Naomi tucked her legs underneath her. “Well, you can be boring and unromantic if you like. I believe it’ll happen. I’ll miss you, though. When you’re gone.”
“I won’t leave you.” It was the one downside to the plan, the one detail that made me hesitate. I wouldn’t know what to do without Naomi beside me. “You’ll come with me.”
I knew she wouldn’t, she couldn’t, not with her parents’ approval, at least. But I wanted to pretend.
“I suppose I would like to see the continent. But what would Jacob do without me? He gets into too much trouble as it is.”
“He’ll have to come and help you on your adventures,” I said. “Rescue you when that dashing rogue you meet turns out to like girl-bone soup.”
“Because of course that’ll happen to me.”
“It happens to all the best heroines. And if your brother doesn’t have to rush to your aid, how will he employ that handsome stranger to assist him who falls madly in love at the sight of you?”
She laughed. “Well, when you put it like that.” She glanced toward the palace. “Should we go back inside soon? They’ll be missing us.”
“They won’t miss us.” Everyone had already seen us go, and my father was going to be furious about that, whatever I did. At this point, I might as well leave entirely.
I tapped my fingernail on the hairpin. Brand-new, special for the banquet. Made from aluminum, which was the stupidest thing I’d ever heard. Someone on the continent had discovered a new metal, and what did everyone here do? Rush to make it into jewelry, without a thought to what better uses it might have.
I’d be there soon. On the continent, with real intellectuals, with people who actually cared, rather than the vapid, fashion-hungry mob here. I just had to solve this one problem.
Another tap of the hairpin. Metal hadn’t worked. Not even close.
But I hadn’t tried aluminum.
I sat up.
“What is it?” Naomi said.
“Aluminum. I haven’t tried it yet. For my experiment.” My thoughts were racing. “What if—what if I combined it with something? Maybe iodine?” Yes. Yes. That would produce heat. Wouldn’t it?
There were carriages around the front of the palace, waiting until they were needed. Surely one of them could take me home. My father must have noticed me leaving the hall, but he hadn’t come looking for me. I could slip out for an hour or two, then come back, and say I’d been in the gardens all along. He’d be angry, but he wouldn’t be able to disprove it. The gardens were huge. He couldn’t search them while I was gone, not without leaving the ball for longer than he’d deem acceptable himself.
I could go back to the laboratory, try out my thoughts, and be back before the end of the feast.
And if this worked—if it worked, I’d never have to go to a banquet like this again.
Naomi grinned back at me. “All right,” she said. “Let’s go make your fortune.”
TWO
IT WAS EASY ENOUGH TO FIND A CARRIAGE. NO ONE wanted to leave the social event of the year and miss whatever drunken gossip would fuel the next two months of court conversations, but the coachmen had to wait outside the gates with their horses, just in case.
The streets were jammed with people. The king would never pay for commoners to celebrate with him—that would be a waste of good gold, in his eyes—but if the taverns could use the king’s birthday as a way to make a profit, and the people could use it as a way to have fun, then little things like invitations weren’t going to deter them. It seemed I was the only one who wanted to hide at home tonight.
It made me nervous. All those people, filling the road, blocking our escape. They were just people, nothing more than that, people who didn’t even care who we were in the slightest, but knowing they were out there, all around us, that they had beating hearts and judging minds, that they might do anything and I couldn’t predict it, that I couldn’t run past them all . . .
I twitched the curtains closed, but the shouts and laughter cut through the window, so I gripped my hands together in my lap, trying to remember to breathe.
It must have taken half an hour or more to fight through the crowds, but finally, the carriage turned onto my street. Only nobles lived here, in black-beamed buildings from hundreds of years ago. Normally, that meant that anyone stepping out of the front door risked being accosted by nosy matriarchs and young social climbers, but the road was quieter now, and no lights flickered in the windows. Who would be here when they could be at the palace instead? Perhaps a few dedicated servants, an elderly relative telling the younger ones to have fun. And now us.
As soon as the carriage stopped, I shoved the door open, stumbling slightly as my heels hit the pavement. Naomi handed the driver a couple of coins, and I hurried to find the spare key tucked under the windowsill. The servants had been given the night off. Adviser to the king he might be, but my father remembered what working life was like before he married a noble, and he always thought about what the servants might want. He’d never admit to such improper behavior to any of his new peers, of course, but that didn’t make his concern any less genuine.
If only that concern stretched to his daughter. My happiness could never come before the expectations of the court. I had far too many supposed duties to fulfill.
He wouldn’t take it well when I finally left. He wouldn’t hate me for it, exactly, but he wouldn’t understand. So I couldn’t tell him about my plans. I couldn’t ask for any assistance. One day, I’d inform him that I was leaving, and then I’d be gone.
I wished things could be different. I wasn’t close to my father, but I didn’t want to hurt him. I wished he could understand, that he didn’t wish for any daughter other than me, but wishes didn’t mean anything in the end. This was how things had to be.
The front hall was dark, the chandelier looming above us. I strode underneath it, to a narrow staircase at the far side of the room. Anyone visiting the house would probably dismiss it as a servants’ passage, and one step into the run-down corridor at the bottom of the stairs would seem to confirm it. I didn’t want anyone interrupting my experiments, and my father didn’t want anyone to stumble across them.
My laboratory wasn’t perfect. The cellar room was cramped, for a start. A scarred wooden table took up most of the space, and I had personally fastened several sturdy but slightly lopsided cupboards to the walls. The only windows were high up, long rectangular panes of glass that looked straight on to the grass of our garden. They could be opened to let out smoke, but they were far less effective at letting in light. Books spilled off the shelves, and every spot of counter space was covered in bottles and vials and notes.