The Cold King

CHAPTER FOURTEEN


THE KING BEGAN TO GO down for his meals. The other servants were surprised the first morning to see him sitting at the bare table but quickly accommodated to his new schedule. It wasn’t long before he began venturing into the kitchen to tell Cato how much he enjoyed his food and to make requests for his favorites. Abelina beamed when he complimented her on the upkeep of the palace and even Jos seemed happier when the king saw how unhappy he was as the maid and asked him to take on more care taking responsibilities.

Klaribel was practically bouncing off the walls when the king came to visit her in the stable and she beamed with pride as she showed off the horses. Gentle Iago toured the gardens with the king and Marchello puffed up when he was asked to help with finances.

There was peace and joy and everyone but Calia seemed to know she was the source of it.

She and the king were inseparable. She was at his side for his meals and in the kitchen, she went with him to the barn and out to the gardens. The other servants noticed and spoke with quiet hope amongst themselves.

Calia began to feel his eyes on her more often and when they talked he slipped in stories from his past. He began to relax each night while she worked on her blankets. They only parted from each other from the time the tenth bell chimed to the first light of the sun.

One night as he was returning to his room he heard a crash in hers.

“Calia?” he called. She didn’t answer.

He pounded on her door. “Are you all right?” There was no answer.

Fear made his stomach drop and he shoved the door open. The sleeping chamber was dark but light glowed in the bathing room.

“Calia, what was that noise?”

“Don’t come in here!” she cried and her voice was tinged with panic.

He crept closer to the light and he drew in a sharp breath when he saw the blood dotting the tiled floor. Ignoring her command, he rushed into the little room and found her standing at the sink with only a towel wrapped tightly around her.

“Get out!” she said, trying to cover herself more.

He averted his eyes but didn’t move. “There’s blood on the floor, are you hurt?” Next to the tub was broken glass and bath oil mixed with blood. “Are you cut?”

“I slipped when I got out of the tub,” she said miserably. “I’m cut but I can’t see it.”

The king swallowed hard. “Then put on a dressing gown and come out here while I fetch Iago.”

“He isn’t here. It’s a full moon, remember?”

Confused, he looked back to her and she gasped in mortification and spun around.

Blood was flowing freely from a deep gash that spanned from the top of her soft shoulder to the bony blade.

The kings boot heels crunched over the broken glass as he crossed the room. Calia looked around in panic for a place to hide but he ignored her modesty, being more concerned with her wound. She tried to skitter around him but he gently grabbed her by the elbow. “Don’t move,” he warned. “There is glass everywhere.”

Blood ran over his thumb and he looked at the cut closer. Two tiny shards were imbedded in it. The king swore under his breath and he grabbed a hand towel to dab at the wound. Calia winced and her shoulders tightened, causing more pain.

“Damn it, where is Iago?” he grated.

“It’s a full moon. He’s out collecting the fungus he uses for his poultices.”

Her wet hair was dropping into the wound and the king brushed it around her neck. Her skin was just as soft as he had imagined and suddenly he realized he was holding onto a beautiful, nearly naked girl. “Perhaps I should get Abelina,” he said in strained voice.

“She’s helping him, as is Klaribel.”

“Of course,” the king said under his breath.

Calia looked up with panic in her eyes. “Is it bad? I’m sure it’s not that bad. You can go, I’m fine.” The pallor of her face gave away her lie.

“I need you in the other room so I can see better.” Without warning he swept her up, one arm around her waist and the other under her bare legs.

A sharp breath hissed out of her and she arched. “That hurts,” she growled through clenched teeth.

“It should,” he said, stepping over the blood on the floor. “There’s glass in it.”

He set her down gently in a chair and she pulled her towel around herself tighter.

With the lamps all lit the king could see the cut wasn’t as bad as he had thought. “I think the bleeding will slow if I can get the glass out. It’s going to hurt,” he warned.

The king handed Calia a blanket to better cover up with before he went to retrieve the little medical kit Iago had stocked in his room and when he returned she wrapped up with only one slender arm and a shoulder exposed. She didn’t look up as he came to her side and he could see red blotches on her cheeks but her eyes were dry.

Finding a tonic, he turned back to her. “Try to hold still while I do this.” She didn’t flinch as he poured the cold liquid onto the cut or even when he began wiping at the edges.

At the bottom of the kit was a small pair of pincers. Calia looked over her shoulder and blanched. “Just try to be quick about it.”

“Tell me exactly what happened,” he said, in hopes of distracting her. She was shaking and he put a hand against her back to steady her. They both jumped at the contact. Her skin was smooth and cool while his hand was rough and warm.

“I, um, I was taking a bath and put a little oil in at the end.” She flinched when the tip of the pincers touched her open wound but kept talking. “I must have spilled some when I set it back down.”

She groaned when the little tool found purchase and a glass shard, as thin as a needle and half as long, was pulled free.

A cloth was mopped across her back again and she continued. “When I got out, I slipped and knocked the jar over.”

The king took a deep breath before positioning the pincers again. “You fell onto the jar after it shattered?”

“Maybe, I don’t know.” The tool dug in a little deeper and she arched her back again.

“Hold steady, I almost have it,” he murmured. The pincers grabbed onto the tiny corner of glass deep in her flesh and Calia yelped as it was pulled free. Fresh blood poured out of the wound, she could feel its warmth. The king wadded the towel up and pressed it to her back. “Lean against the chair a moment,” he said.

She watched him dig around frantically in the kit, pulling out paper packets, reading Iago’s hand written labels and then throwing them aside. Finally he found the one he wanted. ‘Apply to bleeding area, cover with a clean cloth and keep firm pressure for several minutes.’

He ducked into the bathroom and returned with a clean cloth. “Sit up,” he said, motioning her with his hands.

“Is it really so bad?” she asked. “It actually is already starting to feel better.”

“I imagine it is,” he said, pulling the bloody cloth from her back and smoothing the dried herbs from the packet over the cut. He put the clean towel over it all and pressed against her back. Her face was still pale and he feared he would push her over.

“I apologize,” he said before placing the heel of his other hand just under her collar bone. He pressed his hands together as hard as he dared and prayed the poultice worked quickly.

Calia turned her head and found the kings face only inches from hers. “You’re very good at this. Did Iago teach you?”

His lips twisted up in a little smile. “No, although he has taught me a lot. I don’t always have a healer in the castle; it depends on who my servants are at the time. I found it prudent to at least know the basics.”

Calia nodded and the king noticed the way her unbound hair waved around her face. His breath caught when she shifted in her chair and it brought them closer together. “Sorry, it feels better but it still hurts.”

“I imagine it will be sore for a while. The second piece of glass was as large as my thumbnail.”

Calia looked down at the hand on her chest to see the size of his nail and blanched. When she raised head her nose skimmed his jawline and they both froze. He could feel how rapidly her heart was beating in her chest and his own responded.

Her breath was faint and sweet on his mouth and he leaned in to taste it. He hoped she would pull away, he was sure she would, but instead she meet him halfway and pressed her mouth to his with a need of her own. The kiss was chaste but warm and sweet, everything Calia had hoped her first kiss would be.

Shaking, she pulled away and opened her surprised eyes. The king was gazing back at her and she wished she could see his face instead of the mask.

“I think the bleeding has stopped,” he said huskily and jerked his arms away.

Calia nodded numbly and touched a finger to her lips.

The king stood up so suddenly his chair was knocked over. “I apologize.” He stood awkwardly for a moment while she gazed up at him before turning to the leave room as fast as he could without actually running.





Iago came up to her room in the morning and knocked lightly. “Are you sleeping?” he called. The door opened and Calia pulled it back for him.

“No, not sleeping,” she said quietly but there was a small smile on her face. “How did you know to come up?”

“The king was waiting for me when I returned. He said the cut was quite serious, are you in pain?” She shook her head, the smile still on her lips.

Puzzled, Iago picked through the things the king had left on the table. “Well, let me see it. Would you like Abelina present?”

“No, it’s just the back of my shoulder. Besides, the king saw me wrapped only in a towel, I doubt things could be more improper than that.”

Iago’s jaw slowly dropped and his mouth puckered like a fish’s. “Only a towel?”

Calia blushed. “He didn’t tell you that part?”

“Good heavens, no. He just said you had been cut and he wanted me to check it. Why were you in a towel?”

Her face turned an even deeper shade of scarlet. “I had just gotten out of the bath and had slipped. I was decently covered,” she added hastily.

Iago nodded skeptically and motioned for her to pull the shoulder of her dressing gown down. He winced at the sight of the cut and dabbed at it with tonic. “It might have used some stitches but it is too late now. It is good he put the poultice on it.”

“Iago?” Calia asked and her voice was far away.

“Hmm?”

“Has the king ever been married?”

Iago’s hands stilled on her shoulder. “No, never.”

She nodded thoughtfully. “What about… what about lady friends? Has he had many of those?”

“Not any that I know of.” Curious and hopeful, he added, “Why do you ask?”

“No reason,” she said quickly.

“I can’t imagine he’d have time for a lady friend. Doesn’t he spend all his time with you?” he hinted. “Well, except for the hour he spends alone every evening.”

Calia craned her neck to stare at him. “You know about that?”

“I know of it,” he said evasively, not willing to give away the kings secret. “Perhaps he is meeting a lady,” he said joked nervously.

Calia’s heart plunged into her stomach. She hadn’t considered that, perhaps that was why he had run from the room after their kiss.

Iago watched her face fall and the spark in her eyes die out. “I was only kidding,” he insisted gently, tugging a strand of her hair playfully. “Now, no lifting with that arm. The skin has come together nicely but I don’t want the scab to tear.”

She nodded but barely heard him.

The king was cold and distant when she went to him later that morning. He wouldn’t meet her eye when she addressed him but later she could feel them on her, when she wasn’t looking. After lunch he claimed to have much work to do and dismissed her for the day.

Hurt and uncertain, she merely nodded and retired to her rooms.

The same thing happened the next day and the next. Her bewilderment and embarrassment grew until she could take it no longer.

She was waiting for him that evening when he snuck out of his bed chambers at the tenth bell. “Could I have a word with you?” she asked, stepping from a shadow in the hall.

He gave a pained sigh that cut her to the quick but motioned her into his room. His fire was still burning and she took her usual seat. He took his and steepled his fingers under his chin.

“Are you angry with me?” she finally burst out.

The king looked up in surprise. “No, never.” She shot him an angry glare. “Well, almost never.”

“Then why are you so quiet and brooding? Is it about the other night?” she demanded.

The king sighed and rubbed a hand over his face. Her stomach fluttered as he stood and came to sit on the little foot stool in front of her chair. When he took her hands in his, her heart surged with joy. “You are a wonderful person,” he began and her cheeks warmed at his attention. “You have transformed from someone homely and broken to a beautiful, strong young woman. You have changed everything in my life, and in my home, for the better.”

Calia bit her lip as tears flooded her eyes. She had battled her feelings for the king for so long, convinced he could never feel the same way about her. “Yes?” she prompted.

The king hesitated and bowed his head. “You deserve so much more than this life; you deserve a husband that will love you and children—a family”

She nodded mutely, not trusting her voice.

“And that is why I must send you away.”

Her heart stopped in her chest. “Send… send me away?”

“Yes. I cannot give you those things you so richly deserve.”

Her tears poured over as her forbidden dreams shattered into a thousand pieces. “But you can! I…” she faltered, not wanting to invite more pain in.

But he had to know.

She took a deep breath before baring her soul. “I love you.”

He looked up at her in shock. She waited a long moment for her declaration to set in, praying he felt the same way. But then he just shook his head. “No, sweet Calia, you do not.”

Her heart was a cold lump in her chest but she managed to speak around it. “Yes, I do. I have known for some time now and every day it grows stronger.”

The king hung his head and released her hands. “No, you only think you do. It’s a childish infatuation, something that happens frequently when my personal servants are female. Familiarity breeds feelings and well, I am the only male you, or any of the others, have been familiar with in your adult life.” She opened her mouth to argue but he held his hand up. “I have seen it a dozen times. In time you will realize your feelings for me were nothing more than a production of being around me and you will get over it, just as they did.”

A sob tore from her and Valanka looked up. “Please do not cry. I won’t leave you to that fate. I should never have encouraged you and I am so very sorry. That is why I am sending you away, so that you can find true love and be happy with a worthy man.”

She shook her head and tears flew off her cheeks. “You are a worthy man.”

“Calia, I am not,” he said firmly. “I haven’t truly been a man since the day I was cursed. I am doomed to live forever as a ruler. I cannot allow myself to think and feel as a man when I have eternity to plan for.”

“So I would be inconvenient?” she whispered.

“You would be hurt and I do not want that, not again.” He stood up and turned to face the fire. She wiped her cheeks and bit the insides of her cheeks to stifle her crying. “Tomorrow you will go to town to fetch me some things. If no man there catches your eye then I will find you a different town where you will only be known as the beautiful young lady you are. Surely you will find a match then.”

“I have already found my match,” she said stubbornly. “I am not going shopping for a new love tomorrow.”

He turned back to her, his face firm and sad beneath his mask. “You are going shopping for that among other things. It is not a request. I know what is best for you and I will not allow you to be hurt, even by yourself.”

The tenth bell tolled and the king looked up.

Things clicked into place for Calia and her stomach filled with acid. “Time for your secret rendezvous?” she asked bitterly. “There really is another woman, isn’t there?”

His brows narrowed and he shook his head in confusion. “Of course not, do not be absurd.”

Calia did not think it was absurd but said nothing else. She rose from her chair, straightened her back and fled to her rooms. The king had left her every single evening at the toll of the tenth bell and it wasn’t lost on her that he hadn’t said he loved her back. “Perhaps he doesn’t love her either,” she said to herself before collapsing on her bed.