“Another lie,” he pointed out. “I watched you.”
Her voice was quiet as she said, “But I just miss him.”
“Tell me, why is he so special to you? He is old, and ugly, and he stinks. Why does he matter?”
She shrugged. “I don’t know.”
“Yet another lie,” he said. “One more time and you will live to regret ever opening your mouth to me, so be very careful. I will ask you again, and I want an answer... what makes your Buster so special?”
She hesitated before whispering, “Mommy gave him to me.”
“She gave you your life, too, but you do not seem to care about that,” he said, cupping her chin, squishing her cheeks with his fingers like he sometimes did. “Do you not take me serious? Is that the problem? Do you think I am just joking with you? Because what did I say would happen if you touched that bear?”
She trembled, her knees all wobbly. “That you’d burn him.”
“And?”
“And...”
And... she didn’t know.
She couldn’t really remember.
Remembering was getting so hard.
“And I would burn you, too,” he said, raising his eyebrows, his face so close their noses almost touched. “What makes you think I will not shove you in that fireplace and light you up?”
“You love me,” she whispered, her voice shaky.
“I do,” he said. “You are special to me, kitten, for the same reason... your mother gave you to me. You are my Buster. And oh, how I wish I could set you on the mantle, keep you from trouble, but there is a fire in you. You are the suka’s daughter. She had a fire, also, and you want to know the best way to put out fire?”
“How?”
“You smother it.”
Before the little girl could say another word, he pounced. His left hand grasped the back of her neck, pinning her in place, as the hand on her chin shifted, fingers pinching her nose closed as his palm covered her mouth.
She tried to inhale, but she couldn’t.
Eyes wide, she struggled, clawing at his arms, trying to rip his hand away so she could get some air, shoving him as hard as she could, nearly knocking him back.
Groaning, he stood up, his hold loosening long enough for her to take a breath, letting out a piercing shriek that he silenced by snatching her up. Yanking her over to a black leather chair, he threw her down on it, his knee bracing him, pressed into the cushion, as his hand went over her mouth again.
“Vor!”
The Cowardly Lion’s voice shouted from the doorway. The little girl recognized it. His sudden presence didn’t stop the Tin Man, though. He kept smothering her.
“Kassian! Stop before you kill her!”
The Tin Man let go at those words, and the little girl inhaled sharply, her vision blurry. She blinked, trembling, as he leaned down, his nose close to her nose again. “You will never have your Buster back, kitten, and you have no one to blame but yourself.”
The Tin Man stood up and walked away, stalling near the door, where the Cowardly Lion lurked.
“You are forgetting your place again, Markel,” he said, glaring at him. “I make the orders. If you do not like it, go somewhere else.”
The little girl curled up in the chair, crying, as the Tin Man walked out, disappearing. After a moment, the Cowardly Lion turned her way, carefully approaching. Stopping by the chair, he reached down, brushing the hair from her face, wiping the tears from her cheek.
“I always hated when he made your mother cry,” he said. “So many nights, she would cry, but she found courage with you. And I know you want that bear, sweet girl, but it is not the bear you love. It is your mother.”
“I miss her,” the little girl whispered.
“I know,” he said, sighing. “And in his own twisted way, he misses her, too.”
Chapter Eight
The front door opens just as I step off of the stairs and into the quiet foyer of the house. My gaze flickers that way when Lorenzo walks inside. He’s alone, and nobody else is home, which means it’s just me and him at the moment.
I pause there, cautiously watching him.
He was gone when I woke up, even though I beat the sunrise. The air in the house was stifling last night, and it doesn’t feel any more comfortable this morning. I’m not sure if it’s leftover tension or if maybe I’m just projecting.
Either way, I don’t like it.
I don’t want to wear out my welcome.
Lorenzo glances my way, hesitating a moment before he shuts the door. “You look nice.”
I glance down at myself, at the casual little black and white striped dress with long sleeves. It goes almost to my knees. I bought it because it has pockets, which is damn near a miracle for women’s clothing. Pockets are kind of like men who eat pussy for fun—unicorns.
“Yeah, I’ve been setting the bar crazy low lately, with all the sweats and junk, so I just thought, you know, why not give looking like myself another go?”
His gaze slowly scans me. “You’re beautiful no matter what you wear.”
“Thanks,” I say, the compliment surprising me. There was not a stitch of sarcasm to it. Weird. He’s wearing faded jeans and loosely laced combat boots with an unbuttoned black Henley shirt and a black coat. It’s strange, how the man can look so well put-together with whatever just thrown on, no thought given to it at all. “You look nice, too.”
Lorenzo glances at himself, making a face, before cutting his eyes my way. “Don’t make this shit weird, Scarlet.”
I laugh as he shrugs off his coat, draping it over his arm. He takes a few steps away, toward his library, before pausing in the hall.
He lingers there, his back to me, like something has him torn, before he slowly turns around again. “You going somewhere?”
“Yeah, I figured I’d get some air,” I say, motioning toward the front door. “You know, get out of your hair for a while.”
“Get out of my hair for a while.”
“Yep.”
“Pity,” he says. “I kind of like you in my hair.”
He walks away, disappearing into his library, leaving the door open behind him. I stand here for a moment, my gaze shifting between the hall and the front door, before following him, my black heels clicking against the wooden floor, so I know he hears me approaching.
He’s sitting in the chair, hands laced together on the top of his head, the sleeves of his shirt shoved up to his elbows. His legs are stretched out, crossed at the ankles. While he looks relaxed, I sense the tension. It rolls off of him like waves, written in his silence.
I stall there, mostly still in the hall, and lean against the doorframe as I regard him.
He stares at me for a moment before saying, “You can come in, you know.”
“I know.”
“Yet you’re standing there,” he says, “making shit weird.”
I smile softly. “I was just wondering if maybe you’d want to come along.”
“Come along.”
“Yes.”
“To get out of my hair.”
“Yes.”