She nodded. "Is he friends with Sophie, too?"
"No," I said. I didn't know why, but instantly, my guard was up, and I wondered why she was asking this. Or, actually, why we were even talking at all, when she'd been the one who'd been so resistant to my attempts at conversation all day long. But then I remembered her face when Owen had described me as honest, how clear it was this surprised her, so I added, "I'm not really friends with Sophie these days."
"You're not?"
"No."
"What happened?"
Why do you care? I wanted to ask. Instead, I said, "We had a fight last spring. It got kind of ugly… We don't really talk."
"Oh," she said.
I looked back down at my plate, wondering why I had suddenly decided to share this with Whitney, of all people. It seemed like a mistake, and I sat there, waiting for her to say something snarky or mean, but she didn't. Instead, she just turned back to the TV, and a moment later, I heard the volume come on.
On the screen, the actress was now telling her story, dabbing her eyes with a Kleenex as she did so. I looked from her to Whitney, who was sitting in my father's chair. Who knew she was an Ebb Tide fan, that she had imports, that she was possibly, in Owen's view anyway, enlightened? On the other hand, though, it wasn't like she knew that much about me, either. Maybe we could have remedied this over a long weekend, but we weren't. Instead, we just sat there, together but really apart, watching a show about a stranger and all her secrets, while keeping our own to ourselves, as always.
The next morning, Owen kicked off his show with a techno song that went on, no joke, for a full eight and a half minutes. All of which I spent telling myself that I was fully entitled to go back to sleep, and yet somehow not able to do so.
"That was Prickle with 'Velveteen,'" he said, when it was finally over. "Off of their second disc, The Burning , which is probably one of the best techno records ever released. Hard to believe some people don't even like that kind of music, isn't it? You're listening to Anger Management. Got a request? Call us at 555-WRUS. Here's Snakeplant."
I rolled my eyes, but didn't roll over. Instead, I listened to the entire show, as was my habit now, while Owen played some rockabilly, some Gregorian chants, and a song in Spanish he described as "like Astrid Gilberto, and yet not." Whatever that meant. Finally, in the last few moments before eight o'clock, I heard the beginning of notes of a song that sounded familiar. Although why I wasn't sure until he came on again.
"This has been Anger Management, here on your community radio station, WRUS, 89.9. We'll wrap up today with a longdistance dedication to a regular listener, to whom we say: Look, don't be ashamed of the music you love. Even if, in our humble opinion, it's not really music at all. We know why you really went to the mall yesterday. See you next week!"
Only then did it hit me: It was the Jenny Reef song, the one they'd been playing nonstop at the mall the day before. As it began, I sat up, grabbing for my phone.
"WRUS, Community Radio."
"I did not go to the mall to see Jenny Reef," I said. "I told you that yesterday."
"Are you not enjoying the song?"
"Actually," I said, "I am. It's better than just about everything else you played."
"Funny."
"I'm not joking."
"I'm sure you aren't," he said. "Which, frankly, is just plain sad."
"Almost as sad as you playing Jenny Reef on your show. What is this, all the hits with none of the lip?"
"It was meant to be ironic!"
I smiled, reaching up to tuck a piece of hair behind my ear. "Just keep telling yourself that."
He sighed loudly, the noise filling the receiver. "Enough about Jenny Reef. Answer me this. How do you feel about bacon?"
"Bacon?" I repeated. "Which song was that?"
"It's not a song. It's a food. You know, bacon? Pork product? Sizzles in a frying pan?"
I actually pulled the phone away from my ear, looked at it, then put it back.
"What do you say? You up for it?" he was saying.
"Up for what?" I asked.
"Breakfast."
"Now?" I said, glancing at the clock.
"What, you have plans already?"
"Well, no, but—"
"Cool. Pick you up in twenty minutes."
And then he just hung up. I put the phone back on its base, then turned, looking at myself in the mirror over my bureau. Twenty minutes , I thought. Okay .
In nineteen and a half, I'd managed to shower, throw on some clothes, and get out to my front stoop, where I was waiting when Owen pulled into the driveway. Whitney was still asleep, allowing me to forgo an explanation, which was handy since I didn't exactly have one. As I walked over to the car, Rolly, who was in the front passenger seat, pushed open his door and got out, leaving it open for me.
"You remember Rolly, right?" Owen said.
"Yeah," I said, as he nodded at me. "But you don't have to move. I can sit in back."
"It's no problem," he told me, climbing into the backseat. "Besides, I have to make sure I have all my gear for later."
"Gear?" I said as I got in, shutting the door behind me. Owen gestured for me to put on my seat belt, which I did, letting him work the hammer to get it buckled.
"For work. I've got to do a class today," Rolly explained. As I turned around, I saw he was holding the same red helmet he'd been wearing the first time I saw him. Also on the seat were several pads of all sizes: a large one that looked like something an umpire would wear, several that were tube-shaped, and some thick gloves. "It's an intermediate level. Gotta make sure I'm well covered."
"Right," I said as Owen shifted into reverse, backing out of my driveway. "So, how do you end up with a job like that?"
"Same way as most," he replied, putting the pad down. "I answered an ad. Initially, I was just helping out answering phones and enrolling people for classes. But then one guy got a groin injury and quit, so I got promoted to attacker."