Stupid Fast

Chapter 21: I CAN CATCH A DAMN FOOTBALL




Andrew was still out in the garage. Jerri sat silent in the living room. I stretched in my bedroom.

My body still hurt, but it was time to get going. I had to meet Cody Frederick and the other backs and receivers for pass routes after baseball. It was 8 a.m. Baseball practice finished at 10 a.m. Even though I could get to the field in ten minutes, I knew it was time to get going.

“What are you doing?” Andrew asked when I entered the garage.

“I have passing drills,” I told him, getting on my bike.

“You’re leaving?” he asked. “What am I supposed to do?”

“I don’t know. Whatever you want, I guess.”

He stared at me.

I left and biked up to Legion Field, where the baseball team was practicing, and Cody immediately shouted, “Yo, Reinstein! You’re a little early.”

Then all the honkies who had caused me pain and suffering for all those years started shouting, “Hey, Rein Stone! What’s up, Rein Stone? How’s it going, Rein Stone? Heard you dunked, Rein Stone.”

They used that “funny” name Rein Stone in a brand new way. It was like I heard it wrong all those years. They weren’t making fun of me. It was a good name. Rein Stone was like another word for pal or dude.

During practice, when somebody picked up a hard grounder or hit the ball hard, they looked up at me to see if I noticed, and I’d clap.

At one point, while the team was doing base-running drills, Coach Jones—a big fat ass gut buster with a country singer goatee who had once apparently pitched for the Chicago Cubs (not in the major leagues)—came over and said, “Can’t take you this year, Felton. Roster’s set. You practice a bit, and we’d sure be happy to see you out here next year.”

I said, “Okay, Coach.” Because I’d heard jocks do it all the time, I figured that it’s cool to coaches if you call them Coach, even if they’re not your coach, instead of calling them Mr. Jones or whatever. It must make them stand out from what they are at school otherwise, like driver’s ed instructors, lunch room monitors, keyboard teachers, etc. Coach.

Coach Jones wasn’t a regular teacher. He was the driver’s ed person at the county tech school.

“Hey Coach,” I asked, “How do I get my driver’s permit?”

“Stop by practice tomorrow, and I’ll bring you the paperwork,” he said. “Think about baseball next year?”

“Definitely, Coach,” I told him.

***

At one point, I believed nobody had noticed that I’m stupid fast. This was not the case at all.

Between baseball practice and pass routes, honkies galore came up to me and said stuff about my D-I prospects. “Wisconsin contact you yet? You on Rivals.com? Have you got your 40 time yet?” I answered no, not yet, to every question but only really understood the first one. The idea that the University of Wisconsin football team might contact me made me sweat a little, made my heart beat funny.

Uh, I didn’t know how to play football. Didn’t anyone realize that?

As far as Rivals.com and 40 times, I had no clue what the honkies were talking about.

***

I didn’t disappoint the honky class during routes though.

At first, I was a little unsteady and totally uncomfortable, and I could feel my face getting hot because it was embarrassing in a squirrel nut way. Cody would show me a route in the playbook and would tell me where to run, and I’d run it as fast as I could, and the pass would end up ten feet behind me and I’d try to twist around and get it, which would almost knock me down. “Slow down,” Cody said. “You can go all jackrabbit after you catch it. The only time you should take off like that from the line is if we’re going downfield.”

“Okay,” I nodded, but I wasn’t sure what he meant. (Face was frying hot from feeling stupid—honkies were whispering.)

So I breathed and slowed down. And that was it. It was there.

I sort of jogged the routes. And then somehow, it felt like there was nothing more natural in the world than running and receiving a football. Right away, when I moved more slowly, Cody threw it right to me, and I found out I can catch really well. I have really huge gorilla hands. (In the past, when I was shorter, I actually walked with my hands all balled up so nobody would think to call me gorilla.) Andrew has huge hands too, which is one of the reasons he’s so good at piano. Gorilla hands are perfect for catching a football, by the way. Catching a football felt like falling asleep when you’re super tired or taking a pee after you’ve just put down like ten gallons of water. So easy and so good. Catching a football felt like a huge relief.

Even though I was jogging, nobody could even come close to keeping up with me. Toward the end, Karpinski tried to cover me. I’d always hated Karpinski but had plans to grill with him and watch a football movie, remember, so I didn’t want to embarrass him. I didn’t really think I’d embarrass him. He’s a jock. And he’s a really good catch. But, it would seem, he isn’t very fast. I jogged around, and he stumbled all over himself. Cody threw the ball, and I caught it.

“Jesus Christ,” Karpinski shouted. Then he walked up to me and smacked the ball out of my hands, which I wasn’t ready for. I sort of tensed because it was an a*shole thing to do, something Karpinski would do to Squirrel Nuts. But then he said, “Nobody can cover you, Rein Stone.” He was totally breathing hard like he was going to barf. “We’re gonna kick everybody’s ass.” That put me back at ease.

At the end, Cody said, “Coach doesn’t want me to do this, but just for fun, let’s do a fly.” Everyone else was drinking water out of bottles, lying around on the ground, sweating.

“Okay,” I said.

“Line up about in the slot.”

“Where?”

“Thirty feet that way,” Cody pointed, “When I say go, just goddamn gun it. I’ll try to hit you.”

“Downfield?” I asked.

“Yup.”

Everyone watched. I stood like I’d seen receivers stand on TV. When Cody said go, I let loose. I hadn’t run like that since track, and it felt unbelievably great. When I was about twenty yards down the field, Cody threw the ball. I tried to keep one eye on it and one on the ground, which didn’t work, and I stumbled a little. I balanced myself and kept running. Looking up, it seemed like the ball was a thousand feet in the air, and it seemed like it was going to pass me by and land way in front of me, so I just strode out as hard as I could, kept my eye in the sky, the little brown blob against the clear blue—and then it got bigger and bigger, and it was falling in front of me, so I stretched my arms way out and watched the ball drop into my hands. The honkies all cried “Woo!” Somebody shouted “Holy shit!” I turned around and jogged back toward the group like that catch was something I’ve done my whole squirrel nut life. Inside my chest, though, my heart exploded, not with heart attacks but with everything.

Catching a ball is the best.“That was the damn bomb right there,” Karpinski said, high-fiving me as I got to them.

Honkies smiling everywhere.

I smiled so hard I thought my face would break.

***

After pass routes, Cody put my bike in the back of his truck.

“That’s a hell of an old bike,” he said.

“It’s from when my dad was a kid,” I told him.

“It’s from when you were a kid. You’ve been riding that bike for like three years. You used to look hilarious on it.”

“Um.” Why did Cody remember my bike? Did I look that dumb? “Yeah. I could barely reach the pedals a couple years ago. Now it fits perfectly.”

“It was your dad’s?”

“Yeah.”

“He must have been tall too.”

“I don’t think so,” I said.

Me, Cody, and Karpinski then drove over to Main Street to grab a sub. We listened to rap music. I’d never listened to rap music. I felt like I was in some kind of bad ass rap-jock movie. Thump. Thump. Thump. Rap sort of makes things in slow motion. Heat came off the streets, which were reflecting the sun. The speakers boomed kind of lazy and scary.

Along the way, Karpinski—who was seriously sitting on my lap (“You pop wood, Rein Stone, and I’m going to have to punch you.”), which was gross, he was completely sweaty—said, “Erin Bellmeyer on the right.” Erin, a honky girl, walked down the street. Karpinski slid over me to get to the open window and then shouted, “Hey, Erin! Hey, Erin! You’re my Balls’ Mayor!” She laughed and flipped him off.

I don’t completely understand honky humor, which is maybe why I’ve not been funny.

At Subway, Karpinski was totally loud, swearing constantly, jamming a sandwich in his face, spitting food out, firing wet pieces of bread out of his straw at younger kids, who looked at him and smiled like they enjoyed it. I could see the fear in their frightened eyeballs though. I’ve been one of those kids. Me and Andrew got hit by spit wads by jocks way older than us when we were at Subway two years ago. I smiled like the poor dumb kids here when Karpinski did it. Even though he was only eleven, Andrew actually said, “You are so immature.” Andrew’s pretty fearless. I was mortified and told Andrew to shut up. I was still kind of mortified when Karpinski did it, even though I was no longer the target.

“You’re such a pig, Karpinski,” Cody laughed.

Karpinski snorted and jammed food in his mouth.

And I fake-laughed my entire ass off. Ha ha ha ha ha. Ho ho ho ho! My ass is falling off! Ha ha ha! Thank God Gus is out of the country. He would skewer you for laughing. Ha ha ha ha!

I’m an a*shole.

When we got up from the table, my muscles were in walnut balls again.

“Ahh. Jeez, I’m sore!”

“Good. You worked hard enough. More weights tomorrow,” Cody smiled.

Cody and Karpinski drove me back to my house. (Thump. Thump. We are Honky Gangstas. Thump.) As we drove up the driveway, Karpinski, who had, of course, been a mammoth a*shole to me as long as I can remember, said, “You’re not as big a dickweed as I thought, Rein Stone.” We did some kind of weird handshake. I decided he wasn’t that big a jerk really (seriously, he isn’t). Then we got to the top of the driveway.

Andrew was still outside the house. He was sitting upside down in a lawn chair, with his back arched so his straight hair touched the gravel. He had his arms crossed over his chest. He stared at the truck.

“That kid is a dickweed,” Karpinski said.

“He’s my brother. He’s a little pissed off today.”

“That’s why he’s upside down?” Karpinski asked.

“Probably.”

Cody jumped out and helped me get my Schwinn Varsity out of the back of the truck. Upside down, Andrew stared the whole time.

After Cody and Karpinski left, I wheeled my bike passed upside down Andrew. I said, “Jerri still drinking wine?”

“I wouldn’t know. I’m an animal. I live outside, pee in the yard, and steal cucumbers from gardens.”

“Jesus, Andrew. You’re acting like a freak.”

“Oh, am I?”

“Yes.”

“Then I’m a freak.”

I parked my bike in the garage, entered the house, and found it dark and quiet.