the school in any official capacity.”

The way Lucas talked about the social clubs made them sound ominous. Functioning outside the rules of the school sounded lawless.

Lucas continued. “There are eight social clubs: four just for guys; three just for girls and one co-ed.

I’m in one. It’s called The Geek Patrol.” He was blushing a bit. “It’s just a bunch of engineers and IT

guys. We drink a lot of beer and play video games, many of which we design and build ourselves, but that’s not relevant to this particular story.”

His nerdiness made me smile. He wasn’t a complete geek; he had just a little geekiness around the edges. He was a decent guy, though. I imagined my dad was probably a lot like him when he was young.

“Anyway, the most popular guys on campus, like Evan and Aaron, all vie for spots in The Clubhouse.

They all come from extremely wealthy families and most of them look like they just stepped out of GQ. “

So far, Lucas hadn’t told me anything that made Aaron less appealing. Then he dropped the bombshell. “One night, during our sophomore year, Ian came home totally smashed. He was rambling incoherently for the most part. Then he got serious and told me some stuff about The Clubhouse he had heard as part of his initiation rituals. Because the guys are all from families that belong to exclusive and private golf clubs, they call their society The Clubhouse and everything about it is related to golf.”

I remembered the matching polo shirts that Evan and Aaron were wearing with the golf club insignia.

“Apparently, when the guys are seniors they have a tournament. The first ‘round’ is in fall semester and the second ‘round’ is in the spring. Every week of the term is a ‘hole’ and the 16 week term plus orientation week and exam week make up a complete round. In the spring, the extra weeks are Spring Break and final exam week. Each of the 16 seniors puts $5000 into a pot at the beginning of senior year.

By the end of senior year, the guy with the most points wins a brand new $80,000 luxury car, which they buy with the winnings.”

At this point in the story, Lucas met my eyes and his expression turned even grimmer. “Do you want to know how they accumulate points to win?”

I wasn’t sure I wanted to know but I nodded anyway.

“They get points for every freshman girl they have sex with.”

I could feel my face drop and my stomach tightened. It was suddenly clear why Evan and Aaron had been so nice to me.

Lucas continued. “They get more points when they have sex at The Clubhouse, where they make the girls sign in as guests. They even time stamp it. Ian told me they have scores for a variety of things, like being with two girls at once, which they call a double birdie. Or if they can get a girl to have sex with them in less than an hour, it’s a hole in one. They score the most points, though, if they are able to get a girl’s V-Card.”

At that point, I thought I saw Olivia raise an eyebrow at me. Was it that obvious I was still a virgin?

Did I have some kind of sign on my head? I wondered if that’s why Evan and Aaron had been so overly attentive because apparently I was worth extra points. I started to fume.

“There are other, more crass criteria for earning points, which I’m even embarrassed to mention,” he added. I could see now how uncomfortable the whole thing made him. “I really thought I knew Ian but when I asked him if that’s the type of thing he wanted to participate in he seemed genuinely enthusiastic about the idea. I found it appalling and completely degrading. After that, Ian and I drifted apart. It was difficult to look at him in the same way knowing he supported that type of behavior.”

I felt sick to my stomach. I couldn’t believe I had flirted with Aaron, even if it was ineptly. How easy would it have been for me to fall right into his trap?

Olivia jumped up from her bed and pulled me up from mine. “Now you know why I was so adamant about them not helping you with your stuff. I don’t want you to be a notch on one of their score cards.”

“Thank you,” I said feeling like such a fool.

Olivia smiled. “No prob. That’s what roommates are for. Now, I think the two of us need to find us some decent guys.”

When I glanced over at Lucas, he looked a bit crestfallen. Olivia took her brother by the elbow.

“Don’t worry, dear brother, we’ll find you a decent girl, too.”

Looking at Lucas again, I noticed he was staring at me. When my eyes caught his, he looked away embarrassed.

“How does dinner at The Cavern sound?” Olivia asked.

Lucas nodded. I had no idea what they were talking about. Olivia grabbed my elbow with her other hand. “Don’t worry, Roomie, you’re gonna love it.”