6 AM
CRAIG and Sophie lay side by side on the floorboards of the attic, looking down through the hole into the kitchen, as Craig's father was dragged naked into the room by Daisy.
Craig was shocked and disturbed. It was a scene from a nightmare, or an old painting of sinners being dragged down into hell. He could hardly grasp that this humiliated, helpless figure was his father, the master of the house, the only person with the nerve to stand up to his domineering mother, the man who had ruled Craig for all fifteen years of his life. He felt disoriented and weightless, as if gravity had been switched off and he did not know which way was down.
Sophie began to cry softly. "This is awful," she whispered. "We're all going to be murdered."
The need to comfort her gave Craig strength. He put his arm around her narrow shoulders. She was trembling. "It is awful, but we're not dead yet," he said. "We can get help."
"How?"
"Where is your phone, exactly?"
"I left it in the barn, upstairs by the bed. I think I dropped it into my suitcase when I changed."
"We have to go there and use it to call the police."
"What if those terrible people see us?"
"We'll stay away from the kitchen windows."
"We can't—the barn door is right opposite!"
She was right, Craig knew, but they had to take the risk. "They probably won't look out."
"But what if they do?"
"You can hardly see across the backyard anyway, in this snow."
"They're bound to spot us!"
He did not know what else to tell her. "We have to try."
"I can't do it. Let's just stay here."
It was tempting, but Craig knew that if he hid himself and did nothing to help his family, he would feel ashamed. "You can stay, if you like, while I go to the barn."
"No—don't leave me alone!"
He had guessed she might say that. "Then you'll have to come with me."
"I don't want to."
He squeezed her shoulders and kissed her cheek. "Come on. Be
Have.
She wiped her nose on her sleeve. "I'll try."
He stood up and put on his boots and coat. Sophie sat motionless, watching him in the candlelight. Trying to walk softly, for fear of being heard below, he found her rubber boots, then knelt down and put them on her small feet. She cooperated passively, stunned by shock. He gently pulled her upright and helped her on with her anorak. He zipped it up at the front, pulled the hood over her head, then brushed her hair back with his hand. The hood gave her a gamine look, and for a fleeting moment he thought how pretty she was.
He opened the big loft door. A freezing wind blew a dense flurry of snow into the attic. The lamp over the back door spread a small half circle of light, showing the snow lying thicker than ever on the ground. The trash-can lid looked like Ali Baba's hat.
There were two windows at this end of the house, one from the pantry and the other from the boot lobby. The sinister strangers were in the kitchen. If he was very unlucky, one of them might step into the pantry or the boot lobby at just the wrong moment, and spot him—but he thought the odds were in his favor.
"Come on," he said.
Sophie stood beside him and looked down. "You go first."
He leaned out. There was a light in the boot lobby, but not in the pantry. Would anyone see him? On his own he might have been terrified, but Sophie's fear made him braver. He swept the snow off the ledge with his hand, then walked along it to the lean-to roof of the boot lobby. He swept a section of the roof clear, then stood upright and reached out to her. He held her hand as she inched along the edge. "You're doing fine," he said softly. It was not difficult—the ledge was a foot wide—but she was shaky. At last she stepped down to the lean-to roof. "Well done," Craig said.
Then she slipped.
Her feet skidded from under her. Craig still had hold of her hand, but he could not keep her upright, and she sat down with a thud that must have reverberated below. She landed awkwardly and tipped over backwards, sliding down the icy slates on her bottom.
Craig grabbed at her and grasped a handful of anorak. He tugged, trying to arrest her slide, but his feet were on the same slippery surface, and all that happened was that she drew him along with her. He skated down the roof after her, struggling to remain upright and trying to slow her down.
When her feet hit the gutter at the lip of the roof, she came to a halt; but her bottom was half off the sloping side edge. She tilted sideways. Craig tightened his grip on her coat and pulled, drawing her toward him and safety—then he slipped again. He let go of her coat, waving his arms to stay upright.
Sophie screamed and fell off the roof.
She dropped ten feet and landed in soft new snow behind the trash can.
Craig leaned over the edge. Little light fell in that dark corner, and he could hardly see her. "Are you all right?" he said. There was no reply. Had she been knocked unconscious? "Sophie!"
"I'm okay," she said miserably.
The back door opened.
Quickly, Craig lowered himself to a sitting position.
A man stepped out. Craig could just see a head of short dark hair. He glanced over the side. The extra light spilling from the open door made Sophie just visible. Her pink anorak disappeared into the snow, but her dark jeans showed. She lay still. He could not see her face.
A voice from inside called, "Elton! Who's out there?"
Elton waved a flashlight from side to side, but the beam showed nothing but snowflakes. Craig flattened himself on the roof.
Elton turned to the right, away from Sophie, and walked a few steps into the storm, shining his flashlight in front of him.
Craig pressed himself to the roof, hoping Elton would not glance up. Then he realized that the loft door was still wide open. If Elton happened to shine his flashlight that way, he could not fail to see it and investigate—which would be disastrous. Moving slowly, Craig crawled up the lean-to roof. As soon as he could reach, he got hold of the lower edge of the door and gently pushed it. It swung slowly through an arc. Craig gave it a final shove and released it, then quickly lay down again. The door closed with an audible click.
Elton turned. Craig lay still. He saw the beam of the flashlight play over the gable end of the house and the loft door.
The voice came from inside again. "Elton?"
The flashlight beam moved off. "I can't see nothing," Elton shouted back irritably.
Craig risked moving his head to look. Elton was walking the other way, toward Sophie. He stopped at the trash can. If he peeked around the angle of the lobby and shone his flashlight into the corner, he would see her. When that happened, Craig decided, he would dive off the roof onto Elton's head. He would probably get beaten up, but Sophie might escape.
After a long moment, Elton turned away. "Nothing out here but fucking snow," he called out, and he stepped back inside the house and slammed the door.
Craig groaned with relief. He found he was shaking. He tried to make himself calm. Thinking about Sophie helped. He jumped off the roof and landed beside her. Bending down, he said, "Did you hurt yourself?"
She sat up. "No, but I'm so scared."
"Okay. Can you stand up?"
"Are you sure he's gone?"
"I saw him go in and close the door. They must have heard your scream, or maybe the bump as you slipped on the roof—but in this storm they probably aren't sure it was anything."
"Oh, God, I hope so." She struggled to her feet.
Craig frowned, thinking. The gang were obviously alert. If he and Sophie went directly across the yard to the barn, they could be seen by someone looking out of the kitchen windows. They would do better to strike out into the garden, circle around the guest cottage, and approach the barn from behind. They would still risk being seen going in through the door, but the roundabout route would minimize their exposure. "This way," he said. He took her hand, and she followed him willingly enough.
They felt the wind blowing more fiercely. The storm was coming in off the sea. Away from the shelter of the house, the snow no longer fell in swirling flurries, but pelted down in hard, slanting lines, stinging their faces and getting into their eyes.
When Craig could no longer see the house, he turned at a right angle. Their progress was slow. The snow lay two feet deep, making it tiring to walk. He could not see the cottage. Measuring his steps, Craig walked what he guessed was the width of the yard. Now completely blind, he figured he must have drawn level with the barn, and he turned again. He counted the paces until he should have bumped up against its wooden end wall.
But there was nothing.
He felt sure he could not have gone wrong. He had been meticulous. He walked another five paces. He feared they might be lost, but he did nor want Sophie to know that. Suppressing a feeling of panic, he turned again, heading back toward the main house. The complete darkness meant that Sophie could not see his face so, fortunately, she did not know how scared he was.
They had been outside less than five minutes, but already his feet and hands were agonizingly cold. Craig realized they were in serious danger. If they could not find shelter, they would freeze to death.
Sophie was not stupid. "Where are we?"
Craig made himself sound more confident than he felt. "Just coming up to the barn. A few steps more."
He should not have made such a rash prediction. After ten more steps they were still in blackness.
He figured he must have walked farther away from the buildings than he had at first reckoned. Therefore his return leg had been too short. He swung right again. Now he had turned so many times that he was no longer sure of his angles. He trudged ten more strides and stopped.
"Are we lost?" Sophie said in a small voice.
"We can't be far from the barn!" Craig said angrily. "We only went a few steps into the garden."
She put her arms around him and hugged him. "It's not your fault."
He knew it was, but he was grateful to her anyway.
"We could shout," she suggested. "Caroline and Tom might hear us and shout back."
"Those people in the kitchen might hear us, too."
"That would be better than freezing."
She was right, but Craig did not want to admit it. How was it possible to get lost in just a few yards? He refused to believe it.
He hugged her, but felt despair. He had thought himself superior to Sophie, because she was more frightened than he, and he had felt very manly for a few moments, protecting her; but now he had got them both lost. Some man, he thought; some protector. Her boyfriend the law student would have done better, if he existed.
From the corner of his eye, he saw a light.
He turned in that direction, and it was gone. His eyes registered nothing but blackness. Wishful thinking?
Sophie sensed his tension. "What?"
"I thought I saw a light." When he turned his face to her, the light seemed to reappear in the corner of his eye. But when he looked up again it was gone.
He vaguely remembered something from biology about peripheral vision registering things invisible to direct sight. There was a reason for it, that had to do with the blind spot on the retina. He turned to Sophie again. The light reappeared. This time he did not turn toward it, but concentrated on what he could make out without moving his eyes. The light flickered, but it was there.
He turned toward it, and it was gone again; but he knew its direction. This way.
They plowed through the snow. The light did not immediately reappear, and Craig wondered if he had suffered a hallucination, like the mirage of an oasis seen in the desert. Then it flickered into sight and immediately disappeared again.
"I saw it!" Sophie cried.
They trudged on. Two seconds later, it came back into view, and this time it stayed. Craig felt a rush of relief, and realized that for a few moments back there he really had thought he was going to die and take Sophie with him.
When they came closer to the light, he saw that it was the one over the back door. They had walked around in a circle, and now they were back where they had started.