“I’m sorry,” I offer at the same time I hold her memory card out to her as some kind of lame peace offering. She looks down at my hand and then back up to meet my gaze, her eyes asking me if I looked at the photos.
“You’ve got a good eye.” It’s not much, but I’m not big on compliments and fuck if I’m going to start pulling off my jacket to cover puddles for her just yet.
She stares, hands on her hips, head angled to the side while her eyes measure whether or not I’m sincere. I guess she decides that I am, because her eyes flicker to everyone around her as she gauges what she can ask with an audience. “Where are we going?”
“I thought it was time that I show you the lay of the land.” I nod my head toward the door.
“Okay…” She draws the word out, clearly unsure what I’m telling her. But it looks like she’s on board.
The security at the base can be daunting the first time you experience it, but Beaux handles it like a pro. What she’s not liking is how I’m not telling her why we are here.
As we’re escorted via Humvee through the maze of tilt-ups and plywood barracks, I glance over and watch her take in the enormity of this military city for the first time. She leans toward the window to see better, eyes hidden by sunglasses, and when she finally looks over and meets my assessing gaze, she smiles softly before immediately turning back to take in the nonstop hustle and bustle of the base.
I stare at her a bit longer while her focus is elsewhere, allowing myself to get lost in the lines of her posture and wonder what she’s hiding from, when she steps behind the camera herself. Stella used the device as a shield to protect her from the fucked-up reality of her life before she was adopted. I wonder what it is that Beaux hides from.
It’s none of my business. Not prying is a noble notion, but I’m curious nonetheless.
Once we reach the outskirts of the base where there’s a secured shooting range, Sarge is already standing there, stiff and dressed in desert camo head to toe. I ignore the inquisitive look that Beaux gives me as we climb out of the transport, and I extend my hand to him in greeting.
“Good to see you, man.”
“Likewise. Sarge, this is BJ Croslyn. BJ, this is Sergeant Jones… or Sarge for short.” I catch her inquisitive look over my introducing her as BJ, but I don’t plan on him knowing her well enough to use her full name.
Sarge extends his hand to Beaux.
“Nice to meet you,” she says with a wide smile, but her eyes are still taking stock of her surroundings.
“The pleasure is mine,” Sarge says with a nod before motioning to the empty range behind him. “Everyone must have found out you were coming today, because they cleared out.”
“Funny. Very funny.” While my tone is teasing, I hate that a part of me is pissed at the dig at my abilities in front of Beaux when I’m a damn good shot. It has to be my ego caring because I’m most definitely not here to try and impress Beaux. She’s a colleague. My partner. A royal pain in the ass.
“You ready to prove me wrong?” Sarge asks as he walks toward the staging area.
I start to follow him, but Beaux grabs my arm and tugs on it. “What are we doing?”
“Target shooting.” When her eyes widen at my matter-of-fact comment, I know my assumption was right, that the sight of my gun scared her yesterday. And if she plans on not flinching at the sights we will see on an embed mission, then she’d better get comfortable with guns. Hence the whole purpose of being here today.