A Beautiful Choice (Beautiful, #5)

“I know,” I whispered against his ear.

While I squeezed his cock, Gabe rubbed his thumb against my clit. I could feel myself getting wet for him so I started to move his cock against the entrance of my hole, getting the tip moist so it would be easier for him to move into me.

“Fuck, you’re so wet, Sarah,” he groaned against my shoulder. Getting stiff, Gabe started to move off me.

“What’s the matter?” I asked.

Looking down at me, he said, “I need a condom.”

“No,” I forced out.

“Sarah…”

Shaking my head, I said, “No condom, Gabe. I want to feel you. All of you.”

“But—”

“Pull out of me, Gabe. But I want to feel you for the first time,” I explained.

Relaxing his body on top of mine again, Gabe looked into my eyes. “Are you sure, Sarah?”

“Yes,” I said. “I want the full experience, Gabe.”

“Okay,” he whispered. “But please tell me if I’m going too fast. I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You’re going to, Gabe,” I said without any doubt. “That’s how it is the first time. You can’t prevent it.”

Ducking his head, he said, “I know. I just—” He looked up at me. “I don’t want to hurt you too much, Sarah.”

“I know,” I said with a little smile on my face.

Sucking in a breath, Gabe moved his hand down to his hard cock and positioned it at my entrance.

I could feel his body shaking against mine and it gave me butterflies. That sounds weird and a bit strange, but not to me, of course. It gave me butterflies knowing that he was nervous, too. That I wasn’t the only one who was nervous and had their stomach in their throat.

Looking into my eyes, Gabe lowered his forehead against mine. With his eyes closed he said, “I love you, Sarah Thompson,” as he started to push into me.

“I love you too, Gabe,” I said with a bit of hesitation. This whole experience was a brand new one. I had never had anything other than Gabe’s fingers and tongue inside of me. Having his cock inside of me was exhilarating and amazing. It was beautiful having the person I fell in love with inside of me.

As his lips met mine, Gabe pushed into me fully.

Feeling some slight uncomfortable pain, I gasped and dug my nails into Gabe’s broad shoulders.

Kissing me hard, Gabe then pulled back and started breathing heavily. Opening his eyes, he looked at me and asked, “How are you feeling?”

“I’m okay,” I said after catching my breath.

“Can I move?” Gabe asked hesitantly.

Groaning, I said, “Please, Gabe.”

Smiling at me, Gabe slowly started to move out of me. “Fuck, Sarah, you feel so good.”

I started to moan. I was still a little sore, but hearing what I did to Gabe excited me. Pulling out of me so just the tip of him was inside, Gabe started to push back in again. “Fuck,” he groaned against my neck. “God, I’m seriously not going to last long, Sarah.”

Wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist, I whispered, “It’s okay, Gabe.” I knew I wouldn’t get off, it being the first time. I probably wouldn’t get off until I got used to his cock, so I wanted this to be really amazing for Gabe.

Sucking along his neck, I scratched up and down his back, clawing and pulling at his skin as he pushed in and pulled out of me.

Slowly sinking back in, Gabe said, “Fuck, I’m gonna come, Sarah.”

“Come, Gabe,” I whispered into his ear. As I took his earlobe into my mouth and sucked on it, Gabe moved in and out of me one, two, three more times. Pulling out of me, Gabe leaned back on his knees. Wrapping his hand around his cock, Gabe moved his hand up and down fast. Groaning, Gabe leaned his body over me and I watched as the cum spilled out onto my lower stomach.

Sucking my lower lip into my mouth, my eyes widened. I couldn’t believe how attractive I found that. Gabe had come on me before but this was different. We had just had sex. It wasn’t amazing, and anyone who tells you their first time is amazing is a complete liar. Or a total idiot.

Unwrapping his fingers from his cock, Gabe smeared the come into my skin. I smiled to myself because it made me think that he was marking me, in a way. I couldn’t wait for the day Gabe came in me. I knew it wouldn’t be anytime soon, but someday, and I couldn’t wait for it.

Resting his body over mine, Gabe said, “I love you, Sarah,” and leaned in to give me a kiss.

“I love you too, Gabe,” I whispered against his lips before kissing him. The kiss was light but had so much meaning in it.

Pulling back, Gabe got off the bed and started to walk away.

“Where are you going?” I asked as I got up onto my elbows.

Turning his head around, he said, “I’ll be back,” and winked at me.

Smiling at him I said, “Hurry.”

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