“Y-Your Highness,” she stuttered. “I’m so sorry for keeping it from you. We figured it was innocent and—”
“Trixie, I don’t care about what you’ve done. I have much bigger fae to fry. Just tell me where it is.”
She chewed her bottom lip. “On the corner of Tennyson and Nelson, under the green bench.”
Kade and I exchanged a single glance; he looked satisfied. Probably glad he didn’t have to break any bones to get that information.
“Thank you,” I said to Trixie, even though my wolf was growling inside, trying to force the change on me. She kinda wanted to rip this bear shifter’s head from her shoulders for keeping information of an illegal vortex from her king. I also knew my wolf would be jealous of any female, even Calista, until we were properly mated and she had staked her claim on him.
“Are you going to shut it down?” Trixie asked Kade, and I could see her guilt. She knew she’d sold out Baladar and her friends, but she’d had no choice. When your king asks you for something, you give it to him.
“I’m going to use it,” Kade said.
Trixie’s brows furrowed, and she moved even closer, which really annoyed my wolf. “The vortex? When?”
Kade gave her a look that said he didn’t like being questioned. She hurried on to explain: “I ask because the vortex only works on Wednesday nights after 9pm.”
Crap! It was Saturday. I couldn’t sit on my butt for four days while Violet endured gods-knew-what in the fae lands at the hands of our enemy.
Kade reached out and ran a gentle hand from the base of my spine up to the nape of my neck, his touch both soothing and frustrating. Growls were actually rumbling my chest now. I was losing the battle with keeping my wolf contained.
“Thank you,” he said to Trixie. She bowed deeply and walked back to her station. I caught a few curious glances over her shoulder at me, but for the most part she remained professional.
“We’ll find another way,” Kade said as he turned to me.
I knew there was no other way without causing a war. I had played mecca chess enough to know that Selene would see any act of entering Manhattan as an assassination attempt. I was banned, and in her eyes Kade was the enemy.
It was a heavy silence as we walked back to the golf cart and I sank into my seat. “Four days. Violet could be anywhere by then.”
Calista spoke up suddenly: “Didn’t you tell me that time worked differently over there?”
I perked up. “Yes!” I turned to face her with a little hope in my heart. The Summer Court prince had told me he could buy me a few weeks in his time, which was a few seasons here. So four days here was probably only a day over there.
“Okay, Wednesday we get Violet back,” I said.
Hang on, Vi. I’m coming for you.
Later that night I found myself at the grand dining table with Kade. We were back on Staten Island, and it was a relief to feel the mecca around me again. The council definitely had not separated me from it, although the dulling of the connection was there. I wasn’t sure they could ever fully separate me from it now; it felt like it was permanently part of me. Like Calista said, until death.
Since this was the bear’s territory, I wasn’t breaking any rules, but I knew word would spread to Selene – we had spies everywhere – that I was back in the boroughs, and she would retaliate. I really didn’t care though. I was surrounded by all the shifters I loved in the world: Calista, Finn, Winnie, and my four remaining dominants, Blaine, Monica, Jen, and Victor. They’d refused to go into service for Selene, and were now exiled with me. All of us mourned Ben, all of us angry we could not send him off in true warrior fashion as we had for Derek. But we were having our own private ceremony soon.
Victor in particular was stony-faced, darkness washing away his normally jovial expression. He’d lost two of his brothers now – not brothers in blood, but by a bond far greater: love. He had briefly spoken to me when we arrived here; his need for revenge was strong. I had to make sure he didn’t go after the fae himself and die in the process. Anger and vengeance were terrible fuels for shifters; it made us hard and bitter. Changed who we were. Let the beast control us.
Victor’s eyes flashed to me and I could see the wolf there. I’m not sure I’d ever get my friend back; in so many ways I’d lost all three of them now. Blaine was at his side, tense, not eating much, but he still looked like my beautiful friend, just with sadder eyes and a heavier heart. He was the only one keeping Victor together. Jen and Monica were doing what they could, but each of us were mourning and had very little comfort to offer anybody.
I wanted to kill the fae all over again. And make it more painful this time.
Kade reached across then and ran his hand up my thigh, comforting and hot, sending tingles of mecca through my body. I pushed down my sorrow as hard as I could, utilizing all my skills. As queen, my compartmentalizing was second to none. I focused on what was perfect right now. Kade.
Being with him like this had my heart overfull. There was so much pressure and emotion in my chest that it was hard to contain. Even though I hadn’t said the words, I loved him more than any other in my world, and that was why I wasn’t completely falling apart over the loss of my crown, the loss of Violet, and the death of my people. Kade was holding me together. It was as if his love was a balm, a glue. With him at my side I knew I could keep myself together long enough to save my best friend and deal with the fae. After that I’d fall apart – pull out these emotions and let them consume me. Until then I had to stay strong.
I loved the bear king. Holy crap.
It wasn’t one little thing which I could pinpoint to tell me why, or how this had happened. There were a million of them – the way my wolf howled for his bear; the way his kiss stole my breath and had my heart beating fast; how kind he was, his protective instincts so different to wolf males. He was more dominant than me, and I was somehow okay with that. Most of the time.
Kade’s copper eyes sparkled as that sexy grin lifted his chin. Dimples flashed at me through the scruff on his face, and I forced myself not to lean over and nuzzle into him. Gerald interrupted us by crossing to his king and whispering into his ear. I could have listened in, but I would not betray Kade’s privacy like that. If he wanted me to know, he’d tell me.
His expression grew grim, the smile fading away, taking my favorite dimple with it.
“Everything okay?” I said as Gerald took his seat at the table. Yeah, so much for privacy. I wanted to know.