The Traitor's Kiss (Traitor's Trilogy #1)
Erin Beaty
For Michael, first and last. And for Him: Fiat voluntas tua in omnibus.
1
UNCLE WILLIAM HAD returned over an hour ago, yet he hadn’t summoned her.
Sage sat at her desk in the schoolroom, trying not to fidget. Jonathan always fidgeted through her lessons, whether from boredom or resentment that she—a girl only a few years older—was his teacher. She didn’t care, but she wouldn’t give him a reason to sneer at her. Right now his head was bent over a map of Demora he was labeling. He only put in effort when his siblings had similar work that could be compared to his. Sage had discovered that early on and leveraged it against his contempt.
She clenched her fist to keep from tapping her fingers, while her eyes darted to the window. Servants and laborers hustled about the courtyard, beating dust from rugs and building up the hay stores for the coming winter. Their movements coupled with the steady creak of wagons loaded with grain echoing from the road, creating a rhythm that normally soothed her, but not today. Lord Broadmoor had set out that morning for Garland Hill on errands unknown. When his horse trotted through the manor house gate in the early afternoon, her uncle tossed the reins to the hostler while casting a smug look at the schoolroom window.
That was when she knew the trip had been about her.
He’d been gone long enough to have spent only an hour in town, which was somewhat flattering. Someone had agreed to take her as an apprentice—the herb shop or the candle maker or weaver maybe. She’d sweep floors for the blacksmith if she had to. And she could keep her earnings. Most girls who worked had to support a convent orphanage or family, but the Broadmoors didn’t need the money, and Sage more than earned her keep as a tutor.
She glanced to the wide oak table where Aster focused on her own map, eyes narrowed in concentration as her plump fingers awkwardly gripped the coloring stick. Yellow for Crescera, the breadbasket of Demora, where Sage had lived her whole life within a fifty-mile radius. As the five-year-old exchanged her yellow stick for a green one, Sage tried to calculate how much she would need to save before she could consider leaving, but where would she go?
She smiled as her gaze drifted to the map hanging on the opposite wall. Mountains that touched the clouds. Oceans that never ended. Cities that buzzed like beehives.
Anywhere.
Uncle William wanted her off his hands as much as Sage wanted to leave.
So why hadn’t he called her yet?
She was done waiting. Sage sat forward in her chair and sifted through the papers stacked before her. So much paper, it was a waste, but it was a status symbol with which Uncle William could afford to supply his children. Sage could rarely bring herself to throw any away, even after four years of living here. From a stack of books, she pulled out a dry volume of history she hadn’t looked at in over a week. She stood, tucking the book under her arm. “I’ll be back in a few minutes.”
The three older children glanced up and went back to their work without comment, but Aster’s dark-blue eyes followed her every movement. Sage tried to ignore the knot of guilt forming in her stomach. Taking an apprenticeship meant leaving her favorite cousin behind, but Aster didn’t need Sage’s mothering anymore. Aunt Braelaura loved the girl as if she were her own now.
Sage hurried out of the room, closing the door behind her. At the library she paused to wipe her hands over the hairs that had escaped her coiled braid and willed them to stay flat for the next fifteen minutes. Then she squared her shoulders and took a deep breath. In her eagerness she knocked harder than she intended, and the sharp noise made her cringe.
“Enter.”
She pushed the heavy door open and took two steps inside before sinking into a curtsy. “Pardon the disturbance, Uncle, but I needed to return this”—she held up the book, and suddenly her reason seemed inadequate—“and fetch another for, um, lessons.”
Uncle William looked up from behind a half-dozen parchments scattered on his desk. A gleaming sword hung from the leather belt looped on the back of his chair. Ridiculous, that. He wore it like he was some protector of the realm; all it really meant was he’d made the two-month round trip to the capital city of Tennegol and sworn fealty before the king’s court. She doubted he’d ever encountered anything more threatening than an aggressive beggar, though his expanding girth certainly threatened the belt. Sage ground her teeth and stayed locked in her low position until he acknowledged her. He liked to take his time, as if she needed to be reminded who ruled her life.
“Yes, come in,” he said, sounding pleased. His hair was still windblown from his ride, and he’d not changed from his dusty riding jacket, meaning whatever was happening was happening fast. She straightened and tried not to look at him expectantly.
He set the quill down and gestured to her. “Come here, please, Sage.”
This was it. She nearly ran across the room. Sage halted at his desk as he folded one of the papers. A glance told her they were personal letters, which struck her as odd. Was he that glad to see her leave that he was telling his friends? And why would he tell everyone else before her? “Yes, Uncle?”
“You were sixteen last spring. It’s time we settled your future.”
Sage clutched her book and contained her response to an enthusiastic nod.
He stroked his blackened mustache and cleared his throat. “Therefore, I have arranged your evaluation with Darnessa Rodelle—”
“What?” Matchmaking was the only profession she hadn’t considered, the only one she absolutely hated. “I don’t want to be—”
She broke off, abruptly realizing what he meant. The book tumbled from her hands and landed open on the floor.
“I’m to be matched?”
Uncle William nodded, obviously pleased. “Yes, Mistress Rodelle is focusing on the Concordium next summer, but I explained we fully expect it to take years to find someone willing to marry you.”
Even in the fog of denial, the insult hit her like a physical blow, stealing her breath.
He waved an ink-stained hand at the letters before him. “I’m already writing to young men of my acquaintance, inviting them for visits. With any luck, some will admire you enough to inquire with Mistress Rodelle. It’s her decision, but there’s no harm in helping her along.”
She fumbled for words. The region’s high matchmaker took only noble candidates, or rich ones, or extraordinary ones. Sage was none of those. “But why would she accept me?”
“Because you are under my care.” Uncle William folded his hands on the desk with a smile. “So we’re able to make something good come of your situation after all.”