“All I fucking feel is you. When you aren’t around I’m miserable. Dawn’s just a jealous woman with nothing but an agenda to hurt others. I wouldn’t ever fuck another woman when I’m with you. Plus you consume me, you’re every thought I have. I think of you before bed every night, and every morning as I stroke my cock.” My admittance caused her to perk up a bit.
“This hard on…” I grabbed her hand even as she tried to pull away and pressed it against my cock. “It’s because of you. Not because of her, or anyone else. Because of you and the slick pussy of yours. Because all I can think about is the next time I’m going to taste you against my tongue.”
Those dark emerald eyes of hers grew wide with either fear or excitement which one I wasn't quite sure.
“I’m Cameron fucking Jefferson Sadie. If I wanted someone else I could have them but I don’t because I want you. Every day, of every hour, of every minute and second I want you. I want you Sadie Walker.” I confessed my emotions were all over the fucking place. I didn’t care about the agreement anymore, the sex, or the money. All I wanted was this fucking woman, the woman that made my heart soar, and my insides a fucking puddle to take me back and to trust me, and know that I would never do her wrong ever again.
“I wasn’t expecting this…” Sadie’s lip trembled and I knew she was about to cry. Every single cell in my body went to her, as I crossed the space between us in a flash wrapping my arms around her fragile frame. She leaned her head against my shoulder and a small sob racked through her body. I held her tightly against my chest, feeling every single inch of her body against mine.
The distinct scent of rich vanilla invaded my senses, and I took a deep breath letting it saturate into my lungs. I squeezed her against my chest, and whispered in her ear.
“I’ll never hurt you again. I’ll never let anyone hurt you, not myself, not anyone at work. I promise you Sadie.” Every tear that she shed was like a kick to the balls. I should’ve done more than fire Dawn for the pain that she caused Sadie.
“Did you mean it?” Sadie pulled away sniffling, bright red rings around her eyes. I clenched my fists at my sides, letting the anger inside of me fester. I hated myself more then, than I ever had in my entire life.
“Mean what? All the things I just said, because yes I did. I’ll get down on my fucking knees and beg for your forgiveness if I have too. Whatever you want baby…” I would forever worship her, because I had discovered that a world without her wasn’t worth existing in.
“No not that stuff, I meant the other stuff…” There was a smidge of shyness in her voice.
“What stuff baby…?” I pushed a few strands of her hair behind her ear and looked her straight in the eyes as I spoke. I could see a swirl of frustration in her eyes and I wondered what it was she was talking about.
“What you told my brother Jeremy, you know about us?” Her eyes darted from mine and I knew then exactly what it was that she was talking about. I licked my bottom lip, and then leaned into her face, my breath fanning against her ruby red lips that begged to be ravished by me.
“About you being my girlfriend?” I questioned even though I knew that’s what she was asking. She tipped her chin up and down, and I watched as she swallowed past the lump in her throat.
With one hand behind her head and the other against her cheek I spoke the words I thought I would never speak.
“I fucking love you Sadie Walker, and it would be a fucking honor to be your boyfriend.” The words came out like a whisper even though in my mind they were far louder and robust.
Sadie didn’t say a word and I wondered if she had even heard me then she pressed her lips against mine and everything else in the world faded away. It was no longer about an agreement between two people. Instead it was about love, and discovering the one person you can’t live without.
Chapter Ten
The butt plug that Cameron had placed in my asshole before showing up to dinner at my parent’s house was all I could feel or think about. No matter how much I adjusted myself at the dinner table or rubbed my thighs together nothing would alleviate the tension that was running rampant throughout my body. The fullness in my ass was all I could think about and caused my clit to throb with every single breath I took.
“It’s so nice to finally meet one of Sadie’s boyfriends she doesn’t usually bring them around so you must be special.” My father chuckled. I caught Cameron smirking at me out of the corner of his eye. He knew with one single look that I was in desperate need of pleasure.