The Lovely Reckless

Dad can walk into any one of them and use the facilities, but the undercover task forces don’t have regular offices in police buildings. They rent commercial office space above law firms and interior-design studios.

This is one of the older barracks, tan brick with a brown shingled roof. It looks like it belongs in a documentary from the nineties. The Maryland state flag flying out front is the only thing that isn’t outdated.

Dad won’t be happy if I walk in there, but I’m doing it for Marco.

I push through the door and walk straight to the counter. An officer wearing a brown-and-tan uniform eyes me suspiciously. “Can I help you, young lady?”

“Yes, sir. I think my dad is here. Jimmy Devereux? He’s with the Regional Auto Theft Task Force.” I say each word with confidence, as if I drop by to visit my dad all the time.

The trooper peers over the counter. “You’re Jimmy’s daughter? Frances, right?”

“Frankie.”

“I was close. Jimmy talks about you whenever he comes in.” He smiles. I’m a cop’s daughter, which makes me one of their own. He points at the door to my left. “Come on back, and I’ll see if I can track him down.”

He reaches for the phone receiver in front of him.

“I wanted to surprise him,” I say quickly.

“All right.”

He buzzes the door open for me. On the other side, desks are arranged in rows.

The officer who buzzed me in talks to a few cops in street clothes wearing shoulder holsters over their T-shirts.

“Your dad is sitting in on an interrogation,” he says when he comes back. “When he takes a break, we’ll call him out.”

“Thanks.”

“You can wait over there.” He points at a bank of white plastic chairs that look like the red ones in the lobby where I sat on the night of my DUI.

The room smells like old sneakers and hamburgers.

A cop barrels his way through, followed by another officer and a pissed-off guy in handcuffs. The guy jerks against the cop’s hold, and I shrink back.

“Get your hands off me, or I’ll sue your asses for police brutality.” The guy’s nose bleeds onto his lips, and he spits on the floor. “I know my rights. You can’t bust into somebody’s house.”

Watching the guy walk away in cuffs makes me think of Marco. Is he handcuffed right now? I spot my father across the room. He rushes toward me, his expression shifting from concerned to suspicious.

“How did you know I was here?” He already knows the answer, and his expression darkens. “You came because of him.” I’m betraying my dad—that’s the message.

I push myself out of the sticky plastic seat, knees shaking. “Dad—”

“Not here.” He clenches his jaw and takes my elbow, leading me toward the offices in the back. I smile at the cops who say hi as we pass. I’m not trying to humiliate my father. I’m trying to save the boy I love.

Dad opens one of the doors and pushes me inside. Tyson stands by an open window holding a cigarette and a portable travel fan. “Hey, Frankie.”

“I told you to stop smoking in here.” Dad points at the cigarette.

Tyson holds up his blue fan. “I’ve got the fan on, Jimmy. Relax.”

“We need some privacy. Father-daughter talk.” Dad’s tone is icy.

Tyson stubs out the cigarette on the bottom of his work boot and shuts the door as he leaves.

I’ve never seen Dad so angry. He turns on me the second Tyson closes the door. “I told you not to see Marco Leone again, didn’t I? Or did you think that was a request?”

“I’m sorry, Dad. But you can’t charge him. Please.” My voice shakes.

“Do you think I brought him here for a tour? We busted him sitting behind the wheel of a stolen car.” Dad stands and presses his palms against the table in front of him. “Let me repeat that part in case you missed it the first time. He was sitting in a stolen car with the key in the ignition.”

“You don’t know the whole story. Marco’s dad stole cars for someone else before he was arrested. After his father went to jail, the guy he worked for came after Marco. The guy told Marco that he had to pay off his father’s debt.” I’m talking too fast, but if I slow down, Dad might cut me off before I finish. “He knew Marco and his sister were living alone, and he threatened to report them to Child Services if Marco didn’t pay him.”

“Marco should’ve gone to the police.”

I’m not getting through to my dad. “He couldn’t, not without losing his sister. Marco didn’t want to steal cars. His dad’s boss forced—”

“Forced him to do it?” Dad shouts over me. “Is that what you want me to believe? When Tyson and I followed him, Marco drove straight from the Heights to that car. No one was forcing him. I could’ve waited until he drove it to the dockyard and arrested him for felony theft.”

My head spins, caught on something Dad said.

When Tyson and I followed him, he drove straight from the Heights …

I jump out of the chair. It tips over and falls backward, crashing against the floor.

“You used me!” I shout.

Dad leans toward me, his hands still planted on the desk. “No. You lied to me, and I found out.”

“I’m in love with him, and there’s nothing you can do about it.” My voice cracks, and I can’t hold back the tears. “I’ll be eighteen in four months.”