Half Bad

He jumps down to stand in front of me and I have to lean against the wall for support.

 

He speaks quietly. ‘Nathan, you can’t run fast enough. They’ll catch you if you try to run. I’m going to draw the Hunters away and keep them occupied so that you can make your way back to the cut. But you must be careful. Don’t take any risks. Don’t wait for me at the apartment. Just go through the cut and back to Mercury’s.’

 

And I know he’s right; I can’t outrun Hunters. But I have a bad feeling. I remember what Rose said: that Gabriel would love to have the chance to save me. But leading Hunters away, so many Hunters, is suicide.

 

I shake my head.

 

He says, ‘It’s the only way,’ and he gives me the Fairborn. It hangs from a leather strap that he puts over my neck.

 

‘Gabriel. It’s too dangerous.’

 

‘I’ll be careful.’

 

‘You don’t know how to be careful.’

 

He smiles, then he kisses me on the cheek and says some words and even though they are in French I know what they mean and I grab him to me.

 

He says, ‘How many days to your Giving?’

 

‘Four. You know that.’

 

‘I won’t miss it.’

 

And then he’s climbing over the wall and is gone.

 

I wait and wait before I dare set off. I hear something that might be another shot or maybe a car backfiring but it’s distant. I know it isn’t a car really. And then I hear police sirens. The Hunters won’t like that. They’re distant too, but there are lots of them.

 

I’ve got to head to the apartment.

 

 

 

 

 

back to mercury

 

 

I don’t know where I am. I can’t even find the lake. I keep seeing Rose’s body and feeling the Hunter’s neck and her warm blood and it’s all wrong and shouldn’t have happened. The plan was hardly a plan; it was lunacy. And I should have reached the apartment ages ago.

 

I’m on my knees on the wet cobbles again. My legs keep giving way.

 

I rest with my forehead on the wet stone and try to heal but my healing is hardly working and there’s no buzz. It’s like it’s used up.

 

It’s light now but still early. Quiet. No people. The rain has stopped.

 

I get up. I need sugar. Food and drink are my first priority, then I’ll heal better and think better, then I can find the apartment and Gabriel.

 

On the street a man is rolling up the security blinds on his small tobacconist’s shop. He goes in and I follow close behind and move in on him until he is pressed up against the wall. I don’t know what to say in French so say it in English and put my hand over his mouth so he can’t make a noise. He looks into my eyes and I know he understands. I can’t mess around with tying him up. Celia told me the real thing wasn’t like training. She taught me to control my breathing. Focus on what I have to do. Do it properly. I knock him out. I’ve done it properly.

 

I stand by the fridge and drink an energy drink. Then another. They help. I can heal better already.

 

I grab the man’s small battered backpack and fill it with drinks and sugary sweets.

 

Now I have to find the apartment. I head downhill, towards the lake. When I find that, I can find the apartment. My legs feel stronger.

 

At last I find the corner of our road. The apartment block is across from me. There’s no one around but something feels wrong.

 

Parked on my side of the road is a blue car and also a rusty red one that I’ve seen before. On the left, up from the entrance to the apartment, is a van. I think I’ve seen that van before but where? It’s not a Hunter van … so why am I hesitating? There isn’t anything unusual. If I run I’ll be inside the apartment in a minute and at Mercury’s in two. But something seems different.

 

I stand in a doorway, well back. The rain has started again. There’s the sound of distant traffic.

 

I wait.

 

Nothing happens. Nothing. And it’s killing me. Gabriel’s not here and Rose is dead and that girl’s neck was so thin. And I can’t think that they’ve caught Gabriel and what they’d do to him. I can’t think about that.

 

More rain.

 

A car driving down the street.

 

Someone comes out of one of the apartments, puts her umbrella up and, heels clacking, walks quickly away.

 

I’m sweaty. It’s warm and the rain is still falling. There’s the sound of a car in the street behind me. And then I see it … a movement, a shadow in the doorway down from our apartment entrance.

 

All is back as it was before except now I know what’s wrong. I know what the shadow is. I can see that it is a Hunter, gun raised, motionless again. Her mobile phone is buzzing, faint but there. That is what I could sense.

 

There’s nothing I can do except hope. Maybe they followed Gabriel here and he had no option but to go through the cut with Hunters close behind. They wouldn’t have been able to work out how to get through unless they saw exactly where it was and even if they did get through the cut Mercury would pick them off while they were stuck on the roof. That would mean that Gabriel is safe at the cottage and couldn’t risk coming back to warn me.