“Well now,” the priest said, tugging at his collar. “And how can I help you, son?”
“Get in the back. Now!”
The priest grinned nervously like Joey’d said something clever, turned and trotted toward the back. Joey pushed the girl ahead of him, enjoying the way she stumbled. Joey really felt like he was getting back his stride.
The priest led the way down a flight of stairs to a little kitchen. Joey kept his back to the wall, his gun trained on the two of them. Without letting the barrel waver, he threw the duffel bag on the table.
“That’s the money,” he said. “So that’s a good start. Now all you gotta do to keep breathing is give me the shit.”
“Well now,” the priest began, “you see that might could pose a bit of . . .”
“It’s not here,” the girl snapped.
“Okay. So where is it?” Joey demanded, moving a step toward them. The priest flushed pink and looked away, shaking his head like he was talking to himself. The girl kept her eyes locked on his.
“It’s coming. My partner Jade, she’s supposed to be here with it any minute.”
The priest shot a look at her, eyebrows raised.
“Then I guess we’ll wait for Jade,” Joey said, grinning cruelly. He stepped close to them now. The priest was already flinching away in expectation of a blow. “If there ain’t no one here soon, though, I’m gonna start getting bored. And then I’m gonna start cutting off fingers.”
He walked backward slowly, a deep satisfaction flowing through him. He was back. For the first time since the fucking arrow, he was really back. It was like riding a bicycle. Just get a couple civilians shitting themselves scared, and it was like his body knew what to do. He had the money, it looked like he could maybe get the drugs. That’d show Mazzucchelli. Shit, that’d show all of them.
Close enough to start celebrating, he figured. He took the bottle out from his pocket and opened it one-handed. The priest raised his eyebrows.
“Good trick, opening them child-proof things like that,” the priest said. “Takes some practice.”
“You shut the fuck up,” Joey said.
“No offense. No offense.”
Joey glared as he sidestepped to the sink and tapped out two bright pink pills onto the counter. The priest was watching with an odd expression as he poured a glass of water with his left hand. Joey scowled, radiating menace as he popped the fag-pink pills into his mouth. He had to take his eyes off the pair for a second when he drank.
As the water washed the pills down, a strange warmth spread in his throat. Panic hit him and he was across to the priest, the barrel of the gun pressed between the fat man’s eyes, before he knew he’d moved.
“What the fuck’s wrong with the fucking water?” he demanded.
The priest managed a wan smile and shook his head.
“It’s got something in it. I can feel it. Like taking a drink.”
“Oh,” the priest said. “That’s not the water, son. That’ll happen sometimes with narcotics. Pain killers especially. The capsule cracks a little on the way down. That is darvon, isn’t it? I always though it was a lovely color.”
“Shut the fuck up!” Joey said. The pills were warm in his gut, and the pleasant, loose sensation spreading to his arms and legs. He took another cautious sip of the water. It didn’t taste weird at all, didn’t make his throat feel hot.
“Try it, if you’d like,” the priest said. “You can just crack one open and wash down a touch of the powder. It does the same.”
“If you’re fucking with me . . .” Joey said, but he took out another pill, cracking it between his fingertips, and popped it into his mouth. It was viciously bitter, but when he drank the water, the warm feeling came again. It had an aftertaste like grapes. He licked his lips. The priest smiled and seemed to relax.
“Shit,” Joey said. “How’d you know about that?”
“My friends and I were known to sample some narcotics in our younger days. Before I took the cloth. Since then I’ve spent a certain amount of my time ministering to folks who shared my peculiar form of weakness. I’m Father Henry Obst, by the way. I’m filling in for Father Squid for a couple weeks while he’s away. This here’s Gina. She’s accepted the protection of the Church.”
“Yeah,” Joey said, sarcastically. “And how’s that going for her?”
“I recall the first time I took codeine,” Father Henry said. He was leaning back now, the air of fear almost entirely gone. “I was just a young thing back then. Grade school. Before I drew . . . well, anyway. My mama gave it to me in cough syrup. That was legal back when I was a pup.”
“Oh yeah?”
“It was a lovely feeling. Now I do have to say that you don’t seem the sort of fella to indulge, though. Not when you’re on the job as it were. I assume it’s for medical needs?”
Joey nodded. His tongue felt a little thick, but the warmth in his gut was relaxing and calm. He was in a perfectly calm place. He was in control. He was good. Hell, he was perfect. “Fucker shot me with an arrow,” he said. “Months ago. Scar tissue’s all messed up with the nerves.”
“Ah,” Father Henry said, nodding sympathetically. “Must be a trial for you.”
“Yeah.”
They were silent for a few minutes—Joey wasn’t sure exactly how many. Time seemed to be doing something weird.
“I recall when I myself was in terrible pain,” the priest said, reflectively. “It wasn’t physical, mostly, but terrible all the same. I could turn . . . that is . . . well, wine was a staple of my diet as a young man. Anyway, it took me some time before I understood I was an addict. I’d lost a great deal that was very dear to me.”
Joey laughed, and waved his gun languidly at the two of them. His hand seemed oddly far away.
“You were an addict?”
“Still am, son,” the priest said gravely. “Will be until the day I die. It’s just a disease, and no shame in it. You just need to get right with yourself and the Lord. You know, God takes care of his own. If you just let Him.”
“It’s not like I’m hooked or anything,” Joey said. “I just need them, you know? I mean it’s not like I take ’em for fun. It’s just . . . if I don’t . . . I just gotta get through the day. I just gotta show the guys I’m not . . . shit, I’m not making sense.”
“Yes, you are, son. You most certainly are.”
Joey nodded. The priest seemed like he was the center of the world. Everything else was narrowing around the thick, pasty face with its calm, accepting expression. Tears filled Joey’s eyes. The little kitchen was swimming.
All the weeks of being laughed at, the shame of his cravings, the nightmares of watching arrows piercing his guys, of being the only one left while his friends died around him—it all bubbled up at once. He lost track of where he was, where the floor was, whether he was standing up.
“Father,” he choked out as the darkness and sorrow enfolded him, “I think I’ve got a problem.”
Father Henry stood over the collapsed thug who lay snoring gently on the floor. The relief mixed pleasantly with what he imagined was a somewhat prideful smugness at Gina’s open-mouthed wonder.
“Now you let that be a lesson to you,” he said. “Always read the warning labels when you get a prescription. Lot of times you mix alcohol with ’em, it’s a very bad idea.”
“Damn,” Gina said. “I mean that’s . . . pathetic.”
“Well now, give him a little benefit. He didn’t know no better. Gina, if . . . well now, if you’re going to be going, I think you might best be at it. This fine young man is only going to be asleep for so long.”
The girl looked at him, nodded, and picked the duffel from the table. She hesitated for a moment, then leaned over and kissed him briefly on the lips.
“Thank you,” she said, and was gone up the stairs.
Father Henry sighed and slowly dragged the unconscious thug to the cot, rolled him onto it and covered him with the blanket Gina had been using. It was odd the way God put things together and took them apart. But then he supposed that was what they meant by ineffable. The question of what to do with his new ward, now, was an interesting problem. He didn’t imagine there was a Hired Thugs Anonymous, but given his last few days, he wasn’t going to rule it out either.
When he lumbered up the stairs, he was surprised to find Gina sitting in the front pew, her head in her hands.
“He’s here,” she said. “Out on the street.”
“Who’s here?”
“Demise,” she said, and it came out like she was already dead. “And the other one’s out back. I’m fucked.”
She dropped the duffel bag and sat on the front pew, her head in her hands. She was weeping.
“Now you just tough back up there, miss,” Father Henry said. “It’s like I told you. You accepted the protection of the church, and that means me. I took care of things with that last gentleman, and I’ll take care of his one too.”
“Don’t be a shithead. That guy was some pill-popping dumbfuck. Demise is an ace.”
“Watch your language,” he said, picking up the bag and stowing it back behind the pulpit. “You go downstairs and wash yourself up. I’ll find us a way to settle this thing out.”
She looked up at him with a mixture of hope and disbelief on her face. He only raised his eyebrows—one of the expressions he’d practiced, so he had a pretty clear idea how it looked on him—and pointed to the stairs. She didn’t have much faith in him; that was clear enough from the way she moved. She went, though.
Once she was gone, Father Henry rolled up his sleeves and rubbed his hands together. “Quasi! Come over here, boy. I need to talk with you. Who exactly is this Demise fella?”
Demise stood in a doorway across the street from the Church of Jesus Christ, Joker, where he could watch the front doors and the side. Phan was somewhere on the other side, keeping an eye on the other side and the back. The whore hadn’t come out, though he’d seen her poke her head out the door once. It didn’t seem likely that she’d actually stashed the shit in the church, but the longer she stayed in there, the more he was willing to consider it.