“Where are you, Kate?” she wondered aloud, and when her first thought was of Riley and Prosperity and the coffee shop table with the Wardens, she decided she didn’t want to play the stupid game anymore.
She had passed the mirror in the hall three times—now she stopped in front of it, a pair of scissors in her hand. Avoiding her own gaze—she didn’t want to see the silver spreading, didn’t need to be reminded, could feel the thing like a weight, leaning against her thoughts—she loosened her hair, combed it before her eyes, and began to trim.
Strips of blond fell to the floor, and Kate didn’t stop until her hair carved a path across her face, sweeping over her left eye. Just another scar.
Torn between the desire to collapse and the fear of letting her guard down enough to sleep, she raided the kitchen cabinets (she ended up with powdered coffee, a liter of water, and a protein bar processed enough to last an apocalypse), switched on every flashlight she could find, and finally retreated to the living room.
Slumping down onto the couch, she dug the tablet out of her bag and booted a message window.
Riley, she started, then stopped when she remembered there was no connection, no signal to tap into.
Her fingers hovered over the blank screen. The cursor blinked, waiting, and she knew it was useless, but the house was too quiet and the monsters too loud, so she started typing anyway.
My real name is Katherine Olivia Harker.
Her fingers moved haltingly across the screen.
My mother’s name was Alice. My father’s was Callum. I didn’t want to lie, but sometimes it’s so much easier than the truth. Shorter. I just wanted to start over.
Have you ever done that?
It’s freeing, at first, like shedding a heavy coat. And then you get cold, and you realize life’s not a coat at all. It’s skin. It’s something you can’t take off without losing yourself, too.
Kate stopped, pressing her palms against her eyes. Why was she writing about Verity as if she’d missed it, as if she’d been looking for an excuse to go home?
She set the tablet aside, the message unfinished, and stretched out, pulling a blanket around her shoulders. Outside the house, the Corsai grew restless, the grinding of their claws and teeth now paired with whispers that whistled through the cracks like wind.
come out little harker come out come outcomeoutcomeout
It sounded as if they were right beyond the windows.
Kate tensed as nails scraped over glass, her nerves tightening with every hiss and scratch and taunt. The iron spike sat on the table, and her fingers drifted toward it as Rick’s tired eyes and desperate words came back to her.
Just one night. Let me sleep.
Kate dug through her bag and came up with the music player, skimming through the songs until she found something with a heavy beat. It filled her good ear, blocking out the Corsai’s relentless calls, and she turned the volume up and up and up until it drowned out the monster in her head as well.
The Malchai fell to the ground at August’s feet, a hole torn through its chest.
“That was close,” said Harris, stepping over another body.
“Too close,” said Ani, breathless, a shallow cut along her cheek.
It had been a careless attack: a pair of Malchai and a Fang had thought to catch them by surprise, as if two monsters and a human stood a chance against a squad of FTFs, especially one with a Sunai at the helm.
“What should we do with this one?” asked Jackson. The Fang was trussed up at his feet, one eye swelling shut and blood running into rotting teeth.
It would be easy enough to reap his soul, but August had already taken a half dozen lives, and the thought of taking on another made his bones ache.
“Call a jeep,” he said. “We’ll take him alive. See if Soro can get anything useful out of him.”
They started back, covering the short distance to the Seam, but as the barricade drew nearer, August’s steps slowed.
The thought of returning to the Compound, of standing still with all these souls inside him—no wonder Leo never stopped.
The night was full of monsters, and he needed to hunt.
So hunt, said his brother.
And why shouldn’t he?
They reached the Seam’s gate. Harris signaled on the comm and the doors ground open, the jeep waiting for them on the other side. The squad passed through, but August stopped.
Harris glanced back at him. “What’s up?”
“I’ll meet you back at the Compound.”
“No way,” said Ani.
“If you’re going back out,” added Jackson, “we’ll go with you.”
“That’s not necessary,” said August. He was already turning to go when Harris caught him by the arm.
“No solo missions, sir,” said Harris. That was the Night Squad’s first and most important rule. If you had to work the dark, you did it in teams.
That rule is for them.
Leo was right. August didn’t need a team.
“Let go of me,” he warned, and when Harris didn’t, he shoved the soldier back into Ani, hard enough to send both of them stumbling. Something crossed their faces, but August turned away without trying to read it.
“Take the Fang to the cells,” he said. “That’s an order.”
And this time, when he walked away, no one tried to stop him.
It was a strange thing, to walk alone.
He had grown so used to the echo of other footfalls, the need to think about other bodies, other lives. Without them, he was free.
The lights of South City faded with every step, and August kept his violin out and ready, the neck in one hand and the bow in the other, as he followed the whisper of shadows.
But something was off. The night was too still, the streets too empty, and he could feel the monsters drawing back into the dark.
His comm crackled. “August,” said Henry sternly. “What are you doing?”
“My job,” he said simply, switching off the device just before the streetlights to every side flickered and went out, plunging him into darkness.
A moment later, a sound cut the night—not a scream, but a laugh, high and gritty and full of venom.
“Sunai, Sunai, eyes like coal, play me a song and steal my soul.”
Alice. He turned in a slow circle, trying to find her, but the voice echoed off buildings, and eyes began to dot the dark, red and white against the curtain of black.
He lifted the violin, bow resting on the strings as her voice drifted forward.
“What are you waiting for?” she taunted.
The darkness stirred, and four Malchai stepped out of shadow.
“Won’t you play us a song?”
As if on cue, they attacked.
The Malchai were fast, but for once, August was faster.
He drew the first note, the sound crisp and clear enough to cut the night. It should have cut the monsters, too, stopped them in their tracks.
But it didn’t.
They kept coming, and August retreated one step, two, his bow slicing over the strings, song pouring into the space between them, taking shape, drawing ribbons of light, but the monsters didn’t slow, didn’t stop, didn’t even seem to hear—