“Are you out of your fucking mind? You want me to call up five defense contractors, all of whom still lie awake at night worrying the results of your project will come back to haunt them, by the way, and . . . what? Invite them to brunch? Tell them you’ve set a successful test subject loose in the world with your drug? How exactly do you think they’ll respond?”
“Managing The Consortium has always been your responsibility. I’d prefer to stick to the science. Our relationship works better that way.”
“We are not in a relationship.”
“I understand that you’re hurting, Cole. I understand that I caused some of that pain when I left so quickly. But deep down you know I truly don’t give a single red fuck. That I consider your pain to be an inconvenience and a distraction from a goal far more important than anything your heart might think it wants. And if there’s anyone who should know the importance of prioritizing objectives over feelings, it’s the head of Graydon Pharmaceuticals.”
“If you think for one second that my contempt for you in this moment has anything to do with the fact that you got me to bottom in a couple of hotel rooms, you are even more of a delusional narcissist than I thought. What you have done is irresponsible and reprehensible, and it might bring a show of force down upon your head that not even I can stop.”
“A show of force worse than this?” Dylan asks, gesturing to the phalanx of guns.
“A lot worse.”
Dylan nods sagely, as if Cole were offering up this information as part of a deal point, and not a warning, and he’s decided to accept.
“Gender might not have anything to do with it,” Dylan begins, ignoring the bitter laughter that comes from Cole when he realizes Dylan has reverted to a scientific lecture. “With Charlotte, I pursued another theory, and it looks like it’s paid off.”
Dylan checks to make sure Cole is still listening; then he slowly walks around behind him, turning his back to the security team. He’s making himself a better target, but he’s also concealing his hands and any weapon he might draw and blocking Cole from the strike team’s view while he does it. It’s a test, Cole’s sure, to see how willing he is to hear more about the science of Dylan’s latest experiment. Cole turns.
Dylan continues. “You see, with our male volunteers, what we thought was their strength turned out to be their liability. Their combat experience. The trauma of it reshaped their amygdalae in ways too subtle to detect on an MRI. That’s where the aggression, the self-destruction, came from. My first female subject, she had a similar trauma in her past and most likely similar amygdalar deformation.
“But Charlotte’s different. Charlotte grew up in proximity to great physical trauma, but it was never directly inflicted upon her. Her wounds . . . they’re psychological. All of this will make more sense once you dig in to her past. Which I’m confident you’ll do despite your protests. But my point is that Charlotte Rowe is exactly the type of subject the current version of the drug works on. A vigilante spirit without the actual physical wounds that it usually takes to create a vigilante.
“Her mind and her past set the stage for exactly what we’ve always been shooting for. A panic response from the primitive brain that doesn’t shut down the frontal cortex. You’ve seen the tape. She doesn’t tunnel. She doesn’t freeze or go into quiescence, but her fear is real. The drug’s done exactly what it’s supposed to do; it’s harnessed the power of her fear to almost perfect mental acuity, and the by-product is the same level of physical strength we saw in our old subjects, only without the self-destruction. Now the challenge is figuring out exactly how it works in her and duplicating the results in a wider variety of subjects.”
“What about her blood? Are there traces of paradrenaline?”
“I’ll find out.”
“You haven’t taken her blood?”
“A lot’s happened very quickly.”
Is he being coy, or has he lost access to this woman?
Dylan had performed early animal tests himself, videos of which he’d brought to Cole to snare his interest. In those first nonhuman subjects, the ones who hadn’t torn themselves to shreds, the drug had somehow tricked the adrenal glands into making a variant of adrenaline never before documented in an organic life-form. It was the most astonishing and otherworldly aspect of Zypraxon; that its functioning in the brain somehow keyed the body into synthesizing an entirely new hormone, a hormone that produced bursts of superhuman strength, especially when you considered that unleashing superhuman strength in the body had never been Dylan’s intention. He’d set out to increase mental functioning during moments of extreme terror, and only as a means of preventing panic or paralysis. But in the end, it was like he’d created something akin to an antidepressant that had the unexpected side effect of allowing people who took it to grow wings and fly several miles.
Paradrenaline was their name for this new, previously undocumented hormone, and while there’d been traces of it in the bodies of the human subjects who had torn themselves apart, the samples had degraded too rapidly after the subjects’ deaths to be preserved in a lab. Worse, the samples taken from animal test subjects had produced no effect in humans. The idea that there was someone out there now whose system might be flush with it made Cole’s head spin with genuine excitement for the first time since the helicopter had touched down.
Zypraxon aside, there was no telling what paradrenaline might be able to do under the right circumstances—what it might be able to power, to heal.
“On that tape, she’s running from you, isn’t she?” Cole asks.
Dylan looks as if he’s been slapped. Cole tries to suppress a smile and fails.
“That camera,” Cole continues, “it wasn’t yours. You stole it from those bikers on the tape, didn’t you? And my guess is she was running from you when she ran into them, wasn’t she?”
Dylan swallows. Cole’s never seen the man so thrown off his game, and he allows himself a second or two to take pleasure in it.
“The situation was more complex than that,” Dylan whispers.
“This wasn’t your plan, to send her out into the world like this. You lost her, and now you want us to get her back.”
“There were unexpected variables. But, no, I did not lose her. And I don’t need you to get her back. She won’t be that hard to find once you activate The Consortium. She needs to be constantly monitored to see what she’ll do. The results will be beneficial to us all.”
“Why was she running?” Cole asks.
“As I said, there were unexpected varia—”
“Why was she running away from you, Dylan? What did you do? Lie to her? Trick her into taking the drug because you couldn’t bring yourself to tell her what had happened to your last subjects? What did you do to this woman?”
“I put the power of gods in her hands.” Cole’s never seen the man’s passion take this angry a form. “That’s what I did to her. Charlotte Rowe is now patient zero for a benevolent virus that could wipe out sexual sadism, rape, and domestic violence, and if you don’t make every effort to watch everything she does with what I’ve given her, you will be missing out on the scientific breakthrough of the century.
“You think that video is my endgame? I want this drug perfected, balanced, made available to the world. Just like I did when we started. And I can’t do that without you or Graydon or The Consortium. And you can’t come within an inch of matching your father’s legacy if you don’t make a breakthrough like this, and you know it. It’s why you’re here. But if you don’t help me, I’ll destroy every pill I have left. In fact, if you decide to keep me here now, all the pills I have left and all the documentation of every adjustment I’ve made to the formula since I left you will be incinerated before you can get to them—trust me.”
If only I could read minds, Cole thinks, but even if I could, I’d still have trouble reading his. So many distractions. So many memories.