“I need you again.”
My eyes widened. “Can you go again so soon?”
“With you? I could go all night. No one’s ever made me lose control like that. That’s how it should feel every single damn time, like it’s all that matters in the world. I couldn’t give a shit if the world is crumbling around me when I’m inside of you.”
We smiled at each other, and the streetlights from outside shined into his beautiful blue eyes. Forty minutes wasn’t long enough. To squelch the dread creeping in, I took off his shirt and began to kiss his chest softly.
“This time is gonna be different, okay?” he said.
I simply nodded, anxiously awaiting his direction. He stripped out of his underwear, and I could see his dick was still gloriously hard, glistening with arousal.
“Lie down, Amelia.”
Admiring his chiseled body, I lay on the bed and backed up against the headboard.
When he turned on the small desk lamp, I asked, “What are you doing?”
“I want to look at you for a while. Is that okay?”
I nodded. “Yes.”
“Spread your legs apart,” he demanded.
Justin kneeled at the foot of the bed as he took in the sight of me.
“So sexy…seeing you wide open like that with my cum dripping out of you. Fuck, Amelia,” he breathed out as he started to jerk himself off. He looked down at his engorged shaft. “I’m ready to go again. This is fucking crazy.”
“We don’t have a lot of time. I need you inside of me again.”
“Touch yourself for a little bit.”
I positioned my fingertips at my clit and began to circle them around. The room was so quiet except for the slick sound of his cock moving against his hand.
“Open wider, Amelia.”
Spreading my knees further apart, I had to curb the need to come.
“You ready?” he asked.
“Yes,” I whispered.
This time when he sunk into me, it was slow and controlled. He stopped when he was fully inside and just stayed there without moving for a while.
“How the fuck am I going to be able to leave you after this?”
When he picked up the pace again, it felt better than ever, not only because of the pressure of his weight on top of me but because we were both fully naked, our skin rubbing together. The room was cold, but the heat of his body warmed me.
I held onto his ass, pushing him deeper into me as he circled his hips. His breathing matched the rhythm of his movements. When my orgasm suddenly rolled through me, he must have been able to feel it, because he also came without warning, grunting loudly in my ear. There was no sweeter sound that the noises he made when he came.
He collapsed over me and said, “Thank you for giving this to me. It’s the only thing that’s gonna get me through the rest of this time away.”
Looking at the time shown on my phone, I felt sick. We had ten minutes before we had to drive back to the bus. It was odd to feel sated and scared at the same time. He’d left my body completely satisfied, yet my heart was still yearning for more. It just wanted to hear those three words so desperately.
***
When we arrived to his bus, I gripped his black jacket, unable to let him go. After what we’d just done, my attachment to him was stronger than ever. It felt more impossible to let him go now than it ever had before.
“I want you to meet the crew before we leave.”
Although I wasn’t feeling very social, I said, “Okay.”
Justin brought me inside the bus. A bunch of guys were sitting around eating pieces of a gigantic apple pie that looked like it was from Costco. It smelled like a mixture of coffee and beer. Justin went down the line, introducing me to each crew member. They were all super nice and down to earth. I didn’t have a chance to meet Calvin Sprockett, since he was on the other bus.
A few minutes later, the one person I’d dreaded meeting the most finally made her appearance.
“Is everyone accounted for?” Olivia asked, holding a walkie talkie.
Justin looked at me and whispered, “That’s Olivia.”
He didn’t realize I’d already known what she looked like from my stalking. I was starting to feel nauseous, and it only got worse with each step she took toward us. With luxurious dark hair and a megawatt smile, she was even prettier than her pictures.
I fucking hated her.
“I see we have an extra passenger?” Olivia said.
Seeming to lose my ability to speak, I smiled like a fool without saying anything.
“Olivia, this is my girlfriend, Amelia,” Justin said.
Girlfriend.
The fear inside of me began to slowly evaporate. He hadn’t said the “L” word, but he’d finally given me the validation that I so desperately needed, especially now with him leaving again.
Olivia hadn’t seemed too surprised. “It’s nice to finally meet you, Amelia.”
“Likewise.” I smiled.
“Are you coming with us to Philly?” she asked.
“No. I have a baby girl at home, so I’m not able to travel.”
“That’s right. Justin showed me her picture.”