I pull back and look at him, at the muted glow in his eyes. The muted smile on his lips. I nod, and walk with Kol back to his place in the circle, where I sit down beside him on a wide bearskin pelt.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see something stir the dune grass that spreads toward the path. Something is there. If the circumstances were different, I wouldn’t even notice it, or maybe I’d assume it was a bird or a vole.
But I know that it’s not. I know it is my sister Lees, staying hidden, listening. I can only imagine how much she will have to say to me in the hut tonight.
My brother, who had been hovering just at the edge of the circle, returns to its center. His eyes are a bit puffy and his cheeks slightly flushed.
“I would like to speak now about my younger sister Seeri and the second son of Arem and Mala, Pek.” My brother hesitates, raising a large hand to his face and covering his eyes. He draws in a long, slow breath. Could it be that he’s overcome with emotion? He’d wanted Seeri to marry his friend Morsk. She and Pek had fought him—had worked to change his mind. Could he have found their love so moving?
“Chev.” Kol’s mother leaps to her feet like a rabbit escaping a snare. “If Seeri is interested in a betrothal to Pek, such a betrothal would honor and please our family, as well. My husband and I have always wanted a union between Seeri and Pek. If that is what she wants.”
“It is,” Seeri starts, climbing to her feet as quickly as Mala had. She is so lovely. There is a vulnerability in the way she stands—her hands floating at her sides, all her weight tilting forward as if she is about to unfurl wings and fly. “It is what I want, as long as it is still what Pek wants.”
With all eyes on him, Pek’s chest gives a single heave, and he raises his face. Wordlessly, he gets to his feet and moves to Seeri, who takes his hand.
They worked to be together, I think. They suffered through uncertainty and worked to change Chev’s mind, and now they have a future. My thoughts are distracted by the sound of cheers. Pek holds Seeri out at the end of his arm, as if presenting her to the gathered clan leaders, and she blushes. But I don’t see even a hint of embarrassment on Pek’s face, damp with tears. I stamp my own feet in approval.
“I know Arem would be filled with happiness at these betrothals,” Mala says, emotion breaking through her voice for the first time today. “Even though we will lose Pek to the Olen, we know that he will not really be gone to us, as the Manu look forward to a strong alliance with the Olen. In fact, I think it won’t be long until we will have a third betrothal, between our youngest, Roon, and your sister Lees.”
My brother, still standing, takes a step back from Mala. He drops his eyes, clears his throat, shakes his head. “I’m sorry,” he says, “but that betrothal won’t be possible.”
Up until these words from Chev, I’ve been slumped contentedly against Kol’s shoulder. But now I sit upright. I must have misunderstood him. But I see the look of confusion on Mala’s face, and I know I heard him correctly.
“The Olen are in a difficult situation, despite these advantageous betrothals today. Pek will be a great gain for our clan, and I’m happy to have him as a brother. But his marriage to Seeri creates a problem for the Olen. I am the clan’s High Elder, but I am childless. That will not change. The Divine knows the next High Elder will not be my child. So the Divine looks to my sisters. The oldest, Mya, will be the wife of the High Elder of the Manu. Seeri, the next, has also chosen to marry a Manu, and despite Pek’s many strengths, he would not be the ideal father to the child who would grow to lead the Olen clan.”
A hole opens inside me, rippling wider, as if this proclamation of Chev’s is a stone dropped into a dark lake. Without knowing what I intend to say, I climb to my feet. “But Pek is an excellent hunter. He’s skilled at boat-making and hut-building—he and Kol built the hut we sleep in—”
“All this is true. If those were all the things necessary to father a strong High Elder, I would happily relent.” He pauses, and looking around seems to notice for the first time that every person gathered here is watching him, waiting for this explanation. He closes his eyes and rubs his fingers across his brow. “Let me tell you a story,” he continues.
“There was a High Elder who needed to take a warrior with him to face an enemy clan. He could take with him his son or his son-in-law. His son-in-law was the better fighter, but he had been born into the enemy clan. So the High Elder took his own son as his companion on the journey. He was the better choice, because he would have unshakable loyalty.
“If Seeri marries Pek and he joins the Olen, where will their child’s loyalty be? To the clan of her mother or her father? How can their child be the next High Elder if that question can’t be answered?”
“But,” Mala says, “Mya will be the mother of the next Manu High Elder, and she wasn’t born into the Manu clan. Yet I have no doubts about her loyalty.”
“Because you have no choice,” my brother answers. “There are no young women in this clan. But there is a young man in the Olen, one who could marry Lees and be the father of the next High Elder.” He turns in place until his gaze falls directly on Morsk, who climbs to his feet. A murmur ripples through the gathered crowd.
“Why didn’t the High Elder in your story take his daughter on the journey, instead of his son or his son-in-law?” I ask. Chev doesn’t turn toward me to answer. To do so would be to acknowledge this challenge I’m making to his authority.
“Because she was already dead,” he says.
I watch him warily. “You’re imagining problems that don’t exist,” I say. “Seeri’s child with Pek will make an excellent choice for the next Olen High Elder.”
Finally Chev turns, and when his eyes meet mine, they are heavy and dark with sorrow. Or perhaps regret. “That’s easy for you to argue,” he says, his voice diminished—almost resigned—under the burden of my gaze. “You’re not the High Elder. Your only concern is for your family. But I have to give the good of the clan equal weight to the good of my family. Perhaps even more weight. You’ll never really understand that, because now that you’re betrothed to Kol, you’ll never be the Olen High Elder.”
A noise distracts me—a scuttling across the ground behind me. I look back and catch sight of Lees, dirty from crawling in the damp grass, scrambling to her feet. Before I have the chance to move, she takes off running up the path toward camp.
I swing my head around, and I see that Chev’s gaze rests on the place where Lees just disappeared from view.
There is no use trying to reason with Chev here. In private it would be difficult. With this audience, it would be impossible.