Thirty seconds passed, and then another full minute. He didn’t want me? That was such bullshit. No. Just no. I didn’t walk through into his bedroom. That would have been the easy option. Instead I chose the harder, far more embarrassing route. My Christmas Day was not ending like this—alone and confused. I was going to confront him. Ask him what the hell was going on. I took the stairs up to the observatory two at a time, already planning all of the harsh, unkind things I was going to say to him when I reached the top.
“Sully Fletcher, you are the most—” My foot hit the top step and I saw him standing there, moonlight pouring in through the bowed windows, casting silver shadows across his perfect skin, and I suddenly forgot what I was going to say. He was naked. And he was waiting for me.
“Took you long enough,” he said. “Very brave, though, Lang. Very, very brave.” He walked slowly toward me, and I felt as though I were about to tumble back down the stairs. He was a work of art. The lines of his shoulders were strong, broad and powerful. His chest was a slab of muscle, forming a perfect vee lower down where his hips dipped into his groin. I couldn’t look away. His thighs were muscular and covered in a light smattering of hair. And his cock…
Before I married Will, I’d only slept with one other guy. He’d been smaller than Will, but he’d really known what to do to make a woman come. Will had been considerably bigger, but he’d thought it didn’t matter (or maybe just cared less) how he used his size to bring me pleasure.
I already knew Sully possessed both size and expertise, though. One look at the way he moved as he walked toward me told me he was a highly sexual guy. And he was so huge. Almost frighteningly so.
I glanced back up and saw that he’d caught me staring. “It’s okay, Lang,” he said. “Don’t hold back on my account. Look as much as you want. Touch as much as you want. Taste as much as you want. I sure as hell won’t be holding back.”
“Shit. I think I’m freaking out a little.” Admitting that to him was hard. Not as hard as admitting to myself how inexperienced and unworthy I suddenly felt. And vulnerable. God, so, so vulnerable. Sully padded barefoot to me and slid his arms around me, lifting me up off the floor, hands moving underneath my thighs as he guided me to wrap my legs around his waist.
“Don’t freak out,” he commanded. “Relax. Breathe. I’ll stop whenever you want me to. Just say the word.”
“Okay.”
The roof over the observatory was a dome of pure glass. In the center of the room, a huge mirror reflected the light from a surprisingly small bulb behind a wire mesh cage; it swung around to the left, and the brilliant wave of pure white light washed over us, casting a stark silhouette in the beam. Sully wasn’t lying when he said he’d been sleeping up here. A low-slung cot was pushed up against one side of the dome, neatly made, his clothes laid out on top of it. He carried me across to it, but he didn’t put me down on the mattress. He lowered me back to my feet and pressed me up against the glass, then began kissing my neck, licking and biting at me until it felt like the sea of stars overhead were spinning too brightly and way too fast.
His heart was slamming in his chest beneath my hands, beating just as crazily as my own. I couldn’t stop touching him. My hands ran up and down his back, my fingernails digging into his flesh, until the texture of his skin changed, very slick and smooth feeling, and I stopped. It was the scar on his side—the one that run up onto his back. Sully didn’t seem to notice me hesitate before I stroked my hand across the scar again, feeling the topography of his body alter as I explored.
He continued to kiss at my neck, but eventually I felt him stiffen a little. “Who’s the one wearing kid gloves now, Lang?” he growled under his breath.
“I’m sorry. I don’t mean to. It’s just—”
“It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t bother me. You don’t need to tiptoe around it. I have a scar. It’s pretty big.” He leaned back and gave me a roguish smile. “Now feel free to get over it and pay some attention to the rest of my body. How about…here.” He took hold of my hand and slid it down, so that I was touching his hard-on.