“Well, I wish you had blasted him.” She eases herself onto the bed and begins untying the laces of her boots. “He would have deserved it. He was insulting you and every other person who’s ever risked, or lost, his life. I’m sure having some bum tell you that there is no war, when you carry the scars to prove it exists, must make you angry.”
There’s really nowhere to go in this room besides the bed, so I lean back against the door as casually as possible. “It’s not the first time I’ve heard it.”
She frowns, kicking off one boot, then the other. “So, you weren’t just ‘in the navy.’ You’re this super-elite soldier.”
I heave a sigh. It was a moment of weakness—and pride—that made me admit that. “Yeah, I guess so.”
“Why don’t you like talking about it?” She’s not even looking at me when she asks that; she’s focusing on her laces instead. It’s so unlike her to seem shy, but so is asking personal questions. Up until now, she’s had a keen sense for touchy subjects and veered away whenever she sensed she’d hit too close to home. So to see her sitting on this bed now, frowning with curiosity, averting her gaze with hesitation . . . I’m guessing it’s a side of Ivy that most people don’t get to see.
And I’m afraid it’s a side of Ivy that actually cares.
I wish it was smart to let her care. I wish I knew how to let her get closer to me. “I just don’t.”
She purses her lips, her gaze lifting to meet mine. I see her vulnerability shuttering, her temperature cooling. The need to get to know me shrinking away.
“I promised Dakota I’d do her next piece for her tonight.” She stands and stretches her slender arms around in the air, rolling her shoulders to loosen them. “And if I have to listen to that ass during it, I’m going to kill him. Accidentally, of course.”
She’s making a joke—I think—but all I hear is the part where she’s going to need her kit. “You’re doing it right now?” If she opens that case, she’s going to see that it’s not set right. Ivy’s the type of person to notice that kind of thing. And be suspicious of it. Then she’ll start adjusting the foam and if she adjusts the foam she could find the tape, and if she finds the tape, she’ll watch the tape, and if she watches the tape . . . Bentley’s words ring loud in my ear.
Whatever’s on that tape, Ivy can’t know about it. She needs to stay in the dark.
“Yeah. As soon as she’s done smoking the joint she just lit. I want to get it over with. I’m tired.”
“Then you should wait until tomorrow. Didn’t you just spend seven hours on some asshole yesterday?”
She’s walking toward me, her eyes on the case. “I’ll be fine. Speaking of some asshole, you haven’t done shit for your side all day, have you?” She glares at me with reproach as she leans down to reach for the handle.
My hand shoots under her arm, pulling her upright and to me. Thinking fast. “You’re right, I haven’t. Can you do it for me?”
“You’re a big boy. You can manage it.” She twists, trying to pull away from me.
I have no choice. I scoop her up by the armpits and carry her with ease to the adjoining bathroom.
“Don’t fucking manhandle me!” she snaps, shoving against my stomach the second I put her down. When I don’t even budge, she settles on shooting daggers at me with her eyes.
I say nothing as I span my arms across the width of the crammed space to slide both pocket doors closed. I reach over my head to yank my T-shirt off, then unbuckle my belt and jeans, and push them down an inch or two lower than I need to for the purposes of my tattoo.
Her eyes immediately drop to my chest and slip down, before she catches herself and averts her gaze.
But I don’t miss the hitch in her breath.
“Fine,” she snaps, spinning around to the sink to wash her hands. There’s really only standing room for one in here, giving me every excuse to be in her personal space. “I didn’t work on your body for seven hours so you can fuck up that piece of art. You can’t forget. Three times a day, especially with it being so fresh.”