Thank you to the motley bunch of personalities who used to jump with me in California City back in 1993–94. Particularly, I wish to thank the Celaya family. I thought of Dennis often during the writing of this book and recall the days in the desert with all of you as some of the most memorable of my life.
As always, I must thank my distinguished (and by that I mean he’s legendary, like whoa) and exceptional agent, Michael Bourret. Michael, I consider the day we decided to work together as one of the luckiest of my career. Thank you for your hard work and continued belief in me.
Much gratitude goes to my editor, Karen Grove. We’ve walked this path together four times now, and each time, I learn something new from you. Thank you for your love of my stories and careful attention to making them better. Working with you is an absolute joy.
Sydney and Cooper, you both are so brave, each in your own way. I hope you always feel bold enough to challenge any limiting fears. Thank you for always being behind me as I challenge mine.
Beta readers are so valuable, and I was lucky enough to have a few very talented people read the first draft of this book and help me improve it. I’m indebted to Tessa Elwood, Stephanie Kuehn, Heather Petty, Brent Watson, and Cheri Williams. The fact that I finally managed to really impress my crit partner, Heather, is a particular triumph. Love you, girl.
Thank you to my Tribe: Mary Claire, Lucy, and Jo?—?first readers who always ask for more and first friends who see me in all my complicated glory and still come back for more. I love you.
To Jason: You’re an incredible example of facing fears and overcoming them. I’m so glad to have you with me on this wild ride and to know that while I can face things alone, I don’t have to. It’s just more fun to jump together.
On a serious but most vital note: You’ve just read a story where characters struggle with life-and-death choices. Dear reader, I know that some of you struggle too. Please know that you are not alone and that there are people who can help you. As Ryan would say, “Don’t let a mongrel like fear back you down.” There’s always a way through the fires that test you. But if you find that impossible to believe right now, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1–800–273–8255.
Love and blue skies to everyone!