It was official I was the worst at making fucking choices. Not only had I let the man blissfully fuck me into submission, but I had also let him do so without a condom on. Worry consumed me all morning long until I got the chance to slip into his office at lunchtime and talk to him.
“Cameron.” My voice bounced off the glass windows as I called out for him. He wasn’t sitting at his huge desk working on paper worked, no he was standing in front of this giant ass glass window looking at the skyline.
“I was wondering when you would come in?” I could hear the distaste in his voice and wondered if I should even come in still with the night we had before I was sure his distaste wasn’t towards me.
"You didn't use a condom," I stated the obvious my voice turned angry. The smile that pulled at his lips enraged me. It made me want to slap him across the face and knee him in the balls all at once.
“No I didn’t and it was the best fucking sex I ever had in my life.” Astonishment hit me in the chest as if I had run into a brick wall. The best sex of his life? He had to be on some type of drug right because even I knew I couldn't be his best? Not with all the women he's been with.
“Don’t fucking lie to me Cameron. I could’ve gotten pregnant you’re lucky I took the plan B pill this morning.” I scolded him for putting me, us in that kind of predicament.
His smile grew wider if that was even possible and I lunged forward to knock some sense into the asshole. He caught my hand right before it collided with his face.
“Are you feeling a little feisty this afternoon? Do you need to be bent over my desk and taught a lesson on manners?” He asked, and I had to grit my teeth to stop myself from swinging the other hand at her handsome jaw line.
"Let go of me," I ordered, and he did so gently.
“I was going to speak with you on the matter but we got caught up, so it never got brought up. Rest assured you’re the only woman I have ever never used a condom with ever, and I’m sterile so I’m unable to have children.” A sadness crept into his eyes and I couldn’t tell if was because he was sad about not having children or because he had to tell me the truth so quickly.
“Protection should be discussed before any type of sexual activity takes place.” The words slipped from my mouth with ease as did the sassiness. I had, had just about enough of his man bossing me around. He fucked like a God but that didn’t mean he needed to control everything I did, including if we used protection or not. Which we obviously didn’t.
“I agree sweetheart but it’s not like you were all that focused on protection either. It was a mistake and if you don’t feel comfortable doing it like that again then we won’t.” His voice, and words soothed me.
“I… Fine then. Good.” I folded my arms over my chest, and thought to myself how much of a bitch I really was for coming in here with my snarky attitude.
“Is that all you came in here for?” He questioned me his body moving closer to mine as if we were connected through a magnetic current, drawn to one another.
"Maybe. I was just unsure of what to think, and it kind of pissed me off that you would put us both in a situation like that without talking about it beforehand." I was glad I was giving it to him straight and speaking my mind. I was also relieved to find out that I couldn’t get pregnant but saddened, and a bit curious as to why a man like Cameron was sterile.
“I like it when you’re feisty, and I’m not going to lie to you and say I didn’t like fucking you bareback last night because being able to slip deep inside of you for the very first time with nothing between us was the most exhilarating feeling ever, and I’ve done some pretty exhilarating things.”
“Like what?” I countered narrowing my eyes at him. When I awoke this morning, and felt the distinct stiffness in my joints and muscles that I been thoroughly fucked, and never had I awoken feeling like that before, with any other man. Ever.
I was only fanning the flames of desire between us waiting for big bad wolf that lingered just below the surface to come out and play. His fists clenched at his sides in anger, and the darkness in his eyes begged for me to come closer.
"I've done things you could never dream of doing. Skydiving, deep sea diving, driving at speeds that are unsafe and unimaginable." His jaw clenched, and strangely I wanted to reach out and trace my finger against his jaw.
“None of that was as exhilarating as having sex with me?” I asked in a hushed tone. Since the day before last everything about this job, and my life had been flipped on it’s axis. I would never have expected Cameron to take notice in me, or better yet to compare the sex we shared to something as cool as skydiving.