“Maybe.”
“We’ll see,” he says pulling my hand away and pinning it against the mattress, then he crashes inside of me. My * is instantly consumed with all of him. I love the feeling, so full and hard. Now with both of my hands pinned out to my side, Bain looks at me, his hard dick inside of me, and says, “Jesus Christ, babe, this * of yours is amazing.”
I tighten my muscles, holding fiercely onto him, as he loves the inside of my body. Then I tighten myself around him and immediately want to come. The pleasure is too great, causing me to let up. Bain grunts above me, both of my knees are slacked to the side and my hands are held under his, leaving me fully in his control.
I can’t stop the cries of passion, what he’s doing to me is too much to handle. These slow, long thrusts are pushing me over the edge. Then Bain says, “My kingdom, your * is my kingdom,” and I lose all logic and fall under his spell. My body quavers and writhes on its own, with my eyes tightly shut, enjoying this bliss. Then Bain lets his release go, his noises are the loudest they’ve ever been, causing me to focus on him in this moment. The veins on his neck change and his tattoos morph as his muscles strain from underneath. The pressure from his hold on my wrists is so tight that it ignites something inside of me. Something deep within, a craving I’ve been searching for since the day…I lost him.
Being with Arion makes everything right. Everything is so different than it was before. Finally, I have a glimpse of how good things can be, that my life still has potential, and now I have to say goodbye to her. I’m not sure how to accomplish something so overpowering, but James has set up workouts for me with three NBA teams. I know it’s only for a week, but saying goodbye like this feels like what could happen if I get drafted somewhere she doesn’t want to go.
We haven’t even spoken of our feelings, so for all I know, what I’m feeling is totally different than what she is. Maybe she needs a break and some time. I know for me, I can’t get enough of her. Not having her with me sort of scares me. I gave up pills, stopped obsessing over Kinsey’s case, and let myself fall down a hole with Arion. She has been my curative, taking away everything bad that was hurting me before.
“There you are,” she says, coming out front and catching me off guard. It’s far too early to be awake, but my mind told me otherwise.
“Good morning, baby,” I say, opening my arms to her. She comes over in nothing but one of my t-shirts and crawls onto my lap.
“Morning. Are you okay?”
“I am now,” I respond, too afraid to tell her about my three-city stop. It was one thing when I was training locally, somewhere that was within a drive. Now, I have to fly to Phoenix and Memphis. If one of those teams wants me, they are sure to fly me back and extend things even longer.
“What do you want to do today?”
“This,” she says holding me a little closer and exhaling longingly.
“I can do this all day, baby.”
Lifting her head with that sexy ass smirk written all over her perfect face, she stares at me. “Are you for real?”
“I think so,” I respond, taking her head in my hands and directing her ear to my chest. She presses it firmly against my shirt and listens. “This is real, what you do to me is real. I know you said no feelings, but Arion, call me crazy if I’m the only one feeling this.”
She doesn’t move and I pray that the words I want to hear come out of her mouth. That she says something and doesn’t let me sit here like a fucking loser spilling my heart out.
“You need to know this. I can’t keep hiding these feelings any longer, especially since I’m leaving town soon.”
Finally she moves and looks at me. “You’re just going to New York.”
“As well as Phoenix and Memphis. James emailed me with the news, both the Suns and the Grizzlies want me to come work out for them and I want you to come with me. I need you to come with me.”
She lies back down without another word. Taking my hand, I run my fingers through her messy blonde hair. Dammit, I should have stayed fucking quiet. She’s clamming up on me.
“Come on, A, say something.”
“I don’t know what to say.”
“Quit your job and come with me.”
Tears fill her eyes and she says, “Don’t start with that again. I can’t. I have a job that I love and you know that.”
“Don’t you think you could love working for me? I’m sure James needs the help. I’m going to get a huge deal, so I can pay you double what you make now.”
“Bain, it’s not about the money, plus I don’t know the first thing about the NBA.”
“Come on, babe. Just give it a chance.”
“Bain, I can’t just drop everything. We don’t even know where you’ll get drafted. Besides, I do have commitments in New Jersey that I can’t just walk away from.”