The sounds of men came and went as I passed rooms, and scents of fresh baking from the kitchens made my mouth water.
I almost walked right past her as I moved through the house lost in my thoughts. The sounds of conversation muted my attention, and if it hadn’t have been for the strangest sound imaginable, I would’ve strode right by.
I slammed to a halt outside my brother’s room.
Outside my brother’s room.
The abominable sound came again.
Laughter.
Feminine laughter.
Nila’s laughter.
And it wasn’t cynical or full of contempt—it was light-hearted and relaxed.
The lyrical sound twisted my heart, turning my self-pity into fucking rage. I barged into Kestrel’s apartment wing with no knock, no request, and slammed to a halt.
Flaw, Kes, and Nila sat in a grouping of wingbacks, smiling and sharing a good old fucking laugh.
What. The. Fuck?
Kes looked up, his mouth spread into a broad smile. “Jet! Nice of you to join us.” His tone was a direct contradiction to his welcome.
I narrowed my eyes, trying to understand how my brother—my one ally who knew the truth about me—was antagonising me to the point of ruining everything. What was his deal?
I stupidly felt betrayed—worse than betrayed—provoked.
Nila’s laugh cut off as she sat straighter in her chair. Her cheeks were flushed, annoyance at my interruption bright in her dark eyes.
She had the gall to be annoyed at me? When she belonged to me?
Flaw had the decency to stand. “Eh, I think I better go check on the…” Clearing his throat, he moved away from the small group. “Catch you guys later.”
With a sideways look at me, he disappeared through the door, shutting it behind him.
The moment he’d gone, I seethed, “Care to explain what’s going on?”
Kes stood up. “Calm down and no, I don’t. You don’t have to understand everything, Jet.” Throwing a quick grin at Nila, he asked, “Unless you’d care to tell my brother what’s so funny?”
Nila stared at me coldly. A second ticked past, then another, her temper shooting me cleanly through the chest.
“Well?” My heart pounded, once again shrugging out of the frosty shield in favour of rage.
Finally, she shook her head. “No. I don’t think he deserves to know.”
Okay…that was just plain rude.
Kes snickered. “Fair enough.”
My teeth almost cracked from clenching. Why had I been worried about what I was about to do to her? She made me believe she cared—just a little—about me. She’d sucked me off for Christ’s sake. She’d asked me to fuck her. She was attracted to me. I knew that.
Just like I was attracted to her.
So much.
Too much.
I was beyond fucking ready to slam inside her wet heat and finally show her the truth. That no matter her birth-right or mine, we were equals. And I’d never met anyone as challenging or intriguing.
But she’d manipulated me.
She’d used me, not once, but more times than I knew. All along I’d been fighting for the right to gain her trust, only for her to give it to my bloody brother.
Damn woman. Damn Weaver Whore.
Snapping my fingers, I hissed, “You’ve had your fun. Congratulations on winning once again, Ms. Weaver.” Pointing at the ground by my shoes, I ordered coldly, “Come. It’s time. You’ve wasted my day hiding. Now it’s time to get this over with.”
Nila tilted her chin insolently. “I didn’t know we were fighting for something. Why exactly did I win?”
Goddammit.
Ignoring her question, I repeated. “Come. Now.”
Kes crossed his arms, watching us as if we were his favourite volleyball match.
Nila rose gracefully from her seat. In her hands, she held the Weaver journal, which she stroked reverently, before transferring it from her lap and onto the chair she’d just vacated. Her actions were stiff, back ramrod straight. “Whatever you believe, I wasn’t hiding, Jethro. Merely finding friends in the unlikely of places.”
I froze as she moved toward Kestrel.
He opened his arms.
She walked into his embrace.
She walked into his fucking embrace.
I couldn’t understand.
I didn’t want to understand.
She prefers him over you, idiot. She can see you’re different. She can sense you’re screwed up.
The hug lasted far longer than my tolerance level. Who was I kidding—I had no tolerance level.
Kes was mine, and Nila was mine. They both belonged to me. They had no right to gang up against me.
“Kes…” I immediately snapped my lips together. I refused to be weak and ask him what the hell this meant. Instead, I embraced vulgarity. “I wouldn’t get close to her, brother. Never know where her mouth has been.” My tone was a viper ready to strike.
Kestrel let Nila go, eyeing me coldly. “If it’s been anywhere on you, then I can guess. But you’re forgetting, brother, I’m not the one with sharing issues. Am I?”
My mouth fell open. A pain shot deep inside my heart. In our entire lifetime together, he’d never provoked me that way. Never brought up something so painful or the crux of my whole issue.
“Fuck you,” I growled.
Kes’s eyes tightened, finally showing some sign of regret. Bastard.
Nila looked between us silently, crackling with energy. No doubt this family drama was hugely amusing to her. I never wanted her to see me like this. What was this? Had Kestrel finally had enough of being second best to the firstborn son, or had he seen something he truly wanted in Nila?
Either way, it didn’t matter. He couldn’t have her. No one could.
“Jet, let’s forget it, okay?” Holding up his hands, he added, “Bygones, yeah?”
“Bygones? What the hell are you doing?”
Kes shook his head. “We’ll talk about it later. Right now, you have things to do.”
“Things like extract a debt from me?” Nila snapped.
My attention flew to her, just in time to see her topple sideways as one of her stupid episodes rendered her incompetent.
“Shit.” Kes ducked at inhuman speed, catching her before she hit the ground.
My stomach twisted with jealousy.