Slowly shaking my head, I looked up as I clamped down on my lip. “No. It’s just I’ve never seen a man naked before and I need a second to . . . to um . . .”
The thoughtful smile that spread over his face made me blush. “You are so innocent; it makes me want you more.”
Taking a deep breath, I closed my eyes as I felt his hand on my cheek. “Talk to me, sweetness.”
My breath hitched as I looked into his beautiful blue eyes. “I’m scared.”
“Of me?”
My eyes drifted away before locking back onto his. “In part. You have invaded my thoughts and dreams for so long. I can’t tell you the countless nights I’ve dreamt of this moment.”
His eyes burned with something I’d never seen before. “It’s the same for me. I’ve pushed you away for so long because I’m afraid.”
My brows lifted. “Of?”
“Hurting you. Not being good enough for you. I could keep going on.”
“That’s nothing but nonsense.”
He shook his head. “Not to me. I look at you and all I can think of is if you married me you’d be stuck in Llano being a rancher’s wife and that’s not what you deserve.”
My heart pounded in my chest. Married?
“Aren’t you jumping a little ahead?” I asked with a giggle.
Jase attempted to hold back a smile. “I guess so, but those are the things that have invaded my thoughts.”
This was the moment I had been longing for. Waiting for. There was no way I was going to let our stupid fears get in the way.
“Make love to me, Jase. I don’t want to think about anything else but you and me together.”
Taylor
My chest heaved as he reached behind me and unclasped my bra, letting it slowly slip down my arms until it fell to the floor. When his hand cupped my breast and his mouth sucked on a nipple, my head dropped back as the pleasure rushed through my body.
“Oh God,” I whimpered.
I’d never felt like this before and I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do.
Whispering his name seemed the logical thing to do . . . that and take his dick in my hand, causing him to moan while he gently bit down on my nipple. It felt so soft, yet so hard.
Sucking in a breath, my body shuddered as his lips moved across my neck while I continued to stroke him.
Once my other nipple was in his mouth, I was sure I had died and gone to heaven.
What would the rest of it feel like? Would it hurt? Surely it would.
I’d listened to my sister and the girls talk about how the first time was not so great. If anything, they had wished for it to be over quickly.
I couldn’t imagine wanting this to end. Ever.
“I want to taste you, sweetness.” Jase spoke against my skin as he peppered kisses down my body until he was on his knees. I missed the feel of him in my hand the moment he was gone.
“Yes,” I mumbled as I reached up and touched my sensitive nipples.
“Fuck that is hot as hell.”
My mind was spinning. What was hot as hell? Lifting my head, I stared down at him looking up at me. “Wh-what?”
“You touching yourself. It’s driving me crazy.”
It was then I really noticed what I was doing and I dropped my hands. Jase smiled as he slowly peeled my lace panties off.
My breathing grew heavier as I fought to drag in one breath after another.
“So beautiful,” he whispered as I stepped out of my panties and he ran his hand up the inside of my leg. “Sit down on the bed.”
Before I had a moment to think, I did as he said. He was still on his knees as he moved forward a bit more and ran both hands over my legs, causing a shiver to run over my body.
“I want to memorize every inch of your body.”
Slowly pushing my legs apart, he kissed the inside of my thigh.
Oh God. I’ve never felt so amazing.
“Lay back, sweetness, while I taste you.”
My eyes widened in horror. “You’re going to . . . down there?”
With a wicked smile, he winked at me before he buried his face between my legs.
“Ohmygod!” I cried out as I felt his tongue slip inside of me. Something raced through my veins as I dropped back and grabbed the bedding with my hands. My back arched while I took in the sheer pleasure of his mouth on me.
This. Is. Freaking. Amazing.
“Jesus, you’re so wet.”
I hissed as I felt his finger push into me. It wasn’t like the feeling was new. I had given myself plenty of orgasms, but his finger in me. That did something to me.
“So tight. So perfect.”
His mouth was on me again, licking and sucking as my body shook with anticipation.
“Yes . . . oh God!” I cried out, not caring how loud I was or who might hear.
I felt him push another finger in. Pleasure and pain hit me at the same time.
“Jase!” I cried out as my orgasm started from the tip of my toes and moved up. Angling my body to just the right position, he took me to a place I’d never been before.
I slammed my hand over my mouth to hide the screams of absolute pleasure in case anyone was still here at the hotel and had not left for lunch yet.