I stumbled after Patrick and Alex. We ran through the open doors, Chet’s cries carrying behind us.
When we got back to the gym, a lot of the kids were crammed on top of the bleachers at the windows. They parted as we climbed up and took our place at the sill.
Twining his fingers in the chain-link, Chet looked up at us, his face lit with terror.
I pressed my palm to the window. I would’ve done anything for him not to feel so alone. Next to me Alex wiped her cheeks and said, “Damn it. Damn it.”
Chet’s face suddenly went blank, as if something had washed through his features beneath the skin. His hands dropped to his sides.
Then he shuddered.
A current of emotion passed through the kids around us. Many turned from the window; some leaned closer.
Chet’s eyes blackened, and then the ash blew away. We ducked further beneath the sill, barely peering over.
He turned and began walking a straight line, his head lowered to the ground. Then he turned again, walking past JoJo’s Frisbee. As he continued his pattern, the kids drifted away from the casement windows, one by one, until only me, Patrick, and Alex remained.
Chet’s legs carried him across a front lawn and into an alley between houses. We watched until he disappeared from view.
*
Late that night I was awakened by a wet slurping on the side of my face. I turned my head into a gust of dog breath. Wrinkling my nose, I sat up as Cassius whined.
“Okay, okay,” I said. “I’ll take you out.”
I crept from the gym and down the dark corridor, nodding at the lookouts. Cassius hustled along with me. We veered toward the humanities wing, stepping out into the sheltered picnic area, which I’d designated as his bathroom spot. Since the wings of the building folded around the benches, it was the outside zone most hidden from the surrounding streets.
As Cassius did his business in the flower bed, I leaned against one of the trees, blinking sleepily.
That’s when I sensed movement beyond.
My hands clutched instinctively at my sides, but my baling hooks were back at the supply station. I was defenseless. And yet Cassius wasn’t growling.
I leaned around the trunk, Alex and Patrick coming slowly into view. She was sitting up on one of the picnic tables and he was standing, leaning into her, holding her face.
His voice carried to me. “—not sure exactly when, but Dr. Chatterjee said it was one A.M. Or a little after. He didn’t deliver me, but he was there with my dad.”
It took me a moment to understand that he was talking about when he’d been born.
Alex’s voice came sharp and angry. “So we only have one hour of the last day. It’s not a day at all.”
“Hey,” he said softly. He tried to tilt her chin up so she’d look at him, but she fought it, blinking back tears. “Hey,” he said again.
She shook her head. “There has to be something. There has to be some way to … to…”
“I could stop breathing,” he said, “but that probably wouldn’t help me much either.”
She didn’t laugh. “Forty-eight hours,” she said, still not meeting his eyes. “That’s what we have. That’s all we have.”
Finally she let him turn her face upward. He said, “Then let’s spend it the best we can.”
She nodded. “Okay. You’re right. I’m sorry.”
They embraced.
I knew I was watching something I wasn’t supposed to see, and yet I couldn’t stop.
“You have to take care of Chance,” he said. “He’s tough, but he’s still just a kid.”
The words felt like a slap.
Alex nodded, rolling her lips over her teeth and biting down, trying to fight off tears. They hugged again, squeezing each other tight.
Cassius finished, and I pulled back quietly from the flower bed and headed inside, filled with more feelings than I could make sense of.
Lying on my cot in the darkness, I realized what the worst part was.
It was that Patrick was right.
I was just a kid.
Sometime later my brother crept between the cots and stood over me. His face looked hard, even angry. “When I start to change, you take me out right away. Understand? I want it to be you.”
“Patrick, I—”
“You don’t hesitate. You do it.”
“You won’t change.” I could hear the desperation in my voice, and I hated myself for it, hated him for being right about what he’d said out there. “You can’t turn into one of them.”
“Chance,” he said. “We gotta deal with reality. Now, promise me.”
I swallowed around the lump in my throat. “I promise.”
*
Thirty-six hours till Patrick died.
The next two days passed like torture, the hours dragging like claws across my skin.