“Hi. I’m Hyde. Are you a giant? Are those Legos? I love Legos. Do you want to play with me?”
I stared down at a tiny carbon copy of my own face and told myself to get my act together. I was never going to get another chance to make another first impression on this little man that was suddenly everything to me.
I crouched down so that I wasn’t towering over him and held out the box. “Hi, Hyde. My name is Zeb. I’m not a giant, but I am pretty tall, so it can seem that way, and the Legos are for you. I would love to play with you.”
Green eyes blinked slowly now that I was at eye level and he tilted his head to one side while he considered me thoughtfully for a second.
“You knew my mom?” I heard the tremor in his voice and it nearly killed me.
“I did. I only met her once, but she was very nice. She was a good friend to me when I really needed her to be.”
He nodded solemnly and reached for the Legos I was still holding, which he promptly set down on the ground next to his sneakered feet once I handed them over. “She could be nice sometimes, but not always. Did you let someone draw on you?” He pointed a finger at my neck, where an old-timey pocket watch was inked onto the skin, and I turned my hands over so he could look at the swirling ink that covered the back of each. I stayed as still as could be as he reached out a finger to poke at the design.
“I did. These drawings don’t really wash off, though. I get to keep them forever.”
His lips twitched and that dimple we shared deepened in his cheek as he grinned. “Okay. Can I touch your face?”
I couldn’t stop the bark of laughter that snuck out. It looked like Joss was right about the beard. Kids did like it.
“Sure. My niece says it tickles when I kiss her.”
I heard a strangled choking sound behind me and cast a glance over my shoulder to see Sayer blushing furiously and coughing into her hand. Apparently Joss wasn’t the only one that thought it tickled during kisses. I was forced to turn my head back around when small hands grabbed both of my cheeks and ran down the sides of my beard.
I stared into the eyes that were so like mine and fought down the urge to pick the little boy up and never put him down. That dimpled grin flashed at me again. “I like it.” I heard a chorus of soft sighs behind me from the women in the room, but this time didn’t take my eyes off of the little boy.
“I’m glad.”
He nodded like he somehow understood the importance of this playdate just as much as the adults in the room did.
“Okay, let’s play.” He looked at the women standing behind me. “Do you guys want to play with us, too?”
God, he was a gem, just like Sayer had told me. He was sweet, considerate, and so welcoming that I had no idea how anyone could have chosen drugs and abusive relationships over him. He was nothing but light.
Sayer’s soft voice floated over us as I moved to open the boxes of colorful blocks for him.
“Thank you, Hyde, but you should play with Zeb. He’s here just for you. He’s been waiting for a really long time to play with you.”
“Really?”
The wonder in his tone made my fingers twitch as my hands fought to curl into fists. How could such a wonderful child ever doubt his importance? It made me want to break things. Lots and lots of things.
“Really, buddy. It’s just me and you. Let’s make something awesome.”
“Cool!” His excitement was infectious as he flopped back down on his stomach on the rug in front of me. I folded myself into a sitting position on the floor in front of him and looked over at Sayer.
She had her hand over her mouth and her eyes were locked on us and I could see the same determination in those bright blue depths that I knew was shining out of mine.
Hyde was mine. He was going home with me and it didn’t matter what we had to do to make that happen.
This little boy would never, ever have to question if he was wanted again. He was more than wanted and the sooner I could tell him that the better.
CHAPTER 7
Sayer