I gave her a quick nod before I pushed her shoulders down onto the bed and waited for her to scoot to the center of the bed. I spread her legs open and positioned myself between them. I pushed the hair away from her face, tucking it behind her ears to look at her. It was hard to believe she wanted me but aside from the rest of her body, her eyes told me so. I kissed the tip of her nose gently and watched the flicker of surprise in her eyes. I pushed away the pang of guilt that gnawed at me telling me I should’ve been gentle I should’ve worshipped her instead of ravaging her but it was too late for that. Maybe next time.
I held her gaze shocking her again as the head of my cock slowly made its way inside her. I held onto my last shreds of control knowing that I had to ease myself into her in order for her to take me in completely. She was tight as hell and I was harder than ever. I felt her stretch and widen around my dick as she took me inch by inch inside of her. I dropped my head to her shoulder once I was fully inside of her and shuddered in utter satisfaction. She was my fucking nirvana.
Her fingertips traveled along my spine down to my ass cheeks. I lifted my head and she pushed away a strand of hair that fell just above my brow. I swallowed as I stared at her not knowing what the fuck came over me, but she felt like something I had never known before. I felt as if I belonged to her as if she was my home. Weird shit especially for a guy like me a loner who never tied himself to anyone or anything because all I knew was heartache and loss.
I shook my head slightly shaking away the idea that Nikki would always be mine, knowing that I didn’t deserve that right. I had the here and now. Nothing more. I pulled the length of me out of her and charged back in full force fucking her hard so that there were no false pretenses as to what this was. She arched her hips against me meeting me thrust for thrust. It was a battle to bring each other to our knees to be at one another’s mercy. I give her credit, she was a good match for my antics, giving it as good as she received it as she gritted her teeth a sheen of sweat glistening over her body as she moved with me.
I was close to finding my release but wasn’t about to surrender to it without her. I grabbed her hips and angled her slightly flesh slapping against flesh and I pounded into her knowing that when I applied that friction between us she’d go off like a firecracker and sure enough she began to spark.
Her fingernails dug into my ass as she arched her hips one final time crying out in sheer pleasure as she came. Watching her triggered my own orgasm and I continued to push into her uncontrollably manically as I came inside of her. I groaned as she clenched around me milking me of everything I had been holding onto.
I collapsed on top of her for a moment before I realized my weight was probably too much and I was only postponing the inevitable. I lifted myself up and glanced down at her.
“You okay?” I asked huskily.
She nodded, wide-eyed and suddenly looking just as clueless as I felt. Her eyes seemed to say exactly what I was asking myself. Now what?
Nikki wasn’t just any lay. She was… well she was my Nikki.
I brushed away the strands of hair that stuck to her face and took a good look at her. She was so damn beautiful that I never wanted to stop looking at her. I’d die a happy man if that face were the last thing I saw before I met my maker. I leaned down and kissed her lips softly for no other reason other than I wanted to. I was glad I did too, because for a second it wasn’t awkward it felt like the most natural thing. I pulled back and her lips curved upward into a smile. I remember Anthony telling me that Adrianna owned him and I thought then he was fucking nuts that it was impossible for a woman to have that much power over a man but that smile of Nikki’s well it owned me. She owned me.
“Think you’ll be able to fall asleep now Princess?”
“Like a baby.” She ran her fingertip along my jaw and reached up to kiss me again.
“Yeah, me too.” I said, looking down between us noticing that I was still inside her before meeting her smirk again.
“You might want to…” She grinned as her eyes diverted down to where we were joined.
“Yeah.” I said slowly withdrawing myself from her before turning over and getting out of bed. I carefully discarded the condom tying a knot at the top and tossing it into the trashcan beside the bed. Classy place. My eyes drifted to the table where the six-pack was it was probably piss warm, but my mouth was dry and I wasn’t sure if we had decided that we trusted the water in this joint or not. I pulled two cans from the plastic rings and pried them open before making my way back to the bed. Nikki was sitting up, her back against the headboard and the sheet tucked safely around her.
I offered her the beer and she clinked her can to mine before tipping it back and sipping it. After gulping down half my beer, I climbed back into bed beside her. I laid on my back and peered at her out of the corner of my eye. She was still sitting there holding the beer she had merely sipped looking straight ahead at the muted T.V.