The first taste of her on my tongue was like sinking into a heated pool of comfort. Fuck. I’d missed her taste, the scent of her. I’d never forgotten the way she made my insides clench with an intense need, a need that became an obsession. Fuck, who was I kidding? She was my obsession before I even fucked her.
I parted her lips with my fingers and suckled her clit while I teased her opening, not entering… not yet.
She lifted her hips. “Kai.”
“Wait. Tonight we take our time. Slow and precise, braveheart. Just like your experiments.” She stiffened beneath me and I’d have none of that. I sucked harder and slid my finger through her wetness before slowly circling the sweet spot.
Her body writhed, eyes closed, lips parted as I relentlessly played, tasted and made her forget everything except what I was doing to her body.
“Kai,” she whispered.
Her back arched, neck exposed, breathing ragged as she panted. I quickened my movements as her legs trembled and closed around my shoulders.
“Come, baby.” My voice vibrated on her sex sending her over the edge.
“Oh, God. Kai. Kai….”
Her body stiffened, hips raised off the bed, thighs shaking violently as she came in my mouth. I pushed two fingers inside her and she screamed with pleasure as she came. She pulsed around my fingers. She pumped onto them and then I slowly brought her back down with a light flick of my tongue.
I raised my head and looked at her face. “Beautiful. Fuckin’ beautiful.”
I’d dreamed about seeing that relaxed, sated expression on her face again. I couldn’t erase what happened to her and I wasn’t going to dwell on what had been done to her body. The men who had touched her were dead now.
Her hand slipped into my hair and I moved up the bed to settle my cock between her legs. She frowned as I took hold of it and slid it up and down through her wetness.
“Condom, Kai.”
I stilled. “You were checked and your results were clear.” That deepened her frown. I raised my brows and half-grinned. “London, do you think I wouldn’t check into you once Deck took you from the auction. That you never contacted your friends when you came home or went back to school? That you refused to visit your dad at the lab or be near men? That you went to therapy and were on medication that made you spend days in bed? I know everything about you.”
“How?”
Because I had Ernie watching her all the time. Because I couldn’t not know. Despite having to stay away from her, I never let her go. She was part of me whether either of us wanted it. But at that moment, I didn’t want to tell her about Ernie. And I wouldn’t lie so I remained quiet.
“Kai? How did you know?”
Her soft voice drew me away from my thoughts and even my cock wasn’t throbbing anymore. I rolled to the side and stared at the ceiling. “I saw the doctor’s report. Blood tests.”
“But how… that’s confidential.” God, she really had no clue what I was capable of. When I turned my head to look at her, I raised my brows. “Oh.” Yeah, she was smart. Nothing would keep me from finding information I wanted or needed when it came to London.
But there was information I did want regarding Vault and was beginning to quietly check. Location of the farm, the anonymous member of Vault and what the fuck was in the drug London’s father developed. Those three answers had power and I wanted them.
“We still need a condom,” she said.
“Haven’t been with anyone since I was last checked.” Twice a year, mandatory physical with Vault, but that wasn’t the only reason. I hadn’t been with a woman since London. There was no one else. Even knowing I may never see her again, there wasn’t a single moment that I considered having sex with anyone else.
I reached over and yanked her up on top of me. “There’s no possibility of pregnancy. Ever.” All Vault operatives were sterilized since Mother took over and the farm came into existence, a way to make certain no child we fathered or mothered became more important than them.
As she straddled me, her mouth inches away, I wanted to kiss her so fuckin’ desperately. I hadn’t tasted her lips before. I had never tasted any woman’s. It was too personal.
But everything about us was personal.
“That isn’t always a hundred percent, Kai.”
True. Especially since the doctor they used to do the procedure had been unwilling and under extreme duress. “Neither are condoms.” She smiled. “No more talking, baby. Now I want to hear you moan.” I reached between us and placed my cock at her entrance then I slowly tilted my hips as I pushed inside her. It was agonizing because my body wanted to thrust when my mind wanted to savor. My mind won.
She was tight as hell and it never felt better. It was like every inch of my body remembered what it felt like being deep inside her and it was screaming yes.
She wiggled a bit and I sank deeper. I grabbed her hips and she latched onto my arms and started moving. “Kai. Why does it feel so good?”
I knew the answer but I wouldn’t say it. Not aloud. Never.